Mood rating scale: Happy-unhappy, 1-10. Score: 10.

Today I'm extremely upset today. When I went to work today, my supervisor tracy looked at me seriously and said, "Winnie, I have a bad news for you." My heart was thumping really hard then. I was devastated when she said, "I've been transferred to centrepoint." I was really really upset when she told me that..she told me that she wldn't want to bring me over coz there dun require any part-timers as the sales there is very poor. I can't stay in tangs too, as the new supervisor will be bringing her own gang here. So..where will I be?

I feel very upset because I belong no where, neither tangs nor centrepoint. My tears just flowed down..I feel really agonised. Tracy is the main victim. 3 years back, when the fragrance brand narciso is newly started in tangs, nobody want to cum to tangs for this challenge. Everyone felt that its a new brand, what if the sales is bad?Tracy was forced to come to tangs, but she laid a condition that she wanted to be transferred back to tangs after the brand sales is stabilised. But now, they didn't keep up to the promise because the current manager dumb kelvin said that the previous manager who promised her has already resigned and its none of his business! But the thing is, when the promise was made, the retail executive joanne was around and she agreed to it. Now joanne didnt want to keep up the promise because she dun wan other ppl to be unhappy coz tracy is always earning so much in this store.

Fact is fact, why are they always distorting it? Promise was made by the manager, and the manager represents the company. So it should be the company's decision. Regardless whether the manager has resigned or not, the promise shouldn't be broken still. As a part-timer, I have worked for 3 years, since i entered poly. I always try my best not to get involved in their politics, but sometimes, its inevitable. This time, I consider myself as unlucky.The kelvin and new supervisor are of the same gang and they hate tracy. Kelvin asked tracy to go to centrepoint and said she cld perhaps be transferred to the new store opp tangs. Tracy was right to have rebutted him. She said "What if u resign?Then wouldn't it be the same? Cheated one more time?"

Jenny from Calvin Klein wanted to pull me over to her brand. But what's worst is, the dumb kelvin wun let me go because Calvin Klein is from another division brand. So, Kelvin would rather let me resign on my own, he still wun let me cross division. Like wad they say, the nicer way, "fei shui bu liu wai ren tian", the evil way, "I dun wan u also cnt take". Aren't they nice? Haiz..3 years in tangs, I've really grown up and learnt quite abit. Thanks to luxasia, i manage to feed myself and pay for my expenses in poly life. Thanks to tracy, who always been kind to me and gave me a flexible schedule. Thanks to Jimmy, who has always give me some sales when i'm short of some to hit the target. Thanks to jenny, pei sheh who always offer me food and chitchat when I'm bored. Thanks to roselind, who always gif me a big hug and call me princess when i'm sad. Thanks to kelvin and joanne, who forced me to quit. Evil hypocrites, I really hate them to the core now.

If this hadn't take place, I would have stayed in tangs till i go for US trip. Now, I'm really lost and duno where to go. I duno which job i cld take on. I'm still very unhappy abt quitting tangs. I will definitely miss selling my perfumes, Issey miyake, Jean Paul Gaultier and Narciso Rodriguez. I haven't got the mental preparation of quitting. I only planned to quit like 4 months later. But now its really fast forward so much. I will miss my days at weekends working at tangs with tracy and jimmy, though i always complain hw tired I am. I really really hope that when I wake up tmr, everything is just a dream.

I'm left with 2 more work days in tangs. End of the month, 26th and 27th of jan. I will definitely treasure the last 2 days.

Someday sometime, I will get over this. Which my tears will stop flowing, the pain in my heart will heal.
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