Mood report saes: Stressed...Tired...unhappy..
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Todae is the first dae of mi poly life. Everything begin so fresh....woke up early morning...getting prepared to go for mi lecture at 8. Stood at the 168 berth there wait for the bus..so lonely..yet gt no choice..nobody accompany mahx...haix...dun haf kaiwen to pei mi...dun haf feli to tok to mi...=(...so sian lo. Den board the bus...oh shit! Ez link no money le!!!! Oh no...sumore i got not enough coins...mi oni got 5 dollar notes lo. Sian diao...so i tht of juz putting the 5 dollar notes inside..den the bus driver ask mi to ask other ppl on board.
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Hmm...so sian...so i started asking lo...den at first ask the 2 malay aunties...ask them hor..they didnt even check their wallet lo..den sae dun haf change...-.-''...racist isit???!!! Hmm...T.T...aniways..so i turn to an uncle lo. Den the uncle took all his coins out...he sae gif mi...wahx..i so paisei lo..take a stranger's money..so i try to find coins out of mi wallet...so lack 20cents...n i took 20cents frm tt helpful uncle...den i thank him...so grateful to him...lucky got him around...^.^....hm...but den pay money liao..realise got no seats for mi to sit le...haf to stand le lo...standing means cnt study on the bus liao...sian!!!!! So i stood lo..reached the tampiness lib..den i change bus mahx...den realli bad lo..i got no coins hw to take? Den i ask around for change...again...the ppl all dun haf...den got 1 auntie help mi...lend mi a dollar...lucky....thank god...got her...otherwise i wldn't noe where to get mi money frm.....-.-"...
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Reach school finally...stepped inside..den faster got into mi lecture hall..met mi clazmates there...stil very unfamiliar wif them..but i try to b as friendly n open mi mouth...cnt b so quiet lo...after the lecture we went to the Communications skills for applied food science(CSAS) tutorial...the tutorial was okay lar...den i realise gt 2 new gers lo...actualli not new gers lar..juz tt the second dae of orientation they didnt cum...den one of them made a self intro tt she is a very quiet person..dun like to tok much. Hmm..so after the tutorial...i was thinking of making friends with her. So i approached her n tok to her lo. She's Hui jun. She's around the same height as mi though....n she has rosy cheeks like mi as well. Aniways..we gt into deeper conversation...realised that she was a student of Woodlands sec sch! Haha!!!!! She lives in wlds!!!! I was so astonished when i heard that! Cannot believe that there is actualli sumone hu lives in wlds as well...sumore in same claz as mi! Lolx...both of us got so excited...den we started chatting...n saeing we could get to sch together...n get off sch together as well...hehex...
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This week quite gd though...got no lectures n no lab...but haix..studied for the first dae oni...realised that i got 2 core subjects gt chemistry stuffs. Haix...i got no chemistry background n i got so lost in the middle of lectures...kp trying to catch up...n try to absorb as much as mi classmates do...each time i try...i find miself falling back...Hate that feeling of losing back.I hate Principles of inorganic physical chemistry(PIPC)!! I hate Organic biological chemistry(OBC)!! Hate it...chemistry....chemistry...i find miself exploding....=(....loading n filling all the info...i'm so stressed...n i'm so tired...5 hrs of slp is definitely not enough....haix.....
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(Dear...saw ur blog...so touched...noe i muz realli cum n drop u a line. Deardear...thanx so much..i noe its realli a big hole on ur pocket travelling frm Tiong bahru to Woodlands...den when we go out to town ur pocket is bigger hole.Hmm...all these while u haf been accomodating to mi...i noe that....n i realli appreciate wad u haf done for mi...thanx dear...thanx so much..thanx for being so understanding...and so caring...i noe i'm always bullying u...n i noe u stil treat mi better...so gd to mi. Realli duno wad gd deed i haf done in mi previous life...duno y god let mi haf u..hmm...if possible...i hope i noe wad is the gd deed. So that i can perform tt deed again...n den nxt life get to meet u again...n we b together again..dear i luv u..)
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