Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Mood report saes: uncomfortable..uneasy...
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Todae woke up at 5+ in the morning...daddy's fault again lo...keep on coughing till so loud...coz mi slp in daddy n mama rm de mahx...so daddy cough so loud...i awake le lo. Wake up le...den keep on sneezing le...den suddenly throat feel bad lo...keep on sneezing for like an hour...den got flu le..after tt went back to slp lo. Den i woke up again at 9+...ate mi breakfast...watch tv lo. After tt went to causeway point to meet kaiwen. We went to eat ice aloe vera dessert..den walk walk around at there. Help kaiwen to find the stuffs tt his mama wanted..but cnt find..lucky he did not get k when he reach home. Along the way met Zhiliang, Axin, Yong huang and kelvin lo...from mi claz de...they stil as childish lo...character haven change abit..16 turning 17 le stil act like kids...so immature...saw mi n kaiwen holding hands..den luff at mi...n even held hands to show us..so damn sian diao...-.-"....********************Haven got mi shoes...den went home lo...kaiwen sent mi home de...den reach home le feel very terrible..feel really sick le...high fever...den very jialat...bombom le den haf dinner...flu is terrible..sore throat feels even worse...sick for like 2 wks..den recover le...3 daes ltr...which is now lo...sick again...duno wad mi body wants lo...immunity so low de....damn sian diao...everytime sick...mi tears will shed coz i hate the uncomfortable feeling when sick...T.T....haix....hope to get well soon....**************(I thought for a long time den decide to tell u abt mi past de...i noe mi past is bad...i noe its bothering u...but wana tell u...its bothering mi as well. I'm realli afraid of getting drunk..I'm realli afraid of saying all these out while I'm asleep..I've been keeping all these in mi heart..n i dun wana let anione noe abt it...because i'm afraid tt u wil leave mi..coz i noe nobody will accept mi if they noe abt dis...thanx dear...thanx for being so understanding...thanx for accepting mi past and mi...thanx for everything...thanx for all that u haf done for mi. Luv u always. =p )
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