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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Mood report saes: Extremely exhausted..
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Todae woke up tired again lo...realli bad lar..second dae of the wk like tt le..aniways...went on the 168 bus den started slping..so damn tired. Hmm..reached tp..den as usual lo...went for lectures..den todae first time lab lo..stupid de..the obc tcher so stucked up..hate him..everyone oso hates him...-.-"...he so bad..hmm...after lab..went for lectures again lo..6+ den finished the lectures..den faster rushed home with huijun..hehex..
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I see mi dreams vanishing..c mi hopes getting weaker and weaker as each dae goes by. The appeal results is out. I've expected this result long time ago. Who wouldn't haf expected it? The appeal, in which most would haf known, is unsuccessful. I'm sad. Realli sad. But hu dun haf emotions? I do cry do. I do get sad too. But now, I've gotten over it. Realli. Totally. I wanted to get into the course innitially, hoping i could study tourism..or at least stay together wif kaiwen. Perhaps, dis is mi fate. And i ought to accept mi destiny. Heaven wants to put a test on us. Wans us to b separated in academic. Never mind about tt. We are not bothered. I presume the 3 yrs wld pass realli fast. And the distance is and wil not bother us. Or at least mi. I stil luv him as much...distance and the location factors wil never change mi love. Although i'm disappointed by the fact that i'm not able to go sp, but i will not gif up. I wil continue to work towards mi dream. I believe one dae, some dae, i will SUCCEED. I will.
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(Hope u dun mind..3 yrs will pass reaali fast..dear..i luv u..i wun eva leave u de..dun worrie...)
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Monday, May 30, 2005

Mood report saes: Bloated gingerbreadger=overbaked! Haha..
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Todae woke up again..feeling realli tired..met huijun as usual at the woodlands interchange..and we headed for tp..reached there..den started the tutorials. Todae actually quite slack lar..coz all tutorials mahx..den the lessons all one hr de. First lesson was CSAS...the tcher wan us do discussion..den huijun and i c other grps all full le..so in the end..joined the guys' grp. C the guys in our claz..so sian lo..they seems normal. But they kp on luffing like cows. Mi god. Are they luffing at sumthin bad?..they seems to b so horny...-.-...aniways..the first project haf to do wif them lo..-.-"..
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After the lesson we went to the lib..den the guys duno y followed us..dis time huiqi joined us lo..hm..aniways...huiqi and them went to the lan place to play..den they oso play the msn..whike huijun and i went to look at the cca booths..hehex..den we went to the lib..check out the books. Hehex...hmm..after tt we met up wif huiqi and the guys..den we went for tutorials lo..its kinda fast...after all tt i left tp..n went to tampiness mrt meet mi dear..hehex..we went to eat at the food expo..haha..muahaha...so yummy lo...!!! So many foods..dis time the place so crowded...lolx..we ate alot of foods..siew mai..oysters me sua..den got chinese sausage..peranakan snacks..potato wedges...and many many more!!! Walked halfway met mi clazmates Fiona and priscilla..lolx...den again met mi suppliers..for A1..den steven as well..den oso got alot others frm cafe nova..den ipoh coffee...ppl all i noe de..haha...so happi..
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(Dear..i so happi tt we went together again..u hugged mi realli tight...hehex..but u so norty hor..smell food le den juz walk urself..leave mi alone at the lurch..-.-"..bad boi..haha..hmm..sotong i luv u..rmb the last time we came..tt dae u were abt to ask mi whether wan to stead or not..haha..stupid sotong suffocate the pretty rose in the bag..the rose so nice..den u made it suffer..huai dan...dear i luv u..)
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired..stressed..
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Todae woke up tired again..haiz..same thing lo..while studying eating..started work again..work halfway c the supplier again..drop by to check on mi...sian..Leong intro mi dis job so jia lat de. So diff frm the previous bah kut teh de. Now got work stress lo..-.-"..aniways..todae is kinda normal though. Juz like the usual job i did last time..not much of special stuffs to specify. As usual..ba dao gingerbreadger bully leong..step his shoes..haha..den the Kiong c le cum close mi wan step mi shoes..lolx..he suddenly so lively todae..lolx. At first c mi at the locker area..he so suprised..he asked" Eh..u got work le arh?Which department?Sell wad?" Haha...lolx. Den after i told him..den he saw mi step Leong's shoes he oso wan disturb..lolx. Hmm..lunch was lunch box lar..vegetarian de..hehex..Maths and vegetarian food..nice combi hor? Haha..hm..suppliers drop by so many times..so sian..no freedom..n when i went home..prepared for lectures and tutorials for the week..so tired...I CERTAINLY need a break!
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(Haiz...so tired...dear..hope i wun nd to work the nxt wk..i miz sky garden..miz the place so much..miz the place tt u first kiz mi...miz tt place..where i realli enjoyed miself..felt so comfy den..juz hope the 3 yrs wil end soon..n hope i wil get mi diploma soon...haix..too bad studies is not like jail term. Even if i'm gd..i wun get released early..=(...aniways. Dear i miz u terribly...hope tmr cums soon...)
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..
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Todae woke up very tired..dun realli wana wake up de..but no choice. Haf to work mahx..so no choice lo..thk abt money..wake up le lo. Haha..hm..got miself ready...den went to the same old place to work lo. Imm Giant Hypermarket. Reached there around 11+..went to buy mi breakfast..which was mixed vege rice..den went to the Giant staff pantry to eat. Sit down there eat..den at the meantime do mi homework lo..the maths and chem stuffs...eat and do..so tiring..immediately after tt..i went in to work le. Started mi new dae fresh..selling a diff thing..the koka noodles.
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Saw the supplier..is a female lo..first time got female boss..haha..hm..she taught mi how to cook the noodles...den i oso set up the thing..soon started selling le lo..hmm..til around 4+ like tt..mi dear cum visit mi..hehex...stand there look at mi..c i promote..hehex...hmm..we went for lunch together lo..den same thing lo..while eating i doin mi chem stuffs...den kaiwen teach mi hw to do. So damn tired..no time to rest de..sianx..hmm..haix..i thk at the end of 3 yrs in poly..i probably die of indigestion lo. Evt haf to eat so fast..den if not eat finish le muz do work..cnt even haf the time to rest and let mi food digest..and worst is..i feel so tired..
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Went back to sell..hm..realli tired..den duno y the supplier so free de..kp dropping by..so sian lo..i dun even haf mi own free time..sianx..hmm..after work..kaiwen sent mi back to woodlands..den we had macdonalds...after tt we went home lo...hehex..
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(Dear i noe u very sian diao..coz i haf to work..and wkdaes i haf to study and we dun get to meet...n i dun haf time for u..sorriex..sorriex dear..i wil try not to work de lar..dun worriex..i wil oso rest more..and dun b stressed up..so u dun haf to worriex so much abt mi..dear i miz u..)
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Friday, May 27, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi...
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R.e.: Haha....everyone muz b feeling happi eh?Keep on refreshing mi blog for the past 8 daes mi blog remains unchanged. Haha...muz realli apologise. Haf been realli busy over the past few wks..n i came hm quite late after sch..so the time was left for studying and slping. So sorrie.
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Todae work up early morning at around 8+..mi dear woke mi up de lo. Haha..supposed to haf no lab todae de...but den stupid lo...the obc tcher and the pipc tcher tell us go back sch for bridging lessons for chemistry. Sian...no choice lar..hu tell mi so sway dun haf chem background. Nvm..wad the tcher do is for our own gd mahx..-.-"...aniways. Kaiwen came to mi houz todae lo. So sian..after i woke up i faster tidy mi houz..as clean as possible..dun wan let kaiwen haf a single chance to suan mi mahx. So when kaiwen reached mi blk..he was trying to figure out mi apartment. Haha..hm..thk he's kinda shocked when he saw mi..*extracted frm kaiwen's blog: www.kaiwenthng.blogspot.com ..haha...coz i look kinda wierd in specs...i suppose...lolx. So aniways..we stayed for around 2 hrs at mi houz..showing him mi photos and mi past achievements in schools..hmm..
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Was on our way to the mrt station de..den we realised we forget to buy the "present" for Jianghan. His bdae mahx..haha. Hmm..so we went in 7 eleven lo. Den kaiwen so shy to buy the thing lo. Cnt blame mahx..shY sotong. Haha..lolx. I waited for him outside the shop...when he came out he was blushing lo..haha...the aunties there all luff at him..coz i thk they nvr c ani guys buy the present buy til so maloo..haha..guessed it mahx?Its condom lar..specially requested by Jiang han..lolx...
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We headed off for tp le...was supposed to go expo de..but no time mahx..so no choice lo. Went to sch..we ate carona chicken rice lo. Hmm...first time eat..quite nice though..after tt i went for claz..while kaiwen waited for mi for mi 4 hrs lectures to end. When it ended, we recieved a cal frm feli saeing tt jh is unwell..and we are not able to celebrate outside. Haix..nvm..lucky got backup plan. Hmm..ya lo..so we went to cwp...met feli. So we bought a cake..den we went to cold storage to buy spaghetti and stuffs..hoping to whip up a dinner for jianghan. Hmm..finally reached Jianghan's houz..evt as order..feli took the cake up to jianghan while kaiwen and i hid behind the wall. Haha..innitially we bluffed tt i had sumthin on and is nt able to make it..so we told him tt we wil haf a make up dinner one of these daes. So after blowing the candles and stuffs..feli took jianghan out of his door. Haha..and he saw us..lolx..first time c jiang han in such an attire. Boxers..kinda shocked..lolx...
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We didnt cook ani meals for him though..coz his bro came hm shortly after tt..but we did cut the cake and ate it...and of course not forgetting the cute darren..haha..so lively and adorable..lolx..hmm..Jianghan was suprised when he saw the condom and spiderman boxers we gaf him..haha...lolx..hm...thk it wil end dis Mr pure bio student's curiousity abt condoms le bahx... hehex...hm...aniways..happi 16th bdae to spideyhero..Jianghan!
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(dear..thanx for waiting for mi for so long lar..thanx..i noe i very bad..make u wait 4 hours..hehex..but i realli no choice mahx. Haha...todae u so ps...buy the thing..lolx..hmm..deardear..jh has celebrated his second bdae wif feli..i hope we are able to as well..hopefully the rest of our bdaes till the dae we stop breathing..)
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Mood report saes: Down mood..stressed..
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Todae woke up at 7+...woke up earlier to study chemistry...n revise all mi lec notes...hmmm...til 9:30...met huijun at 168 berth....Den same lo...we took the bus to school together...den todae reach half an hr earlier..so went to the bk shop den went to the tutorial room for Applied Principles for effective learning(APEL) lesson. Hmm...the tutorial was a short one...after that we went to the the engineering block to eat. I was full..coz mi breakfast haven digest...so i juz ate fruits...hmm...den i met Hushuang..an ex evgian...haha..ydae saw mi ex evg clazmate Farah..hmm...after that we went to bookshop...walk walk...den walk walk at the sch see the sch ppl..c the scenery..haha...den after that we went to the lec hall for lec..5 hrs of lec...hm...in the middle gt break...den went to the canteen to eat chicken cutlet rice wif lemon sauce. Yum yum..hehex...thk the best part abt Tp is the food..got 7 canteens in total. The design food malay food is excellent..ate it ydae...the business sch western food is fulling and nice..the engineering sch fruits are fresh..the rest haf yet to explore. But sure there wld b more gd foods. (Ignatious stop drooling! haha!!) Hmm..our sch oso gt the pool table...and karaoke...hehex...gd rite?! Hehex..
