Mood report saes: Happi....shocked....sad..
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Todae woke up at 10 agin....kaiwen wake mi up de...haha...hmm...mi actualli wan go burger kings eat breakfast de....but den coz i prepare till too late lo..in the end nvr go eat lo. Aniways...i reached IMM on time lo...den started mi dae's work...promoting mi Bah kut teh mee. Hmm..was cooking mi maggie mee...den coz i haven eat mi breakfast...den sumore the slowcooker stil cooking...so i faster go locker there eat mi Roti Mum's bread lo. Hmm..after eating...go back juz nice....tt Leong bully mi again lo...stand at mi counter there write things...den throw so much rubbish at mi dustbin there...hmm...todae cook so much noodles for the customers to try...dun even haf the time to c if customers gt buy or not. Haha...Leong tell the Auntie promoter to cum n help mi promote..help mi buy also..haha..the auntie so experience de lo..persuade so many ppl to buy...lolx...
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Was cooking mi second batch of noodles....den Siyong kp bullying mi....kp teasing mi abt Leong...den mi gang up wif the Auntie pomoter talk back at him...haha...den juz nice kaiwen cum le...green sotong(Sotong dressed in green)...haha...made him wait there coz i waiting for mi soup to b ready mahx. Den Leong tell mi go eat lunch first....so i went for mi lunch lo. kaiwen and I went to eat Long John Silvers....wahx the cheese dip so nice lo....wif the chicken....yum yum...kaiwen eat finish le..i stil eating lo...no choice lar...ppl wif bigger mouth and lips wif bigger surface area tend to eat faster....oops...ermx...yar..aniways...i eat halfway den kaiwen disturb mi lo...suan mi so much...so i started wif mi combos...Tickling* Kicking* Cold fingers attack* Ouch. Haha....so after we left...kaiwen sent mi back to Giant. Juz went back den i see Siyong there lo...den he kp toking abt Leong...den after a while...he drag Kiong here. Oh well...dis time is face to face...kaiwen n Kiong. Hmm..sounds interesting eh? But..i thk Kiong stil haf no idea abt Kaiwen...coz he still thks tt i'm still "on display". After a while.....kaiwen left le lo. So left mi cooking mi noodles there...looking at Kiong and Siyong there eating samples...and there telling mi to cook faster...-.-...coz they wan to eat....sianx.
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The last hr was basically terrible..coz there were so many customers suddenly...den mi samples were not enough....den got customers wan eat noodles...i cnt cook lo..coz mi time's up le. So after tt i left IMM...and headed back to causeway point Metro...bought some ladies wear...den went home. Hmm...after shower recieved call frm Feli...a bad news though....she said Jh's grandma juz passed away...haix haix haix...i noe its realli hard on Jiang han..and its kinda sudden..coz feli n I juz visited his grandma at their residence during the chinese new yr. Juz hope tt Jiang han will pick himself up...n work realli hard on his studies now. I believe his grandma wil rest in peace and will b blessing him always. Jiang han, muz pick urself up....muz jia you hor..ur grandma will look after u de lar...i understand hw u feel now...coz mi grandma oso passed away tt time in sec 2 end yr exams. Noe its realli hard..coz its so sudden...but i believe ur grandma dun wan to c u sad..i'm sure she always yearns to see the happi jiang han...the boy hu pocesses great passion in soccer and aspirations in studies. Muz take care of urself hor...pull urself up...mi dis fwen will always support u towards the end! Jia you! Hope to c the old jianghan...the sarcastic boy hu always like to debate wif mi. ^.^
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(Dear...wo hao xiang ni...zhen de zhen de hen xiang ni...todae got no chance to hug u..haix. Duno muz wait til when den gt the chance to hug u tight tight again...i noe i'll b busy...over the nxt few wks or so...we wun get to mt up..n i noe u worrie tt our relationship will b pulled away by location factors. Dun worrie abt dis hao mahx...no matter where i am..i will always thk of mi dear sotong de...coz u are mine. Hey dear....noe mahx?U're the one driving mi crazy. I'm crazily in luv wif u le...ur're doomed. Pao bu diao le. Zhi dao mahx?)
Blogged @ 12:13 AM
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Mood report saes: Happi...tired..
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Todae woke up at 9+...woke up frm a dream...den went back to slp again...til 10 like tt...kaiwen call mi....woke mi up. After we hung up the phone..i got up to wash up...prepared..and went to IMM to work lo. When I reach there...hmm....IMM stil smells the same lo...ppl stil the same...juz tt the oni diff is tt dis time wan take locker key muz leave behind HP number lo. Hmm..den went in to Giant...started mi dae's work. Leong brought mi over to mi blogstack...so sian de...not near Anna there...aniways...saw Peter, mi manager lo. Den he handled mi the appliance and the utensils. Den Peter sae he very hungry..tell mi cook one for him to eat..Leong also tell mi to get ready 1 packet at 1. Sian diao lo. But...it takes realli a long time to cook the noodle. Slow cooker lehx....wad u expect? So sum customers wan try the maggie mee...i no choice...tell them walk walk one round den cum back to try. Gt sum customers also very funnie lo..walk walk to the back..den faster cum back ask mi ok already or not?-.-"....not magic lo..wait a while lar. Lolx..Hmm...the happiest thin is probably frm Siyong bahx..he patched wif Angela le..haha. At first i asked him..hw's Angela? Den he gaf mi his hp and told mi to read his msg. Hmm..after reading 2 msg..i felt mi hair raising up lo...so i returned the phone to him. Haha...too mushy le..
