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Sunday, October 26, 2008

I dun deny, I'm still living in my memories of United States of America. Just 46days in America, made me missed every little part there. I must really thank fate for bringing my friendship with Felicia. And, of course, Felicia and her family who have invited me to join their summer vacation. It was a really awesome summer for me. Really Big big thanks to Uncle Ronald, Auntie Jennifer, Felicia, and Gelien. Really appreciate it. =)

Though I am physically back in Singapore..and have embarked on a new chapter of my life. But, I still miss every single thing I did in U.S. The crazy things we did. And never forget the stupid things we did. Okay, some things were really stupid. Doing so many jump shots at all the places of interests. Comparing the number of coins I made with Felicia.
Ask me what I miss. I would say every single thing. Some things I wun forget:

-Gossipping on the bed with Felicia past midnite. We were trying so hard not to laugh out as her parents were sleeping, which caused the whole bed to be shaking so badly. Another thing I rmbed was we tried to place Gelien's pillow to the small little corner of the bed. As we fell aslp, Gelien didnt wake us up and just slpt on that poor corner. Hee!

-It was after a satisfying buffet at Circus Circus, Reno, and Felicia and I decided to go for some big business. We decided to go to alternate cubicles so the smell wun be so horrible. We were chatting so happily. Then, a lady came in to the toilet. We stayed silent when she came in. We were not too sure if its because its too smelly she came in and walked out! Haha! I noe it sounds disgusting..but well, what is the probability of u going for some big business with a best friend? =p

-Pho noodle!! Its realli good!!

-Squeal! I love this game. Its really exciting and fun to play with so many ppl. I will never forget playing with Felicia, Gelien, Aaron, Brenden, Uncle Ronald in midnite, when we were supposed to be slping and snoring big time. Aaron and Brenden are two great friends I made during summer. =)

-Ferris Wheel I took at Disneyland. I really got cheated. It looked realli kiddish..but its not! I ended up shouting and shouted, no I should say screaming and screaming..why did I even choose this ride. I screamed all the way even till it landed, when Gelien said," stop shouting, reached already." Den I opened my eyes, "oh ya". The next moment, I was trying to stand up. Horrible ride.

-I wun forget the smelly place we went to see the sea elephants. They were the smelliest animals on earth! How they got smelly is because they love to overeat. And when they come onshore, they couldn't digest their own foods, and ended up vomitting on each others' body. So as time goes by..the smell spread..its a really disgusting smell!


-The next one..I dun wish to elaborate. The story about drawing circles..haha...

-Fireworks at Disneyland, U.S. Independance day. Really really nice..I luv the fireworks..all except the "bom bom bom. Hou leng ar.." Lolx!

There are too many things which I miss. Wun ever forget my fav department store, Walmart. Wun ever forget we spent so much time trying to fit all luggages into the car. Wun ever forget us trying to gorge ourselves with all the buffet items. Wun forget food network, disney channel. Wun forget the nice smell from the apartment in Dallas.

I simply love every single thing there. I wish for a time machine now.


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Friday, October 17, 2008

I'm terribly upset today. Really really upset. I am so disappointed with myself. I was supposed to hit my tier this week, but just because I didnt check properly, my transactions got parked under others. For those hu dun understand this term, it simply means, other people get my sales. I am super duper upset. I dun understand why, I did check. I really did a thorough check, but I juz dun understand why. When I saw my transaction got parked under others, my heart really sanked. I have been trying realli hard. Last week I tried to hit, but I didnt. This week finally I managed to hit, yet transaction got parked under others. First it is the urgent accounts cnt be proceed, next is transactions parked under others. Its not 1, but 3! The amount is big also.
WHY WHY WHY!

I dun realli care much about the incentive. It is the tier that I WANT to hit DESPERATELY. I have been here for quite some time already..and I have not been consistent in my sales. I know that. I really want to hit my tier. I really really want to produce results. I was so happy this morning..so naive thinking all will go thru smoothly. So happy for team lunch. But after my team lunch, the world juz came crashing down. Transaction parked under others. I became freaking upset..really really upset. I feel I reaalli disappoint Deborah. I noe she has been pushing all out for me. I noe that Garima and Deborah are fighting realli hard for my case.

I sat down and I stared at my screen, and I just felt, " Nevermind if they let my transactions parked under others. Nevermind if they take away these few sales from me. I still have plenty to go. They can't take all away from me. " To be really frank, I was kind of emotional today, and I just felt teary at those moments. It set my determination to bring in more sales. I must bring in more sales to cover those transactions. As I felt more teary, I just sat there and kept on calling more customers. I told myself, "I MUST bring in MORE sales to cover those". From then on, I must work even harder, and I must realli be extremely careful with my transactions.

To be really honest with myself, I still have yet to get over it. I mean..I just felt realli unjustified when we fought so hard, putting in so much efforts to bring in the sales and then the transaction got parked under others. People always say..tiny little efforts bring a long way. For me? Tiny little efforts bring a long way. Yes. A long way to reach my tier. But nevermind. At the end of the day, I will hit the tier. I will reach that goal.

I will be strong.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

It was a pretty busy day for me ydae. First, have to meet Kaiwen, den to meet B1 and B3 and lastly have to go for my team bbq. I finally met up with B1 and B3...the last time we met...i think was...before i went to U.S. Ya..more than 3 mths ago. Its probably the longest time bananas got separated. Hehe.

Anyway, it was alrd 8pm when I reach pasir ris park. I was kinda full..so I didnt eat much. I was playing my psp..den they sae I was so bored until I started playing psp. But is because I dun haf chance to play on weekdays mahx..where got time to play? Hmm..anyway, Deborah was so enthu abt playing truth or dare..nobody realli wanted to play..so in the end we juz pei he..haha..

They asked realli R.A. questions..we played for quite a while..until we started gossipping again. I felt like an antenna...jus keep on receiving, didnt make much comments..coz most of the time the ppl whom they were talking abt i duno. We spoke abt breastfeeding. I was pretty shocked when they mentioned about breast sagging after breastfeeding. Let's say for instance, the mother breastfeeds the baby on the left side, the left breast will be very light and a little sag after tt, as compared to the right side. That's why have to change side and feed on the other side, or will be not balanced. I'm nt joking at all..but its realli true..as proven by my colleague who breastfed her child last time. My other colleague started saying..what if after feeding awhile the baby is full..haha...den too bad lor.

Haha! Ivy brought her lil kid there..her lil boy boy is called Charles. He is so damn cute but I realli pity Charles..he is not feeling well so he keep on throwing his temper. He is 9mths old only. The first time i feel lil boy is cute.

After working some time in Citibank..I am finally adapting. I have neighbour julie who never fails to say..I am very xing ku, kane hu always turn ard to talk to julie which in turn distracts me, Aaron the huai ren, jeremy the pig..and etc.. I must work realli hard and repay my debts and go for holiday..I wan to go to Taiwan, hong kong, korea..

My new nickname: Han mei (korean girl)

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