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(Dear...i noe u haf been holding on tight to ur hp every single moment in sch...waiting for mi to gif u a cal...or even juz to send u an sms. I noe it realli worries u to see mi so stressed up...but i juz cnt help it...when i'm too stressed...i feel i'm useless...cnt even rmb simple stuffs...i tend to break down n tears wil flow...but after tt i wil feel btr de. Dear dun worriex too much abt mi lar..i wil take care of miself de..u r nt useless okay? Its nt ur fault...u didnt study wad i study...the chem i study nw is more cheem...n its diff frm wad u study..so dun blame urself...u r nt useless hor. In mi heart..u r always the best. Best best best in dis world. Better den ani diploma holders, bachelor holders, degree holders and even btr den professors. Duno wad can ease ur worries...dear...i luv u...definitely deeper feelings than the first dae we were together....muack!)
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Mood report saes: Unhappy...stressed..
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Dae 2 stil as stressed. Yes. Stil stressed. Todae morning was raining heavily..realli very heavy rain. Yar...lucky got daddy fetch mi n mi big sis to the mrt station. Reached there early coz i muz b there at 7:45 to meet huijun. First time i'm early...haha....so stood there...den met mi pri sch fwen, shiyin. She's studying in Ngee ann, business sch. Hm..aniways...soon after tt...huijun arrived and we boarded the bus together.
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Todae gt nth much that happens...juz the usual boring lectures til the NE forum at 5....stil...very stressed up by mi chemistry....no chemistry background. Ppl take 2 yrs to study chem...n i haf oni 2 mths to cram all into mi brain...and add more poly chem stuffs inside....perhaps...it wouldnt b surprising if i die of suffocating of too much info one of these daes huh? Haix...ppl sae poly life realli slack...realli mehx? Hu is tt idiot??!!! Cum forward...i wan beat u up!!=X...hehex...hmm...i aspire to b the best in the class...but i feel i'm not getting it...haix...mi appeal for sp is going down the drain...mi life seems to b getting out of control....
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(Hmm..dear...so many 2 daes nvr see u....seems like foreva to mi though...missing u terribly these daes...especially when i'm realli tired..and i realli feel i'm breaking down..juz feel like grabbing u to mi side...and hope u wil juz hug mi tightly...dear...i wan to spend quality time wif u as well...bur it seems i'm getting more busy with mi chem stuffs...and soon i will b more engaged in mi sch activities..and b working on wkends. Sounds realli sad to mi...if mi appeal is realli unsuccessful...treat it as a test or a punishment on us bahx...our relationship so stable...luck so gd now...surely got sumthin bad de bahx? Nth is perfect mahx...3 yrs oni lar...we stil got 30 more yrs to spend together mahx...rmb? Juz 3 yrs wun kill us de lar...afterall...we oni met after 16 yrs mahx...dear i luv u...i make mi promise to u now as well..i wun eva leave u...)
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Mood report saes: Stressed...Tired...unhappy..
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Todae is the first dae of mi poly life. Everything begin so fresh....woke up early morning...getting prepared to go for mi lecture at 8. Stood at the 168 berth there wait for the bus..so lonely..yet gt no choice..nobody accompany mahx...haix...dun haf kaiwen to pei mi...dun haf feli to tok to mi...=(...so sian lo. Den board the bus...oh shit! Ez link no money le!!!! Oh no...sumore i got not enough coins...mi oni got 5 dollar notes lo. Sian diao...so i tht of juz putting the 5 dollar notes inside..den the bus driver ask mi to ask other ppl on board.
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Hmm...so sian...so i started asking lo...den at first ask the 2 malay aunties...ask them hor..they didnt even check their wallet lo..den sae dun haf change...-.-''...racist isit???!!! Hmm...T.T...aniways..so i turn to an uncle lo. Den the uncle took all his coins out...he sae gif mi...wahx..i so paisei lo..take a stranger's money..so i try to find coins out of mi wallet...so lack 20cents...n i took 20cents frm tt helpful uncle...den i thank him...so grateful to him...lucky got him around...^.^....hm...but den pay money liao..realise got no seats for mi to sit le...haf to stand le lo...standing means cnt study on the bus liao...sian!!!!! So i stood lo..reached the tampiness lib..den i change bus mahx...den realli bad lo..i got no coins hw to take? Den i ask around for change...again...the ppl all dun haf...den got 1 auntie help mi...lend mi a dollar...lucky....thank god...got her...otherwise i wldn't noe where to get mi money frm.....-.-"...
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Reach school finally...stepped inside..den faster got into mi lecture hall..met mi clazmates there...stil very unfamiliar wif them..but i try to b as friendly n open mi mouth...cnt b so quiet lo...after the lecture we went to the Communications skills for applied food science(CSAS) tutorial...the tutorial was okay lar...den i realise gt 2 new gers lo...actualli not new gers lar..juz tt the second dae of orientation they didnt cum...den one of them made a self intro tt she is a very quiet person..dun like to tok much. Hmm..so after the tutorial...i was thinking of making friends with her. So i approached her n tok to her lo. She's Hui jun. She's around the same height as mi though....n she has rosy cheeks like mi as well. Aniways..we gt into deeper conversation...realised that she was a student of Woodlands sec sch! Haha!!!!! She lives in wlds!!!! I was so astonished when i heard that! Cannot believe that there is actualli sumone hu lives in wlds as well...sumore in same claz as mi! Lolx...both of us got so excited...den we started chatting...n saeing we could get to sch together...n get off sch together as well...hehex...
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This week quite gd though...got no lectures n no lab...but haix..studied for the first dae oni...realised that i got 2 core subjects gt chemistry stuffs. Haix...i got no chemistry background n i got so lost in the middle of lectures...kp trying to catch up...n try to absorb as much as mi classmates do...each time i try...i find miself falling back...Hate that feeling of losing back.I hate Principles of inorganic physical chemistry(PIPC)!! I hate Organic biological chemistry(OBC)!! Hate it...chemistry....chemistry...i find miself exploding....=(....loading n filling all the info...i'm so stressed...n i'm so tired...5 hrs of slp is definitely not enough....haix.....
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(Dear...saw ur blog...so touched...noe i muz realli cum n drop u a line. Deardear...thanx so much..i noe its realli a big hole on ur pocket travelling frm Tiong bahru to Woodlands...den when we go out to town ur pocket is bigger hole.Hmm...all these while u haf been accomodating to mi...i noe that....n i realli appreciate wad u haf done for mi...thanx dear...thanx so much..thanx for being so understanding...and so caring...i noe i'm always bullying u...n i noe u stil treat mi better...so gd to mi. Realli duno wad gd deed i haf done in mi previous life...duno y god let mi haf u..hmm...if possible...i hope i noe wad is the gd deed. So that i can perform tt deed again...n den nxt life get to meet u again...n we b together again..dear i luv u..)
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Monday, May 23, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..
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Todae is the last dae i went out wif kaiwen. Suppose to b mi last free dae after mi 5 mths holidae. Hm...woke up at 10...kaiwen woke mi up..den again lar...i lan zhu lo...so i woke up late later...haha..10:30 den i woke up to wash up n stuffs. So when kaiwen reached under mi blk..obviously i'm late lo...haha. Hmm...after tt we went to mrt station n proceeded to orchard.
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Reached orchard le...both of us started shopping...aimless shopping...juz browsing through far east...den i bought a sandal that wil b useful for mi poly life. Den soon we were hungry..den we went to makan at the top lvl of far east. I ordered the claypot rice..so yucky de...they cook fried rice le den after that add it to the claypot wif chinese sausage and the chicken cutlet lo. So sian...even i miself can whip up sumthin btr. Haix..so after tt we went to the Borders...and looking for organisers. Look here and there stil cnt find ani...so we went windows shopping...
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Kaiwen such a glutton lo...eat n eat n eat...sae he wan to eat cavana. So we proceed back to woodlands lo..haha...but den when we reached wdl....i suggested Siam kitchen instead. So we ate there...i ordered the fish slice in soup with rice noodles..and kaiwen ordered the Tim yum soup...yumyum...hehex....after dinner kaiwen sent mi home as usual....hehex...
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(Haix..hopes of getting into sp is low...but no matter wad...i wil stil luv u as much de..deardear...2 mths le..i believe we wil continue to haf 2 yrs..20 yrs...and more...dear i luv u...dun u eva break mi heart or leave mi...muack!)
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Mood report saes:Stressed!!!
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Todae woke up at 10+...den had mi breakfast....watched tv...around 2 started mugging and preparing for mi lecture notes lo. So sian diao...coz i didnt take chemistry b4...so i very blur looking at the lecture notes...so many things i dun understand...den i oso very long nvr study le...so i got terrible headache lo....=(...hmm...study til 6+...den cannot tahan lo....so had mi dinner. Hmm dinner was great...herbal chicken..salted lettuce soup...char siew with bean sprouts!! Yum yum...hehex...after dinner continue mugging...til 9+..went to mt sis at cwp..help her go look at the bags...help her choose...haix....duno wadz gona happen to mi. I realli dun understand the chemistry.....i'm so stressed....i wana aim for the best...bt mi kind of standard hw to b top....wad to do??? HELP!!!!! Omg....T.T....
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(Haix...todae look at the lecture notes...so stressed..realli hope tt mi sp appeal wil b successful...otherwise 3 yrs of chemistry and physics wil definitely drive mi crazy...haix...dear dear.....hw i hope i'm in sp...and we cld go to sch together...b study together..eat together. Hmm...i hope tt i wil b in....hope so...dear..i miz u so much....)
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Mood report saes: Contented....happi...happi....xtra happi...
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Todae woke up at 10:30...kaiwen wake mi up de....but den mi dis lazy pig wake up le stil in lala land mood...so went back to slp again lo. Haha...woke up at 11:30 instead...den got prepared...finally kaiwen came to fetch mi under mi block. Hehex..hm..den both of us took the mrt and headed to bugis....
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Reached Bugis le...den i accompany kaiwen go find the Intercontinental hotel...coz his cousin bibi 1 mths old le...den invite him there to eat the buffet. So sian diao...we found the hotel le..den i told kaiwen tt i wait for him outside. den dis norty boi kp dragging mi inside lo....den his aunty there looking..make mi feel so paisei lo..den i at last didnt go. Coz i noe hor...dis kinda occasion sure gt alot of relatives there de...his grandma all tt cfm there...dun wan go there throw his face....ugly gingerbreadger dun wan to face the public lo...=x...if i go the relatives sure gona walk over n ask tonnes of questions and bomb mi down....den mi already got sunburn le cfm wil b more paisei lo...
