Thursday, May 26, 2005
Mood report saes: Down mood..stressed..
*****************************Todae woke up at 7+...woke up earlier to study chemistry...n revise all mi lec notes...hmmm...til 9:30...met huijun at 168 berth....Den same lo...we took the bus to school together...den todae reach half an hr earlier..so went to the bk shop den went to the tutorial room for Applied Principles for effective learning(APEL) lesson. Hmm...the tutorial was a short one...after that we went to the the engineering block to eat. I was full..coz mi breakfast haven digest...so i juz ate fruits...hmm...den i met Hushuang..an ex evgian...haha..ydae saw mi ex evg clazmate Farah..hmm...after that we went to bookshop...walk walk...den walk walk at the sch see the sch ppl..c the scenery..haha...den after that we went to the lec hall for lec..5 hrs of lec...hm...in the middle gt break...den went to the canteen to eat chicken cutlet rice wif lemon sauce. Yum yum..hehex...thk the best part abt Tp is the food..got 7 canteens in total. The design food malay food is excellent..ate it ydae...the business sch western food is fulling and nice..the engineering sch fruits are fresh..the rest haf yet to explore. But sure there wld b more gd foods. (Ignatious stop drooling! haha!!) Hmm..our sch oso gt the pool table...and karaoke...hehex...gd rite?! Hehex..*********************
(Dear...i noe u haf been holding on tight to ur hp every single moment in sch...waiting for mi to gif u a cal...or even juz to send u an sms. I noe it realli worries u to see mi so stressed up...but i juz cnt help it...when i'm too stressed...i feel i'm useless...cnt even rmb simple stuffs...i tend to break down n tears wil flow...but after tt i wil feel btr de. Dear dun worriex too much abt mi lar..i wil take care of miself de..u r nt useless okay? Its nt ur fault...u didnt study wad i study...the chem i study nw is more cheem...n its diff frm wad u study..so dun blame urself...u r nt useless hor. In mi heart..u r always the best. Best best best in dis world. Better den ani diploma holders, bachelor holders, degree holders and even btr den professors. Duno wad can ease ur worries...dear...i luv u...definitely deeper feelings than the first dae we were together....muack!)
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