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Sunday, April 10, 2005

Mood report saes: relieved...
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Todae kaiwen cum pei mi eat again...hehex..hmm...todae Leong didn't work de..but he came back IMM to see 5566..coz 5566 here for autography session..so basically the whole place was crowded lo. Leong reached le den gaf mi a call..ask mi if i wan go out see...kaiwen gona cum soon le..if i go out..ltr kaiwen will b alone..so i made an honest lie...sae i cnt go out if not mi supervisor will scold lo..aniways...Kiong got cum n tok to mi todae...ask mi if got go see 5566...i sae no..den he sae he got go lo...den his expression seems to b asking if i wan tag along.(coz his bro not at work..so he can ask mi..if not normally he wun ask de) Thk he stil duno i gt bf lo...Hmm..Kaiwen came le..den we went to eat Food court lo...coz tt kaiwen so tiao ti de...sae dun wan eat canteen food..he dis da shao ye..so difficult to ci hou...hehex. Hmm...eat halfway through den Leong sae he wan cum see kaiwen..so i sae ok...den he came up wif his cousin..den he lyk rotating planet lyk tt..walk round n round...wan mi call him le den can stop n walk forward to us...sian!
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After meal...Kaiwen n I went to walk walk again lo..hehex...oh yes...the stage got dis teenage singing competition lo..den got dis contestant so damn sian lo..so plump..den wear so revealing clothes...den sumore sing the song n pull till so high pitch..so sian.. den she even dance lyk ballet lyk tt at last part....make us got sudden shiver lo...keke* We walk walk lo...den didn't realise the time..mi an hr lunch brk suddenly bcum 2 hrs plus..keke* Den faster went back to work lo..den we too sticky le lar..dun wan separate..den kaiwen stayed at mi blogstack n we keep bullying each other..showing all the combos..haha! Den after tt...realli cnt le..coz getting late le..kaiwen went hm lo..haix..mi sales very bad tt dae...i oso quite exhausted...so when kaiwen call miwhen i off work..i lyk heckcare lyk tt...he tht he did smthin wrong..n start to thk n thk til he cry lo. I wasn't aware lo..den was juz slping on the mrt..walking home..den suddenly tht of the guy tt came forward to mi yesterdae...while i was on mi way home. This guy, aged around 20..asked mi.."Miss..can i b fren wif u?" Den i was so shocked lo..his hand was juz there to shake mine..den i shake halfway le..sae" sorriex..i gt bf le" Den he walk away lo...lolx.
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Reach home le..bombom le..den started to fill in all the poly forms..hm...den halfway through kaiwen msg mi ask mi if i angry..den Leong msg mi ask mi if i slp le..den ask mi call him..den kaiwen also gif mi miz cal..Leong also call mi...den i suddenly feel so fan lo...bth...feel lyk im suffocating...after i fill in mi forms..i called Leong first...den we had a thorough tok. Leong asked mi if i had feelings for him b4..i said no...he felt very down...he felt himself stupid n stuffs..i oso duno hw to console him...i oso cnt let him noe i used to lyk his bro..if tt happens..he will fall out wif his brother. Den Leong said he's gona change his number le..sae he might b goin back msia..n he sae he wun b able to contact mi. When he said tt...i feel so sad..trying to hold mi tears again..dun wan it to fall like the last..but leong assured mi he will treat mi as frens still. Meanwhile..he hope i will gif him sum time to forget mi...n tell mi nt to contact him..coz he finds tt his feelings for mi is getting even deeper n deeper..I agreed. So he sae he wil contact mi after 2 weeks..n hopefully by den...we will b back to normal. Back to tt dumb sotong..there crying and crying...den i call him...realise he cry lo...sianx...den tok to him..after tt okie le...
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(Deardear...sorriex to make u shed tears again...i noe u dote on mi..oni wan make mi happi...noe u are good to mi...so i promise i wun let u shed ani tears again okie? Deardear..i luv ya...muack!)
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