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So i waied near the hotel there....alone standing outside the bossini...wait for kaiwen to cum out lo. Den coz todae i wear sleeveless mahx...den sumore wear mini skirt...den mi looks also very matured..coz i stand near the hotel...den got alot of old uncles walk past mi. C mi standing alone...i thk they thk i prostitute lo...so sian diao...gif mi tt look....-.-"...den oso got young ppl...got one kp staring at mi....den wan walk towards mi...den his 2 other fwens drag him away..haha...so sian lo....i look like prostitute mehx? Lolx...hm...finally kaiwen came out le..den we went to shop. At first shopping very sian...coz the parco bugis junction there shopping very expensive...but after 2 hrs...finally bought 1 t-shirt lo...its red de...hehex..den after tt we went bugis village. Hmm...mi shopping addiction came again..and i started buying alot of stuffs...kp buying shirts..den oso bought one indian styled pants...hehex....in the end bought 5 shirts and 1 pants. Hmm...kaiwen very ke lian...wan buy a t-shirt wif mi...but dun haf his size...HAHA!!!! Oops..ermx ermx...yar....den finally shop finish den we took bus head back woodlands lo.
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Hmm...reach woodlands le..den went to cavana had our dinner. He ordered the red roast chicken...n i had the honey grilled chicken..its nice!! Den the potato wedges...wah!!! So nice....crispy on the outside and soft in the inside..so yumyum!!!Hehex....hmm...after the dinner....like the usual lo..kaiwen sent mi home...=)
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(Yeah! 2 mths le lehx dear...u managed to endure mi tickling, pinching, slapping,hitting for 2 mths lehx?! Haha...its a great success i suppose...hehex. Hmmm deardear..i'm glad tt i'm stil addicted wif u...n stil missing u tt much. Time did nt cause mi luv to fade...hmm..after 2 mths le...stil feels the same to u...stil luving u tt much. Duno if we will past the 3 mths barrier....duno if i wil make it to sp or not....though alot of uncertainties ahead along mi path...but i stil wan to hold on to ur hand...and wana grab u to walk through all mi uncertainties dis lifetime. Hmm...very sorriex tt todae i dun wana go to ur cousin's occasion...juz tt i feel v ps lar..16 yrs old oni c ur relatives...make mi v malo...hehex...mayb after 20 i go? Dear...we 2 mths le lehx...promise mi u wun leave mi hao mahx? I luv u dear...haapi 2 mths anniversary!)
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Friday, May 20, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae morning wake up at 5:30...hehex....lucky can wake up..all thanx to mi sotong dear...he nvr go sch he oso wake mi up tt early..hehex. Hmmm...yar lo..so got miself ready..den left hm le. Reach TP 15 minutes earlier lo...so sian...got nth to do...den went toilet comb hair....haha. Finally can go inside....den attended the lab lectures...den oso sum other rules in tp lo...is combine lecture. First time combined lecture lo...den i very sian oso....den the lecturer tok until so boring...3 hrs sit there let the spider make their webs on mi lo.-.-"....
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Todae mi claz more enthu le lo...nt so quiet like yesterdae.....hehex. Hmm...todae actualli quite fun though...coz we play telematches...den dragon boat race at Bedok reservior...den sumore got the Final clash(Water bomb). I was kinda sian...so i volunteered for the telematch lo...haha...its quite fun actualli...but its kinda nervy standing in front of so many people at the stadium. But when they cheer for mi...i find it a different feeling lo...very shuang...haha! Eh...at first the AS(Applied food science school) kp losing at the start de...but den in e end we won all the dragonboat races...haha...so happi....den they al sae...scientists duno hw to play telematches...oni noe hw to race dragonboat..haha!!
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The Grp leaders very bad lo...tell us sit down cheer...den we al so guai...den after tt they sae" GLs are u ready?" Den the other GLs replied yes...guess wad they do lo...so sick lo....go n spray water on us!!! Den the NEwater sponser us mahx...den the GLs al take the water spray us! So sick! Den thought weather hot mahx...den clothes dry le...happi rite? In the end they sae.."hot rite?" Yar lo...another shower....spray water on us again....and is anihw spray....-.-"....Hmm..for mi todae i feel happier...coz todae got a senior very nice to mi...hehex...she teach mi the mass dance nicely....den oso teach mi the AS dance...hehex...so happi...got ppl to guide mi. Hmm...i thk the best part shd b the chicken dance....i like chicken dance...every time they play the song...i auto do the dance...den shake the butt...haha....sick rite? Lolx...but den to mi dis AS orientation btr den the camp...actualli shdnt make a comparison bahx..can juz sae i dare to open up more and b more active in dis orientation le bahx...=p
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Hmm...So happi during lunch....got to noe more ppl le...mi class ppl al very nice...got one ger very friendly de..always smile to mi....and she looks juz like mi pri sch mate, Su gene. Dis classmate of mine is called Stefanie...she very sweet lo...and is cute as well...hehex. (I'm not les) Hmm...oso got sum others like Yong ying...Ming hui....Shanti..Apple...Yi wei....and alot more...hmm...all very friendly ppl...hehex...so happi to noe em. Although i now stil haven realli get to noe every single one of them...but aiyar...3 yrs...got chance de lo.
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Leong actualli tell mi tmr go work de...for Koka noodles...but i kinda sian lo...coz i find it very tiring...sumore tues is long dae..dun wana slp inside lecture hall...haha....so i juz reject the offer at the moment. Wil probably work other time bahx. At present juz wana prepare for lectures...den do sum researches...prepare for NE debates...and juz enjoy wif Kaiwen at the moment...hehex. Although can sense Leong not happi...but i cnt do anithing lar...haf to make sacrifices sumtimes...
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(Dear dear u so ting hua de...tell u to wake mi up so early den u so wei da...wan wake mi up in e end did not slp. So ke lian...or shd i sae u gundo?! Opps...ermx....yar...but thanx dear lar...xie xie ni teng wo....hehex...hm...i dis wk not working le...so i can fork out more time to spend wif u lo..hehex...gd bahx? I sacrifice dis time le...nxt time ur turn hor....hehex....dear i luv u...very very much...dun ask mi hw much hor. I noe u always got alot of stupid qns and lame stuffs. Hmmm...its priceless lar...=p)
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Mood report saes: Neutral..
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Todae early morning kaiwen wake mi up le...at around 6 bahx...mi haf to go for the TP Food science orientation lo...so got prepared le den board the 168 bus...set off for TP. Finally reached the campus le...wahx...kinda late lo...den i hurrying lo...suddenly gt seniors from design sch stopped mi...tell mi do survey. So i faster anihw do...den go n withdraw le money...den headed for mi food sci LT5.
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Go in LT5...dis time orientation diff le mahx...coz dis time not like the camp le..dis time we get to know our classmates and the rest of the people hu r oso in sci blk. So mi claz is AA14 lo...duno hw we all r classified lar...but i oni haf one motivation lo. I juz hope to do mi best and hopefully b able to top the class. That's mi first dream if i realli appeal unsuccessful. *CHOY. Hmm...aniways...sit down le...den all the seniors teach us learn the cheers. Eh...alot of the cheers u learn b4 le...coz tt time camp got teach..hehex...so dis time i not so sotong le lo..haha..
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After learning the cheers...the seniors brought us to one of the classrooms...den intro us to our careperson lo. This careperson is so called form teacher lar. Wahx...she got realli good fashion sense...wear socks with laces?!!? Wad the....-.-"... Aniways...got mi matrication card le..hehex....so happi...dis card wil enable mi to borrow library books from the 11 storeyed lib...den oso can take free shuttle bus. Haha!!! Lalala~~ Hmmm...bsides al tt i oso got mi time-table for the nxt wk le..looks really packed...juz hope i can catch up.
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The heavy rain didnt spoil the mood for playing..instead mi claz bcame more active in playing....all started to b more united..den all started to speak up...den do the cheers....not bad after all. The games although alot we didnt win...but mi class are not affected...stil continuing to strive on! Yeah! AA14 rox!!! Ermx ermx...oh yar...mi claz hor...haha...oni got four boys...lolx...out of 26 ppl lo...oh guess wad...mi register no is 25. Nice bahx?-.-"...2nd last person lar...not bad hor? Aiyah...at least i like 25...sumore its mi sec 2 register no...sumore mi email got dis no...hehex* Hope tmr's freshmen orientation wil b btr. Hmm...oh well gona stop here...haven had mi dinner yet...tmr's gona wake up at 5:30...sigh*
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(Hmm....todae's mood abit btr le lar. At least got ABIT. Hmm...thanx for checking for mi SP appeal status for Business admin...thanx dear. U made mi worried sick when u called in the afternoon...and i was like almost scared to death when u tell mi abt the bad n gd news. Well...now tt i am stil on the waiting list...and the last dae of hope is 27...now at least i stil feel some lightness in mi dark pathway. I realli hope that Heaven is not playing a trick on mi...or on us...i realli hope to get into sp and study the business ad lo...if i realli can get in i wil treasure every sec there de...i wil aim to b the top in mi claz at least...if oni God wld gif mi a chance to fulfil. Now tt there is stil some hope...i wun gif up de...stil gt 8 more daes lo.=) Dear..thanx for supporting mi all dis while...u sae u very hard den get mi hor? I oso very hard den get to noe u lehx...=p)
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Mood report saes: Neutral
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Todae woke at 10:30...so sian..early morning got ppl renovate the house.. so noisy lo. Den wake mi up so early...wake up got nth to do...hmm...eat breakfast le lo. After eat breakfast den tok to mi big sis lo..den we together watch tv lo. Hmm...after tt den i started toking to kaiwen...tok to dis lame sotong...tok halfway he sae he wan to go bom bom lo...so i lie on mi bed wait for him to cal mi...in the end i slp on mi bed...from 1 slp til 3+...wahx...so nice lo....3+ wake up le juz nice mama cum home le lo...haha...den after tt got miself all ready go n get mi letter from the mail box..thking mi sp letter cum liao. In the end...dun haf lo...so sian diao...den 5+ went down get the letter....also dun haf. So i called them up..in the end is after office hours le. Haix...so sian. After eating mi maggie mee i got so sian..so went to slp til 8+ den wake up..haha...hmm...had mi ice-cream..den mi dinner....den kaena second sis bully again....stupid sis....damn her..>.<....best she bcum old maid..Hahha!!!! Opps...sorry....too cruel le...hehex....
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(Haix...todae hear u sae ur fwen gt his letter on first of may i gt so sian diao....thk mi chances of getting into sp is gone down the drain le lo. hmm...mayb heaven realli playing a trick on us bahx. But...at least dis is btr...all along we kp holding dis little hope tt we will get in. And all these daes we really enjoyed ourselves...had much fun...and forgetting abt dis issue. Now tt mi letter is stil not here...perhaps...i realli didnt get into sp bahx. But nvm...as long as stil got dis glimmer of hope i wun gif up de. Even if i dun get into sp...i oso wun gif u up de.=) Wil always kp u by mi side and i'll make sure ur dream last nite wil cum true.)
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..
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Todae woke up at 10...kaiwen wake mi up de...Hmm..after woke up faster got prepared den went started waiting for kaiwen to cum fetch mi lo. Finally he call mi le...den i go mi houz downstairs meet him lo...hm...todae no cancer patient...no yellow duckling...todae is...the kids wear..ossh kosh! Haha...lolx...aniways...sis came back frm Kukup mahx...so i took a jelly sis bought for kaiwen to eat lo. Den dis pampered fellow eat until lyk wan to cry like tt...so norty... Den we board the 969 bus...obviously i dun wan to tok to dis fellow..so the whole bus trip was basically quiet.
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Hmmm..reach Tampiness central le...wahx....smell back the Tampiness air again. Haha..rmb tt time the TP camp...the seniors brought us here to play games...hehex...the 7 eleven recalls mi memories from the tp camp. So after we got off the bus...we went to book the movie tickets first. Booked finish le we went to look for cavana. Den in the end we cld not find cavana lo. We went in circles and circles..stil cnt find cavana...so no choice. We went to food court to eat lo. I ordered the mini steamboat lo(xiao guo mian)..not nice de lo. Haix...aniways...after the movie we went to watch our show. Amityville horror. Went in the theatre at first was fine. After the movie started...showed the 6 cases of family murder...each banged by a rifle at the forehead...i got no guts to continue watching..the rest of the show is juz too scary.The "people" juz appeared frm no where...den i got so freaked out...left hand held kaiwen...right hand juz covered mi face..haha...oni see some tiny little parts of the screen. Lolx...but the movie was too scary...for those hu has guts...n dun mind being frightened..i encourage lo...but aniways....its NC 16...(Jiang han dun even thk....haha!!)
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After the movie..kaiwen and i came out shivering..haha...den we went around shopping for a while..to calm down our nerves...den we boarded the 969 bus. On the bus...i was lying on kaiwen's shoulders...den i fell aslp...den after a while kaiwen disturbed mi...so i woke up. Innitially i was stil feeling okay...and lying on his shoulders...den an old man board the bus. He's seated at the front of the seat bside us. Den frm the moment he settled down...dis old man kept on turning back and looking at mi. At first i didnt notice...coz i was toking to kaiwen and i wasnt looking at him. Den after tt he kp turning back to look at mi...and kp staring at mi skirt. When i knew tt..i gave him realli hard stares..and gave him a pissed look. This freaking old man...so old le stil so perverted. The hard stares didnt stop him frm looking back...after tt i told kaiwen..den both of us started staring at him. Again..it didnt stop him. I got realli mean...haha...and started doing mi knuckles...den the sounds came out...i pretended to b stretching mi whole body...den kaiwen also did the same...haha. Hm...dis time worked..the bus stil moving...not even into the interchange...the old man faster got out of his seat and waited at the door...den when the door opened...he faster went out. Haha!!! Lolx...
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Hmm....after tt stupid incident...kaiwen and i came to cwp...den mi contacts started giving mi problems...den i went to the toilet...came out met mi sister...lucky kaiwen nt by mi side tt moment. Hmm...but den in the end stil met sum other ppl. Lolx...while shopping at cwp..i met mi godmother...hmm..dis time i thk cfm mi mum wil noe le lo...coz mi godmother very close wif mi mama...haix...duno wad wil happen ltr lo....=(...hmm..after walk walk awhile..kaiwen sent mi home...
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(Hmm...deardear...after todae meet duno when can meet again lo...thurs fri i go sch...sat n sun i thk i gt work...mon i dun thk so u wan go out....den tues open sch le...haix....=(....i thk start sch le...if i realli appeal unsuccessful..den i realli gona miz u alot lo....haix..juz hope tt mi appeal wld b successful lo. Well...duno y...i got a hunch tt mi letter wil cum tmr...wonder if mi hunches are true...if this hunch is true...juz hope tt i got another hunch tt mi appeal is successful. Haha..am i too greedy? Lolx...i luv u...muackx!)
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Monday, May 16, 2005

Mood report saes: happi..happi...extra happi!!!!
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Todae woke up at 8...actualli is 6+ lar...coz dis morning the wind blow so loud...den brushing against the plants outside mi home...den i thought got "Newspaper thief" again...so i went to look. In the end came out realise its raining and the wind is very big..so i went back to slp til 8..tt's when mi kaiwen dear wake mi up. Hmm...wake up le den went to get ready...den left houz at 9 n took a direct bus wif mi mama to Jurong west. Finally reach there lo...den mama brought mi to eat breakfast which was dim sum...quite nice though...the century egg..thumbs up!
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After breakfast we were obviously late for the appointment lo...lucky is at apartment de...hehex...hmmm...muz b guessing wad appointment eh? Yeah! Rebonding mi hair appointment lo..haha. Get rebonding of course muz cum to mi personal n permanent hairdresser to do for mi lo...hehex. Hmm...den finally the four long hours came. I sat there...wait for mi hair to b straight...wait til i find spider webs over mi..so long...almost fell aslp lo...so sian diao...finally done le...den Mama and i went to the bus-stop..den i took the bus to imm.
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Stupid Leong kp disturbing mi during mi haircut session...den actualli is he wan tell mi to do another promotion lo...the Koka noodles de...oh well..gona b working e nxt few wkends again le...guess wil stil b the same even after i start sch bahx..hehex..hmm...so reach Giant le...den faster cal Leong tell him lo..den we started chatting on the phone...den he ask mi which lane i at...den i tel him...den he sae i go Anna there den tok. In the end we hang up the phone...haha...we saw each other. Lolx...den after tt we went to find Anna lo. Haha...den at first Anna didnt c mi...den Leong juz kp tokin to her..while i hid at the blind spot there...haha...lolx. Hmm...after tt Anna and i started chatting...den soon June joined in...den after a while kaiwen came le lo. C us all women tok until so happi...he so ke lian stand there..den i zi dong lo...tel Anna sae we leave earlier. Hehex..after tt kaiwen and i went to Baystreet 21.

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Baystreet 21...hmm...it was niceee!!! I ordered the chicken cutlet and the Us sausage....so nice...den the soup was great too...den with the walnut cake..everything so nice. Todae kaiwen waste food again lo...he hor...so much pampered de..evt waste so much food...tell him dun waste food he stil so norty dun wan listen. >.<>
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Hmm..dis time we both first to arrive...waiting for Jianghan, feli and her sis to arrive. While waiting we were shopping around lo..den met alot of fwens...met shi yin...mi ex pri sch classmate...met sabrina..mi pri sch table-tennis partner..oso met a few other evg students. Finally Jiang han came le...den we started chatting...den shortly feli and her sis arrived. Hmm...we went to Cavana...they had their meal..while mi and kaiwen juz started laughing at the jokes Jianghan presented to lame us wif...lolx...hmm...it was a nice chat though...til kaiwen's parents called to request for their precious son back. Hmm...so sian...so after tt kaiwen sent mi home oso le lo...haix...
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(Time realli passes tt fast...evt i go out wif u...i wil nvr feel like lookin at mi watch...or even to flip mi hp to look at the time. I juz wan to ignore the presence of the time and juz spend time wif u. Haix...but den duno y...evt the time seems to pass sooner than i expected.=( Hmm...deardear...y always like tt de...? I miz u so much...realli wan to hug u every min and every sec...mayb by doing tt i wun feel tt time is passing tt fast bahx. But tt's oni mayb. But...would we eva haf such daes?Days whereby i hug u every min and every sec?Haix..)
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Mood report saes: Bored...
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Yet another boring dae. Sigh. Woke up at 11+...den had mi breakfast...prawn mee n har kau....hehex..yumyum...den after breakfast...started tokin to kaiwen...til 1...den dis mama boi got to run an arrand for his mama. So left mi rotting lo. Since i've got nth to do...so i lay down mi mi sis bed and started slping mi heads off frm 1pm til 4pm...den i went to bombom. Bom bom finish cum out juz nice big sis cum back frm Kukup le...=(..she didnt buy anithin for mi...oni sum jellies...aniways...den mi family and i started watching the kindred spirit lo...til 6 like tt...den mama sae she wan go vege garden buy vege. Sian diao...so left mi alone watching tv again lo...big sis went to lala land le. Haix...watch til 6:30...den kaiwen call mi lo..den we started chatting. 7pm mama stil not back yet...mi stomach growling le...den i decided to whip up ginger rice with egg miself. Mama came hm right after i finished cooking. So sian diao...but nvm..she cooked braised chicken wings...cauliflower...prawns...corn soup..yumyum....great food but boring dae..imperfection...-.-"...
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(Haix...another torturing dae without u...miz u badly...hmm...sobx....lucky u gd...sae tmr go meet mi at IMM..hehex...so happi dear...ermx ermx...but i scared tmr mi rebond hair not nice. If mi rebond hair not nice u muz bear wif it hor...cnt luff at mi or wad...dear wo hao xiang ni...dun eva leave mi alone hor...coz oni i can leave u alone hor..Bleahx!)

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Mood report saes: Bored
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Todae work up in the afternoon...around 12+...y so late? Is coz early morning mi slp has been disrupted by mi sis lo. She's leaving for Kukup in Malaysia mahx...den mi mama fetching her to Johor there lo....den mi mama as usual lo...evt switch on the lights blow her hair lo...blow and blow until so loud...dunno how to zi dong...i stil slping also like tt...den sumore gt mi sis phone call den she shout so loud...-.-"...so noisy....den i was awaken at 7+!!! Den 8+...gd lo...another sis going for work...hao lo...the stupid cloak shoes...she walk in and out of mi room...den the sound of the cloak shoes was terrible! Stupid de....early morning so noisy....den after mi got peace...den i went back mi lala land...until 12+ den wake up...
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Todae very boring...dun haf to work den so boring at home lo..slack at home all dae...den use the computer online chat and chat and chat...den wait til 4:30...den can watch mi fave show, kindred spirit....haix...den at nite watch other tv programmes lo....so boring de....hm....didnt work realli very boring lo...i feel like i'm rotting badly....todae oni rot first dae and now i'm like tt...oh mi....still haf around a wk so to rot!!!! Oh mi god!!!!!
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(Deardear...hao xiang ni...aiyo...stil muz wait til tues de...hw cum dun wan mon go out ne? If mon go out den btr mahx...we wed can go out again...but now hor...we tues go out le...muz wait til sat den can go out...coz thurs and fri i gona go to tp. Eh...mayb we can go out lar...unless this few daes sp letter cum and sae they accept mi. Haha...lolx. Hmm...hope mi thurs and fri orientation end sooner so that i can meet u after tt bahx. Hehex...dear wo hao xiang ni....hope we can go to sp together bahx!=p)
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Friday, May 13, 2005

Mood report saes: Happy...
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Todae woke up at 9:30 lo....stupid daddy fwen call so early...sian diao...daddy not at hm mahx...cal his hp lar....first dae noe him mehx?! Sian. Hm...no choice lo..after i woke up...den suddenly rmb tt mi palmolive job haven claim mi commission...so i call boon san...ask him abt tt...haix...den he tell mi to get down back to Giant to get mi sales report le den can claim mi commission lo.=( Nvm lo...aniways i always there for visit de mahx. Lolx. Eh...so after tt tok to mi big sis lo...chatted a while le..den she bom finish den mi turn bombom. After i gt prepared..i left hm at 11:30 to Bukit batok West mall to mt kaiwen lo.
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On the mrt was kinda crap...there's an indian guy hu followed mi up to the train...den he kp on staring at mi wif tt evil smile...tt disgusting look...such a perverted smile...den i was kinda freaked out. When the mrt stopped at Bukit batok..i pretend i not getting down..til when the mrt wan to close door le i faster dashed out. Phew. Lucky tt guy did not follow.-.-"...den after tt..went to delifrance to get a drink....drank choc vanilla..den started waiting for the late king for the dae to arrive. Wait and wait and wait.....zzZZzzz...-.-......FINALLY!!!! After 30 minutes of waiting...cum le lo....sotong swim here le...second prize...but no present. Hmm...mayb COP(certificate of participation) lar. Lolx.
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After he arrived...den we started walking around at West mall....looking at things...hmm...den tt sotong very tan chi....kp staring at the food court. Haix....he very thin but his appetite not thin lo. So i took him to the food court...den we ate hokkien mee and sharks fins soup respectively. After tt...we took the train and proceeded to Bugis. We went to Bugis village and started looking at things lo...looking for poly stuffs...den kaiwen glutton agn lo...look at food court hungry again lo...-.-.....sian. But we continued shopping though...and we got our poly stuffs!!! Yeah! Kaiwen bought a bag...a cd...hmm...i thk nth else le. Den mi bought a bag...a skirt... Hehex...den kaiwen and i oso bought sum things....sum things....haha....
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After shopping..we went to Guan yin temple to pray lo. Haix...mi sp letter haven cum...they haven tell mi the gd news lo....so in mi heart there is stil sum glimmer of hope...so i stil wan to pray and hope that mi dream wil cum true....haix. Aniways..after tt we took a train down to orchard...den went to kinokuniya to get stationaries...sch starting le mahx...so muz buy pens...pencil case all tt lo...hmm...after tt we went to Takashimaya to buy the tori Q lunch box. Oh well...haix...so sway de lo. Hmm...while lining up..i was like hugging kaiwen lo...den suddenly i hear sumone callin mi name...-.^...wahx! Yuxiang! Wahx! Zhi xiang! Wahx! Wen song! Oh mi god. That was crap...and den no nd to sae...they mocked at mi lo....-.-"...after tt kaiwen and i went to take train to Douby Gaut to haf dinner....hm..i was kinda angry at first coz kaiwen didnt show or point exactly where the place is...den i was tired of walking...den after i realise we walked the wrong way..i got furious....and got realli mad...hmm...but we managed to make peace b4 we haf dinner. After dinner...we went to take the trian back to woodlands....yeah!
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(Hmm....finally lo...todae our first time shopping..hehex...deardear u very tired hor? Sorriex lehx..todae make u carry so many things...haha...deardear....thanx lehx...thanx for carrying so many heavy things for mi...i dun mean to get mad at u...but nxt time if i walk wrong le u muz juz tel mi straight and direct mi hor...dun like nerd juz follow and in the end haf to walk back lo. Hmm...deardear...miz u alot...todae's outing is definitely not adequate for mi thoughts for u....=( haix.)
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Mood report saes:Happi...
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Todae woke up early lo..hp on mahx...den so many ppl kp calling mi early morning...so sian diao lo...weather so nice so gd for slping den ppl disturb mi...-.-". Jason call mi early morning ask mi for kiong number..so sian....den i no choice lo..he ask mahx..so i help him lo. Den tt kiong so norty...purposely cancel his hp line so tt other ppl cnt contact him. Sian diao lo....den i no choice....find siyong he oso did nt pick up the call...so i turned to his bro...leong. When i cal Leong...he hor...so lazy pig...stil on bed lo...den his sound so funnie....haha....den i pass the msg le mi dis lan zhu went back to slp..hehex. Hmm....slp halfway again kaena interrupted again lo...tt jiang han msg mi...den ask mi whether wan go Yio chu kang mrt station surprise feli. Aiyo...dis guy hor...duno wad to sae lo....25hrs thoughtful bf of feli...very thoughtful and always up to surprises...den duno y lo....his plan hor...always like to involve many lightbulbs...haha...wan drag mi n kaiwen inside...lolx.
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After jianghan call le...den kaiwen sms mi...den dis time realli wake up le lo...had mi breakfast den after tt went online...started chatting...den after tt got prepared to go back to mi beloved alma mater, Evergreen. Haaha...suddenly sae until so nice rite? Lolx...coz todae went back to get mi O's cert wif fat ass iggy and jamulah...den our drama mama ms lee treated us to the 834 western food. Hehe...after the meal..ms lee drove us back..den we were hanging in the staff room..toking and chatting...haha...den ms lee started complaining tt mi hair dun look nice. So as usual...dis ms lee started fiddling with mi hair...designing a new hairstyle for mi...so sian diao. Hmm...after a while ms Joanna lee joined in our tok...den we started bullying fat iggy...haaha...lolx. Hmm..the chat was pretty much fun...rmb those daes we did the same...stayed back in sch til the sch uncle chased us out of the staff room...hmm...now think back..its realli very memorable. Not forgetting the daes i did mi fnn project til mad....at nite slp oso wil dream abt fnn...haha...evdae go for debates..table-tennis...NE meetings...den fnn project unable to meet deadlines...den kaena ms lee chase..den kp on hurrying mi projects til school close. Hehex...hmm...yar lo...those were the moments...=x
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After the sch visit...i went hm alone...oh well...met someone i dun wana meet...tt was kinda crap...but aniways...felt realli giddy on mi way hm...duno y lo...it was so sudden...but lucky managed to reach hm safely...haix....todae stand there wait for the postman to finish the distributing of letters...c mi sp letter stil not inside...i kinda worried....haix...juz hope i get the gd news soon...mayb i shd cal them tell them if they dun wan accept mi juz dun send reject letter suan le...hehex...how abt tt? Cool eh? Dream on lar!
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(Haix...mi sp letter stil haven cum lehx...u are worried sick...but mi too lo...haix...hope i do get into sp...den we can mug together in sch campus lo...dear wo hao xiang ni...i luv u so much...muackxx!!! Dun leave mi after 3 mths hor...stupid sotong...=p)
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Mood report saes: gastric pains..
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Well....c mi stars above so long understand wad it means le bahx...dis is gona b a long long long blog..haha..gona fill in 3 daes blog at one go. Todae woke up at 10+ lo...slpt 12 hrs le....coz last nite camp back slp very early...very tired mahx...past 2 daes at camp was terrible lo. Supposed to go camp til tonite den cum back de...but den coz ydae gastric prob..so came back earlier.
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On the 9th...
I woke up early...started mi last packing..den went on the bus..den proceeded to the camp. Den after long journey...finally reach there le. Hmmm....nice building...step inside...got another feeling. Mi n lonely mi. No fwens dis time..no the usual sarimbum camp with jamulah...not the usual sch camp wif jamulah and the fat ass iggy....sianx...but reach there...walk walk to the sports complex...den halfway through...gt a ger walk forward to mi tok to mi. She sae she oso new here...all her fwens all dun wan cum...tok tok den we finally reach le..den tht dis time mi got accompany le...in the end she n i diff grp de...sian diao...so nvm lo...juz walk to mi grp alone...mi grp call Argon...den mi sub grp call artek..
Finally sit down le...see mi grp ppl so many...around 72 ppl..den see mi grp leader...all so friendly de...hehex...den we started our 3 hrs playing of ice-breakers games...duno y...mayb coz we all duno each other bahx...tt's y so fun lo...all of us play like crazy lo. Den after tt we all dance...haha...after ice-breakers..we all went for dinner...dinner was not filling de...coz mi grp very quiet...all dun wan cheer...so in the end got to eat last. Den after dinner mi grp leader teach us lot of cheers...all so creative...n horny....haha...
After the cheers...we went for scavanger hunt...they brought us out to tampiness central to do activities....den mi grp so unite...den the grp leaders lead until very happi oso...in the end we were the first to arrive...hehex...den grp leaders brought us all to 7 eleven to buy drinks...so happi...mi slurpee...yumyum...lolx. After tt we travel back...den they announce artek first...heheex...yippe...den the hall suddenly got no no power le. Coz the school uncle make the computer auto swith off power at 10:30...den no lights lo. Haha...den the emcee very bad..the other emcee is very "black"...den in the dark cnt see him mahx...so he shine the tochlight at him...haha...after tt we went for supper...so fun lo..after de brief we went for shower. After waiting for 1 hrs...finally mi turn for shower lo. Lolx...sian diao...after bombom call kaiwen den chatted awhile..den i slp le.
On the 10th...
Mood not that gd...coz i woke up at 4+...oni slp for around 2+ hrs...i'm so tired..the ppl hu woke up so early de so inconsiderate...tok so loud...steps so loud de...den sum even worse...put their alarm clock so loud...sian diao lo...so no choice lo...lie on the slping bag til 6+...den went to wash up...tie hair...den bombom...kp mi slping bag...den went to gather at the stadium at 7. Started doing our warm up le den we went to eat breakfast lo. I oni eat one bread lo...so i very hungry after tt. Den after tt went back to sports complex...den started learning hw to sing the TP sch song. Hehex...the sch song so fun de..no nd to stand straight straight like usual national anthem song...can wave the hands...can clap...can smile..can move de...hehex...den we oso learn the mass dance and the chicken dance...haha...everyone dance until so crazy...haha...den after tt we had the man hunt. This man hunt so psychotic de. They not looking for charisma...they looking for "harry potter"..or shd i sae"hairy potter"...they looking for guys with the most armpit hair. Haha...so bad rite? lolx...den when they choose the hunks..they didnt tell them abt the armpit hair thing...den make them blur blur wear singlet den cum onstage take the fake weight lifter...sumore make them do 3 poses purposely wan c their armpit got hair or not. Haha...den the emcee so bad de...tell us muz clap n scream like mad if they haf hair under armpit..haha...den got one guy realli got hair..den the grp leader c le so happi..coz their grp win le mahx...so they dashed to the stage there wan hug the guy...n even all kneel down worship him. Haha..den the guy blur blur duno wadz going on. Finally when tt guy won...den he happily tht his poses very gd...den in the end when emcee congratulate him tt he has been awarded as the "hairy armpit of the yr 2005/2006"...den he so sian diao...haha....
After tt the emcee go horny again lo...started their crap stuffs again. they chose a guy and a ger out. Den tell the ger to hold a bin...a big one...den the bin got a circle hole. Den they blindfold the guy...den tell him to hold a cone at his private part there...den the ger is suppose to b "deh" n sae "come on baby..." sian diao lo...den she's suppose to give directions...haha...den when the guy neared her...some grp leaders go n kneel down in front of the cone pretend to lick.....sian diao...den after tt the emcee sae"due to the spread of HIV..its btr to use a condom"...so they took a garbage bag and wrap the cone..den seal with masking tape. Haaha...den when the guy insert the cone into the big bin the ger holding at her private part...they tell them both to sae "i luv u"...haha...den after tt they remove the guy's blindfold the guy tio shock....haha....sian diao lo...
After tt went for lunch. Lunch was bad....mi gastric problems again...haix...so bad de lo..eat lunch le stil pain pain de....den first i took warm water frm mi grp leader...took mi gastric pills...den after tt we went to play treasure hunt...den play halfway...i cnt tahan le...giddy and gastric pain..so no choice lo...tell mi grp leader...den mi grp leader bought mi to lie down at the stage. Den i lie down...slp for a while..den tok to mi grp leader...ask her abt poly stuffs...so fun...hear her tok abt tp....hehex...after tt join back mi grp lo...den we started planning for the night's performance. Hmm...dis time is the time i c mi grp most un-united...8 ppl all snatch to lead...one shout here....den the other shout there...snatch to express their own ideas...den got sum so bossy....sum sae their ideas le they not happi...so sian lo...den meanwhile mi gastric getting more and more terrible...after dinner...i felt even worse...wanna vomit very much...gastric pains til i cnt straighten mi back...very bad. So halfway through they organise the dance i went to the toilet...sit inside...den i broke down and started crying at the cubicle...coz mi gastric realli very painful...nvr so pain b4....i feel like removing mi gastric frm mi body....it was tt bad...so i started calling mi mum...told her i gastric pains...den mi mama hear mi cry tio shock...den she sae she n daddy cum fetch mi...den mi sister oso sms mi tell mi stil painful muz tell her...den after tt i wash mi tears off...den tell mi grp leader sae i wan go home...tell them i cnt tahan le...so after tt i went to sit down at a corner...den hold mi bag...den rest...den halfway through got TP docter cum see mi...den he see mi pills le sae the pills effect shd b strong enough le...but duno y stil cnt...haix...so after tt i wake up le mahx...den juz nice watch the night performance...c mi grp perform...den c the male emcee act as ger and wear mini skirt n put make up...den the other wear garbage bag...act as !kung Bushman....haha....so cute...den sit there...finally after 2 hrs...mama n papa cum le...den 2 grp leaders brought mi to meet them. Den we kp turning in circles...coz tp very big...got north wing, south wing,east wing and west wing. Den all look almost the same...sumore mi daddy first time drive here....so he not very sure....lucky in the end manage to mt them. Den on mi daddy's lorry...so happi...can slp lo...den reach woodlands le i very happi...woodlands air so nice de...home smells even greater. Faster went bom bom...faster went to take mi medicine...den took hot milk...den yeah! Slping time!!! The greatest was when i lie on the bed...wahx...ydae slp on the ground so hard lo...mi back so pain...lie down on the soft soft mattress...wahx...wan call mi dear de...but i realli miz mi lala land...so very soon i entered le lo...zzZZzz...
Todae....
Woke up at 10+...gastric stil abit painful...but alot btr le...so happi...den after tt call mi dear...tell him i reach hm le lo...den had mi breakfast with mi sister...den mi sister feed mi medicine. Watch TV halfway den mama came home le. She came hm first sentence was" Aiyah....baby stay at home btr lar...go wad camp...." Sian diao lo...den after tt she sae"ydae u snore til so loud lo..." Eh....so ps lo....no choice mahx...mi oni slp for 2 hrs lehx...sian lo...as if i can ctrl mi snore like tt....lolx. Den after tt sis n mama went to Wlds old central...sis wan change money go kukup at malaysia...den i called Leong...started toking around an hr+...den went online...hehex...den mama came hm le buy hokkien mee for mi...yeahx...the hokkien mee is so nice de...its the best hokkien mee stall....started eating it since i 6 yrs old...yippee....
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(Dear....past few daes realli miz u alot....especially at the camp lo...kp thking of u...haix..dun blame urself for not being bside mi when i suffering badly coz its not ur fault lar....dear now i back le...we can go out more often b4 sch starts since i not working le mahx...yeahx! Hmm...lyk wad u sae...u rather go camping wif mi with ur luggage...for mi i rather go camping with u and mi piglet...hehex....ermx ermx...haha. Oh well....mi juz nd to carry mi piglet coz mi clothes all stuff inside ur luggage...haha....bully u carry so many things..hahahaha!!!! Lolx...ermx...dear...wo hao xiang ni....xi wang ni mei fen mei miao zai wo sheng bian. Hao mahx? Luv u dear...)
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Sunday, May 08, 2005

Mood report saes: happi...
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Todae woke up on time de...but den actions too slow le..tie hair tie so slow...sumore raining...in the end went to work late. Halfway there lucky Leong cal to tell mi to take mi time..haha...lucky supervisor is mi fwen...hehex...thank god its raining...lolx. Reach there le...den started cooking lo...den c Anna n june juz cum...haha...they also late...normally they cum a 9 de..but they cum later den mi...they late for 2 hrs i late for an hr. Den i started cooking mi 12 packets of noodles.Todae is Mother's dae...so the crowd is larger...den of course gt more hungry ghosts lo. Todae Leong is especially quiet...coz his mother already passed away mahx...so he feels more sad when he see so many ppl bring their mother cum Giant lo. Haix...so leong tell mi to go off earlier so i could spend more time with mi family.
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Todae had mi lunch with Anna and June..around 2+. We went to level 3 food court to eat chicken rice. Wahx...the chicken rice so fragrant de....den the chicken so tender...yumyum...den we eat until so happi...den juz nice there filming the superstar...den got sum contestants hor...sing until so off tune de....bth lo...den after they sing they get down the stage mahx...by right shd interview them de mahx....den the film crew see sum so fat de they dun wan to interview...they c thin thin de...den very chio de den they film lo. So jia lat lo...make ppl so paisei...-.-"...
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After lunch went back to work again...sell mi bah kut teh mee...haha...work for a while...den kaiwen cum le lo...den started bullying sotong again...haha...coz after todae 3 daes cnt see him mahx...den normal daes he so qian da..so muz extra extra extra extra bully...haha. Hmm...finally mi off work at 6 le..den we suppose to go Jurong point to watch movie de..but den too late le..so we went to west mall at bukit batok instead. Hmm...so long nvr go le lo...den c tt place so big..n seems like alot of things to shop...but coz we wan watch Divergence(san cha kou)...so we juz buy some snacks den went inside watch lo. Haha...in the theatre happily watching lo...coz the show very nice...the luo jia liang so handsome n so matured...see him i wan to scream lo...hehex...den watch til halfway tio kaiwen suan...den at first hold his hand de...den in the end put his hand away. Den he so naughty lo...after a while act like he very cold...so i grab his hand back..den he sae "finally". Den realise he bluff mi....stupid sotong....so qian da...huo gai in the end i kp tickling u...haha...
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After the movie..we walk down the escalator..actualli wan eat at the food court de..den kaiwen touch his pants wan take his wallet out..den in the end he sae.."oh no!"..den he juz grab mi and ran back to the theatre...den tell mi his wallet left inside. Sian diao lo..we faster ran lo...den i was thinking...shit...his pay all inside..if lost his mama wil scold lo...den i so worried....but luckily got retrieve it back lo. Den went back down the food court i dun feel hungry le lo...coz i "xia bao" le...stomach got no feeling le...lolx...den after tt kaiwen sent mi home...
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(Aiyo dear...u really scare mi lo...i realli xia dao when u tell mi ur wallet left inside...so scary de...=(...hmm...todae watch movie so fun de...so long haven watch le...haix...gona miz u alot during the camp...if onli we are in the same sch...haix haix haix....sumtimes i realli fear..i am so confused. Sumtimes i realli look forward to getting mi sp letter frm the mail box...so tt i noe the results. But sumtimes..i realli fear of getting it coz i'm afraid tt it might b bad news. There's nth we can do now...i guess...but juz hope tt sp wil accept mi...hope fate accepts us...)
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Blogged @ 11:23 AM
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Saturday, May 07, 2005

Mood report: Happi...
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Todae woke up miself lo....woke up at 8+...so tired de...haix....tt sotong pian wo...saw wan wake mi up de...in the end tt da lan zhu didnt. So aniways...i woke up le...den gt prepared lo...den headed to Jurong east for dental treatment. Reach there le...den kp telling mi mama i very scared lo...den mi mama gei wo fan si...she kp saeing not pain nt pain..den i c her face like"Muahaha!!! Let u go in suffer!! Hu tell u always eat so much sweets!C lar..tt's the results of snatching sweets wif mi...all the choc u eat. Now u suffer le!!" So scary lo...den kp fretting...den mama bring mi go eat breakfast...eat dim sum lo...mayb is mi mood no gd lar...so the dim sum dun seem nice to mi lo. Went back there...see all the ppl there walk in n out frm dental treatment..getting more and more nervy lo. Haix.....
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The time has cum for mi to receive mi verdict le. I stepped in to the room. Den lie down...slowly..e dentist shift the chair downwards...den started holding her "weapons"...den mi suffering started lo. At first was terrible. But so big ger le mahx...not possible tell mi to shout or scream...cnt throw mi own face mahx. So i ren lo....kp thking abt other stuffs...thk abt mi grandma...thk abt sum other stuffs....den b4 i knew it...the dentist sae"dun eat solid foods todae hor". Den i nodded lo. Den haha!!!!! Finish le!!! Yeahx....hehex...lucky dis suffering oni 10 minutes lo...hehex...but if count...is 1min $4....coz in total 40 bucks....haha..
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Lucky not late for mi work..took the bus..den it stopped at opp IMM....den walk across...so gd...reach Giant early...hehex....den happily went in...tell Anna and others mi dental treatment finish le. Haha...den after tt went to start cooking lo...til around 3 i went out haf mi lonely lunch. Eh...after tt saw leong and his cousin at smoking area there...when i went in..he at mi blogstack there le. Haha...so fun after tt....started mi gingerbreadger bullies...hehex...hit his head...step his shoes...muaahaha!!!! Lolx...den wink eye at him...till he cnt tahan...haha...lolx. Hmm...he stayed there for quite a while mahx. Hmm...after he go le den his gor gor cum disturb mi..took mi noodle when he pass by...den hit mi table oso...sian diao.-.-"... eh...finally all dis end le..den started serious work lo...den after tt cook one packet of noodles to June to eat...haha!!! Lolx...den during nite time the customers mostly kids mahx...den c the kids so cute....the ger ger so cute...like jap like tt...den she tok to mi so gentle de....hehex....feel like hugging her lo...=p...
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(Yeah yeah....tmr cn c u again le..haha..so happi lehx dear...hehex...hmm....gd hor...tmr we can go out for movies..haha...so happi...dear dear stop drinking vinegar le lar...becoz i oni wan mi sotong dear mahx. Dun wan da wu gui. Zhi dao mahx? I wun let u go de....not dis lifetime. Tmr muz hug mi tight tight hor...bleahx =p)
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Blogged @ 11:51 PM
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Friday, May 06, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..
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Todae woke u on time...went to imm late. Haha...dun sound logical eh? Ya lo...mi dis da lan zhu...bathing oso can fall slp....oops. Erm...den i reach there le...den faster go cook mi noodles lo...den while water boiling..den i faster go eat mi healthy tuna bun frm four leaves lo...while toking to Ellen. Haix...so sway de...eat halfway...mi dental plaque drop le!!!!! Oh mi god. Mi first reaction was...shit. Damn it. Its gona b painful for dental treatment. Den i sadly go back cook mi noodles....while thking of the pain i wil encounter when i am doin the treatment. Mood so down le...bully Leong i oso lazy le...haix. Den 3pm..see mi sotong cum le..den we go canteen eat lo. So sway again lo...wan eat pai gu main oso cnt..sell finish le lo..=( den in the end i ordered claypot toufu...den kaiwen ordered Kungpo chicken lo. Hmm...mi mama cook lor ba mahx...so i let kaiwen try sum...den dis troublesome fellow insult mi mama cooking....sumore sae the food so cold....tt huai dan gui!Oh yes...eating part was funniex....bullied him..he was actualli eating rice de mahx..den i tickle him wif mi gingerbread fingers lo...in the end his spoon fly...den the rice drop on the floor..the meat drop on his pants....haha!!!!!! Aiyo...so big le oso duno hw to eat properly....sumore so big le stil duno hw to shit at correct place...wan shit on the pants...duno hw to use pampers mehx? Hehex...erm erm....after eating we went to walk around imm...den kaiwen sent mi back to Giant lo.
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Inside Giant stil bully him....hit him...slap him...haha....den Siyong cum disturb...haha. Den toking to Siyong halfway...kaiwen sae he go liao. Den in the end after tt i call him ask him y so early go...hw cum dun wan pei mi. Den tok halfway customers came...so we hung up lo. Den in the end after 20 min...dis stupid dear realli came back. Already reached MRT station le stil walk back juz becoz of one of mi unintentional line. Lolx. But aniways...he came le...so i sae i thirsty..tell him go buy sugarcane for mi. Den he so stupid again..realli go buy lo...haha. Hmm...todae cook so much noodles..den gt so much left...den no choice lo...so i tell Ellen cum eat for mi...she eat 14 cups of noodles in total...haha....lolx. Hmm...den got one staff so cute lo...the Auntie tell her staff wan eat things muz secretly eat..cnt let others see...den tell her squat down...den she realli squat down! Den she even ask wadz then nxt step lo....look at us blindly!!! Haha...so cute de!!!
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Den finally...off work le...sotong pei mi off work mahx...den i sign out le..den cum out mt him lo...den he gaf mi a suprise. He bought the sugar cane water again. Actualli b4 tt the water drink finish le i sae i thirsty..but didn't expect him to buy lo. Den he surprise mi lo...rush there to go buy le den cum back...den he put behind his hands...Hehex...so gd de dear...=p Oh well...after tt we went to take a walk around imm...den we went home lo....hehex...
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(Dear dear...i'm kinda touched when u buy water for mi....didn't expect u dis block head wld do such stuffs.....dear dear...xie xie ni..xie xie ni dui wo zhe me hao....dear dear......luv u so much...i noe mi very busy dis few daes..but i didnt put u off mi mind hor...yi zhi xiang zhe ni...dear....i luv u hen duo hen duo..so ni bu ke yi fang wo zhou...understand? I realli treasure the moments when i hug u tight.......realli realli....coz biting ur hand is fun.=P haha...)

Blogged @ 11:40 PM
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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Mood report saes: Neutral...
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Todae woke up miself...haha...alarm clock ring le i stil dun wan wake up...den in the end 10:20 mi sis drag mi out of mi "pig sty"...-.-"...so i wake up lo. Hmm...todae went to IMM so hungry...den faster went to Four leaves buy bread le den smuggle inside Giant...sign in le...den went to mi blockstack there. While mi water was boiling...den i see Leong did not spot mi...den faster sneak to locker there...gobbled the bread down. Haha...oh well...den after tt went back for mi work lo..started selling...cooking 8 packets of noodles. Den water stil boiling mahx...gt nth to do...den juz nice Leong bside mi blogstack there set up other promotion...so i bully him lo..haha..step his shoes...lolx. Sold a few packs of noodles le...den realise mi manager Peter pan gt cum lo..haha...
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Den afternoon Kaiwen cum pei mi makan.....we went to crunchy carrot to eat. Den he ordered the Hunter chicken..while i ordered mi seafood baked rice. Yumyum..mine so nice...wahx the cheese is melting de...den the rice is long-grain rice..can feel the texture of the rice..den the seafood and the salmon...dis combi very good...so yummy...!!!! Hmm...kaiwen tt one he sae not nice lo...i duno lar...but mi juz bullied him all the while. Hehex...den after meal we went to buy sugarcane water to drink. Den sotong so SLOW...took such a long time in search for his coins lo...c the uncle there almost gt roots frm his bottom le..den sun going to set le...den he found his $1.20...haha...hmmm...after tt we compete c hu drink finish. Of course is mi win lar...but tt sotong play cheat...block mi way dun let mi go and throw into the dustbin...-.-"...den after tt we went to the CD shop find the cd kaiwen want...den cannot find..after tt we went to mini toons look at stuffs..while sending mi back to Giant i bully him again..stepping sotong's feet was GREAT!
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Back to Giant..den went to mi blogstack there...den feel like eating yogurt..so bully mi sotong..tell him go line up the long queue and buy for mi. Haha...duno he so stupid...realli go buy for mi...lolx. After kaiwen left..den started selling again. Den Leong help mi "move" house. Actualli is shift mi blogstack lo....shift to near the SNN honey there. Den the auntie there very good de mahx..tt time wan kp mi as her god daughter de..den she ask mi wan drink honey or not..she can make one cup for mi...haha.Eh..there very quiet lo...den mi maggie mee when i off work still left so much maggie mee. Den i call leong cum...den he realli so stupid cum mi there. Den i gaf him eat one cup finish le..i sae.."9 more to go..."Haha...den i stand there c him flood the noodles into his stomach...lolx. Times' up le...can go home le..den Leong help mi throw noodles..den help mi clear mi place..den after tt we went back together. On Mrt very funnie..kp hitting him and kp stepping his shoes..den he wan tok to mi i pretend to slp...haha...da wu gui kaena mi bully...lolx. Reach CWP le..den met mi daddy n mama went buy bread...after tt went home together..=)
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(Dear dear..u so bad de...evt pinch mi so painful...hen tong lehx...todae pinch mi realli very painful lo.Ydae i angry wif u lar...coz i almost kaena car knocked down den u did not even ask mi a word of concern den kp saeing mi faults....make mi feel tt AB blood ppl very cold-blooded lo...=X...angry till afternoon..wan to continue b angry n ignore u de..den duno y...c u le..den suddenly mi heart beat very fast..den i okay le lo..hehex....dear dear...sunday muz cum visit mi hor..if not nxt 3 daes i go camping le mahx....dear...wo hen xiang ni...hai shi hen ai ni..=p)
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Blogged @ 11:47 PM
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Mood report saes: Stressed...upset..
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Todae woke up on time...but i was extremely tired when i woke up...mi legs were numb and tired. Den leong call mi...ask mi if i woke up le..so i told him i stil on bed...very tired...den he sae mi stocks juz arrived...den he tell mi to slp awhile more den wake up...hmm...lucky when i wake up again i not late lo..and even went to IMM on time too. Went there den started cooking mi 7 packets of noodles. Haha...so sian diao...mi fill finish mi noodles into the sample cups le..den the water stil haven boil lo..sian diao. Den i started walking around Giant...started to look at all the things...toking to wee kiat...of course bullying Leong..stepping his shoes...haha!! Den Leong sae mi walk so much dun later morning complain tired dun wan wake up...haha...oh well...and evt bcame so automated...i started stepping his shoes again..=P...den went back see mi water y so long haven boil...den realise one thing. Mi dis hu tu dan forget to on the switch...haha!=X
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Giant is quiet todae too...no choice lar...ppl dun wan to cum buy things mahx...not mi fault lo...bt dun haf to worriex tt much lar...left 4 more daes oni mahx..very fast de. Oh well...den i was cooking mi noodles.....getting samples ready for trying...den Leong sae he wan go eat le. So i dun wan mahx...i sae 3pm den eat...half an hr more oni mahx...den he dun wan...i tell him to go eat himself. Den he so bad lo...i cooking halfway mahx..den he too hungry le..so he off the main switch himself..-.-"...so i no choice...den pei him go lvl 2 foodcourt to eat lo. He ordered the Grilled chicken frm the malay stall..den i ordered the kimchi with rice lo. Wahx...mi kimchi so hot and spicy...i cnt tahan...den kp drinking water..n i oso eat so slow. Den Leong finish eating le..den he sae" So long nvr see u eat le..."...-.-"...den he started using his hp trying to snap mi pic. Well...After tt we went back to Giant work lo. I went in first...den i started toking to Anna at her place there...den i saw Leong cuming in..so i hid miself behind the boxes...den Anna pretend she did not c mi...den started tokin to Leong like normal. Haha...Den Leong see mi not at mi blogstack there and went to mi previous palmolive blogstack there look for mi...haha...den Anna and I c le luff like mad...hmm..so big le play zhua mi chang very fun lo..haha....hiding frm Leong..tt da wu gui...=p..
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Todae very good...managed to off work on time...den started walking out of IMM...at the carpark there almost got hit by a lorry. The lorry so bad de...Drived behind le den the driver turned his head behind c if got anione behind. Lucky mi oni got pushed abit..mi reaction faster. If other ppl reaction slower surely kaena hit de lo...where gt like tt de...drive behind le den c got anione behind...if realli got c den is corpse le lo.*.* Blame it on mi luck lar...lucky nth happen to mi. Hmm..reached cwp le den meet Leong there. Tok to him for a while...den went home wif mi mama. Reach home le...den went bom bom lo. So sway de...these daes....hand kaena cut by shaver....T.T...blood kp flowing juz now...Awww....=(....
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired...backache...
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Todae woke up at 10 innitially...kaiwen woke mi up de...but den after kaiwen hung up the phone i went back to slp again...den woke up at 10:20....den faster chiong and get ready for work. Reached IMM on time...den started cooking mi noodles lo...while the water was boiling..i faster went to pantry eat mi four leaves sanwich...so nice lo....haha...den after tt faster went back to cook mi noodles....8 packets todae. Haix...todae sales damn bad lo...giant so quiet todae de...oni a few ppl...den afternoon gt ppl le...but those are ppl hu bought frm mi last wk de lo...den at nite very jia lat...suppliers more than customers...haiz..
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Aniways....todae lunch i eat alone...very ke lian hor? Ya lo ya lo...i ate been hoon..den gt eggs...gt chicken wing...gt fish cake...yumyum...hehex...hmm...den after lunch went back to work...den c Leong cum le lo...den started bullying him..haha!! Duno y lo...recently i v bad lo...always wan bully him de...den always like to step his shoes...hehex...lolx. Hmm...he lo...always wan knock mi head...aiyo..already so stupid le stil wan knock...-.-". Oh yar....Leong's supplier, Steven, came to Giant lo...den i treat him eat bah kut mee...haha...den he ask mi when gt time go out play....den i tell him i starting sch le lo...den he sae nvm...still gt a long way to go...
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Todae Wee kiat very funnie...he ask mi where mi bf is...den i sae mi bf nvr cum...den he ask mi how old mi bf is..den i told him 17 lo...den he sae.."Huh?! Leong 17 mehx?" so sian diao....den after tt i tried telling him tt mi bf is not Leong...den he thk a while...sae" aiyo...ni ling jie xin huan!" Lolx...den the lamest part came. He ask mi i stead hw long le. Den i told him the relationship juz started...den he so sian lo..sae juz started very easily break de...Leong gt chance le...--.--"... But todae very funnie...wee kiat sae he duno hw to pronounce "X"..den his "X" n "S" no diff de...haha...den the malay guy frm Leong's department n i started teaching wee kiat hw to pronounce "X"...Lolx.
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(Hmm...dear dear...todae go flirt again hor...waste ur money...buy games...u hor...if nt buy cd...if nt buy such things...got war u go n eat ur games hor..dun cum n find mi sae u hungry hor. =p Dear dear...u so poor thin de..always stucked btw ur parents when they cold war...haix...ke lian de ai ku gui. Bet u muz rotting at home these daes le...dun keep flirting around hor...muz xiang wo...zhi dao mahx? Wo zhuan qian hen xing ku de...dear i luv u...Hugz*)
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Monday, May 02, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae woke up at 10....kaiwen wake mi up de....aiyo..todae almost late lo..coz todae stomachache..lucky not late lo. Den faster rush to IMM...den started to prepare to cook. Todae goods so little le...den getting out of stocks le. Leong sae tmr will order 80 more boxes lo. Started cooking all the samples...for the first 2 hrs...cooking 20 packets of noodles...haha. Todae labour dae...den Giant so crowded lo..so many ppl. Den i cooking mahx..nt ready yet....den the kids so bad....kp on pushing mi counter there....cnt stand them lo. Like hungry ghosts lo...so many ghosts lo....den the ghosts hor..eat le den stil cum back take 2 bowls...den 3 bowls....four bowls...typical singaporeans lo...bth....
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Todae kaiwen cum pei mi eat lunch...hehex..todae is orange sotong lo....haha...ermx ermx...so aniways..we went Four Leaves to eat. I ordered Fish cutlet....kaiwen ordered Grilled fish cutlet..yum yum...so nice lo...hehex...den after eating kaiwen n i went to Taka Jewellery to buy the Mothers' dae present. Hmm...kaiwen bought a pair of earings for his mama. Den after tt we went to walk walk around at IMM. After tt kaiwen sent mi back to mi counter there. Den i started cooking...den kaiwen stand there help mi...haha...gt extra assistant todae. Hmm...duno y lo...kaiwen's face always gt alot of mosquitoes de...den i wil bu zi jue help him to "move" the mosquitoes away...haha. Ermx ermx...so aniways...as usual lo...tt siyong cum disturb mi lo...den duno y..recently kiong always cum near mi counter....-.-"....den he always gang up wif Siyong suan mi lo....so sian diao.Hmm...aniways....kaiwen dis cheap labour so gd..haha..pei mi til mi work finish....hehex...den he sent mi to Jurong mrt station...Yeahx....
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Reach Woodlands le..den went to ebase to buy clothes....hehex...add new stocks to mi piglet cabinet le....cnt always wear the same piglet suits mahx...muz change lo. Hehex...den went to converse to buy the socks...the cotten socks...so shuang lo...man zai er gui....hehex. Haiz....tmr still muz work...i'm so damn tired recently...lucky tmr is tues le...den will haf lesser ppl in Giant..den i wun b so busy lo...yeah....so nxt few daes shd b having super duper slack daes le...haha...=p stil 6 more daes of promoting b4 i can go to mi TP orientation camp! Look foward to it!
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(Dear...thanx for waiting for mi to off work...xie xie ni pei wo...hmmm...todae hug u so shuang...hehex...i noe i smell like bah kut teh...i noe mi hair smells like it lo....noe i very smelly lar...no choice mahx.....gingerbreadger very oily de mahx...cnt blame lo. Haix...hope u wil b able to work at IMM dis wk lo...den we can go makan together...tt'll b great lo. Hope we can meet up very soon...n hope the nxt time we meet up is for movie lo...we very long nvr go on dates le...haix...hope after TP camp we can mt bahx....dear i luv u....Muack*)
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Mood report saes: Tired...backaches..
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Todae woke up at 10am...kaiwen woke mi up...den gt up to prepare n went to work lo. Hmm..lucky todae managed to catch up with the bus....if not i wil b late lo. Reached there le...den abt to start preparin to cook. Den the ppl so bad...they go n throw the pepsi can into mi counter there. So bad lo...den mi so sian diao....drag Leong cum n help mi throw...haha....hmm...in the end i haf to rewash the mi bowls and utensils lo.One of Leong's suppliers, Raymond, took the stocks and pass by mi mahx..den he smell mi bah kut teh very fragrant....den he sae til so loud...like making advertisement to customers like tt...lolx...yuan lai he wan to eat...lolx. Den got alot of times tok to Siyong...he kp telling mi he's a guy lo...den he sae all guys are the same de....very bad...at first wil b v gd to gers...den when guys reach "certain targets" le..the guy will walk away. So sian diao lo...
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While i was promoting..Leong kp disturbing mi..he abuse his authority lo...tell mi to eat mi lunch at 3...sae wad...dis is an order. Bully mi lar he...wan mi to pei him eat...so after the first round of sampling...juz nice he bside mi mahx..so i sae go eat lunch lo...den hu noes juz nice Raymond bside him. Den Raymond sae Leong very zhong se qing you...coz Raymond asked him long time ago to eat lunch Leong dun wan go eat...den he sae not fair. Haha...den i sae...okay lo..den we all go together. So in the end Raymond treated us to macdonalds to eat. Den Raymond ordered the drinks lo..large de...i c so much water i tio shock...den i ask him y he order so much..den he sae" U both want to share one izit?" Mi n Leong here le...dis face lo--> -.-"...
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Ydae sales 197 lo...quite okay lar..Leong gif mi target 200 todae..duno got reach or not. Aniways...todae cooked 20 packs of noodles...the customers so many..hai wo OT til 8:45...den i wan go toilet while the mee was boiling...den in the end...i almost cried lo. Coz I was stucked in the cargo Lift!!!! Oh mi...tt was so scary..the 10 minutes inside was terrible...pressed the bell for so long nobody cum help mi open the door...at first i was thking...suan le...si zai li mian bahx...but den i dun wan...so i faster force open the door while i press the bell..lucky in the end open....T.T...lucky....=X Mi always haf fears for big big lifts de...always dun dare to take cargo lifts...coz i find it very scary...after dis time...i find it even scarier to take such lifts. Its terrible when there is no lights and finding miself suffocating with the last breath of oxygen..
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(Dear....wo hao xiang ni...zhen de hao xiang ni. Todae stucked in the lift...wo hao hai pa...I'm afraid i wun get to c u again le...haix...2 daes nvr meet le..5 daes nvr hug le...i miz u so much dear..lan zhu hao xiang hao xiang ni. Bu yao li kai wo hor...no matter hw busy i may b...I luv u..)
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Sunday, May 01, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired...Backaches....
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Todae was actualli gona wake kaiwen up de(coz i scared he late..den throw mi face lo..coz dis job i intro de..)oops*....but den i too tired le lo..so i bth...wake up le stil go back slp. Lolx...til 9+..den i wake up..started preparing for work. Went to Causeway point...was actualli planning to go eat breakfast at Burger Kings de...in the end so sian lo...no more breakfast le. So in the end I faster rush to Jurong den ordered the BK Big Fish at Burger Kings to eat. It's hot hot de..duno nice or not lo...coz i rushing mahx...so 3 minutes gobbled up the burger. After tt faster go to change mi pass at the security counter. Aiyo....the security so slow at changing pass lo. The boy in front of mi is Msian..so they check more closely..ask so many qns...-.-"...den mi stand there look at them tok like idiot lo. The guy new de mahx...sell King Koil mattress de...thk so...den he oso blur blur de lo....so funnie. Coz he in front of mi...so his locker number is juz above mine lo. Den i went in to mi locker there....see tt guy blur blur searched the whole place for his locker number...so funnie...so i direct him lo. I told him..."Oi...ur locker is above mine lar. Follow mi there." Lolx...den the guy blur blur put finish his things le...den he ask mi which side is the exit. Aiyo..got 2 sides lo...one side is the toilet lo...dun tell mi the exit is in the toilet lo...haha...so damn blur lo...-.-"...
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After getting ready..went to start mi dae's work lo. Hmm...received sms frm Leong..he sae he todae mc...nt cuming...den i sae ok lo. Den suddenly receive another call frm him...aiyo...tt da wu gui bluff mi. Sae wad he bu fang xin mi...den cum work....bluff ppl lo...he work morning shift de...stil wan bluff mi abt this. Sian. Aniways...todae business v gd...within an hr 5 packs of maggie mee eaten by customers le...lolx. 2:30....Leong ask mi out for lunch..i told him 3:30...den he dun wan...coz he too hungry..so he went to eat first...den i 3:30...den lonely lonely go out eat lo. Haha....aniways...the Yakiori chicken frm Four leaves quite nice...the chicken kebab so nice...chicken so tender..sumore the rice very fragrant...hehex...yumyum...
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Supposedly todae sales shd b not bad..den i oso quite happi...although mi back realli aches and I'm tired...but den last minute got so furious. Mi stocks lying realli low le...so i told the one of the Giant staff frm Leong's department to refill for mi. Den the Giant staff sae he duno where the goods are. I noe he dun wan to help lo...but i stil tell him where the location is. Den he sae he take le tell mi refill miself. Wahlao...i promoter i promote lo...u Giant staff u shd refill the stocks de lo...u dun do ur job Giant hire u for wad? So damn frustrated lo...evt the supervisors.. Assistant Department Head n Department head not around...these staff always so lazy de...stay outside smoke. Den tt staff took a trolley n place nine boxes of stocks inside...juz left it there like tt. I cooking...then c the trolley like tt....gt even furious lo. Wad a man lo....so not gentlemen lo....tell mi dis ger to do all miself...so bad de...!!! Den Leong sms mi mahx...sae he todae last dae quit smoking tell mi he very happi. Den i told him i very angry coz of his staff lo. Den he ask mi hu..i dun wan to sae..coz i scared if i sae...the staff is gg to lose the job..and its gona b terrible. Haix...but lucky in the end...got a very gd uncle help mi refill...if not the customers probably gona take the stairs and get the maggie mee le. Todae off work late lo...so tired...left Giant at 8:30..so tired...=(
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(Dear dear...wo hen lei....but zhen de zhen de hen xiang ni. Cook noodles oso gt thk of u....duno y sotong face suddenly appear at the surface of mi soup lo...haha. Haix...hope Mon will cum soon....den i can c u...n can hug u le..hehex* Dear...mi piglet is getting back to its infant stage le lo...mi booster getting smaller and shorter le..all ur fault lo. Haix. Dis time u work le muz buy ur mama a gd gift n save the money up..dun anihw spend...zhi dao mahx? Dear..hao xiang bao ni...I miz u....Hugz*)

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