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Well....Lunch was great....although lonely. Ate the Grilled chicken set lunch..yumyum...so nice lo....the chicken so tender with the black pepper sauce..the rice is so fragrant wif the addition of curry..the side vege...the cabbage very crispy..hmm..wadz more..the soup....so nicee!!!! Yumyum....I was eating mi lunch while toking to kaiwen mahx...haha...he very poor thing lo..mama nt at hm...he gt nth to eat....den he eat maggie mee. HAHAHAHA!!!!!! Lolx....den he hear mi sae mi eat the set lunch so nice..his stomach growled even more lo. Den he so jealous...haha...coz last wk we went Plaza Singapura..he ate the same thing...but he was oni given one piece of chicken...but here i was given 2 drumstick lo!! Lalalala~ Haha!!! Bleahx.
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Sumtimes...I feel realli guilty becoz Leong has done so much for mi. And its not possible i tell him to stop doing all these. It wld b realli ridiculous to do dis. Hmm...when i went to work...he noes mi working time..its at 12 mahx...den he went to the changing pass area to wait for mi there..coz he noes i will go there first. Hmm...he oso brought alot suppliers and aunties to mi blogstack there tell em muz buy frm mi.Hmm...supposedly he shd go hm at 4+ or 5+ de...den he kp staying near mi blogstack there...refill maggie mee...tok to suppliers...den kp toking to mi..bully mi there...den got customers cum he oso gt help tok to customers...den in the end he stayed till 8..den he help mi clear the things..den we went hm together. Hmm...i stopped at Wlds Mrt..den he live at admiralty lo..so i gt of the train ealier. While i was buying bread..he call mi...tell mi admiralty there start to rain le...tell mi faster get home. Haix...although is all these tiny little details...but dis so called "fwen" of mine is showering too much care and concern le. At first i dun realise...even outsiders like Siyong oso sees everything he's done for mi. It feels rather bad..coz alot of Giant staff tht we are an item..especially now tt i m under Leong's department. Tongues realli will wag...even though our conscience is clear...but looks like there's nth to b done...each dae juz pass..and Leong kp arranging mi to work under his department for different promotions. The whole world noes wad he's thking...Haix haix haix.
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(Dear...wo hao xiang ni...its realli a word of "Finally" lo. Finally tmr u can cum IMM...n i can c u le...c hw dis duckling has been doing. Hehex...hm...dear...i realli wan to hold u hands and watch all the sunsets...till we be haggard...till our hands b rough..till our hair grow white...realli wan to b wif u...as long as I stil haf a breath to hold. Dun tok abt other lifetimes first. Now dis lifetime ur're mine. Dun play cheat hor...dun swim away hor. Ur're mine de..cnt escape...so dun test mi security. Mi sercurity v tight de.=p)
Blogged @ 12:40 AM
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Mood report saes: Heart pain...hands itchy...tired...
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Todae woke up at 12+ again..hm...woke up le den had mi breakfast...which was century egg porridge...yumyum...sure mi mum is a gd cook lo...the porridge is so nice...the rice is not in whole de..when putting the porridge into the mouth...cannot feel the texture of the rice lo..coz the porridge is so smooth and blendy...den wadz more...when its mixed with some minced chicken and century egg...yumyum...with sum spring onion and some fried onions...hmmmm...so nice!!! Hmm...after eating porridge..i got online and started looking at mi frenster stuffs and browsing through the net. Around 3+ i got offline...tired of the computer..and decided to haf a look at mi camp list. There i was looking...i juz realised i 4gt to hand in the edusave form back to TP...oh mi..faster went to bombom..and rushed to civic centre there to send it. Phew...-.-"...after tt...I went to shop for mi camp stuffs. Had a hard time choosing the shorts...and most of them were so ex....in the end i chose an op shorts...its $33 lo...so ex...very heart pain lo...but no choice lar..mi lyk it mahx..its black in colour de..sumore its very unique...haix...den went to John little...bought another shorts at $19.90...another ex one..haix..(Hu wan buy bdae present 4 mi buy clothings hao mahx? hehex...coz mi gg poly..wil nd 31 sets of clothes...hehex...juz kidding oni..) Hmm...den went to buy Females' stuffs lo...haix..stil thinking whether to buy converse socks or not...hmm....aniways...gt hm around 7:30..had mi dinner n started watching tv..til 8+..started toking to kaiwen. Now? Not toking lo....mi waiting for tt sotong to cum back frm his supper..tt sotong...eat so much..oso duno hw to yi si yi si kp sum 4 mi eat..c mi so gd here wait for him..=(
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( Dear dear..wo hao xiang hao xiang ni orh...noe y i slp so much mahx...? Its becoz mi got nth to do at hm...sumore mi cnt mt u..n i juz miz u so much. So i kp gg inside lala land..slping mi daes off..hoping it wld b daybreak soon..hoping for sunset soon...hoping daes wld pass sooner so that i can see u on fridae. U're kping mi heart safely..so u noe hw mi heart feels bahx? Its missing sum1..dun nd to sae..u noe hu le bahx? Ya lo...)
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i miZ Piglet.
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Blogged @ 11:55 PM
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Mood report saes: Slpy...tired...
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Todae woke up at 11..mi sis switch on tv so loud...sumore kaiwen sms mi...so i wake up lo...after smsing kaiwen...went to toilet for a while den went back to slp till 12+...den woke up to eat mi breakfast lo. Hmm...gona b promoting the A1 maggie mee le..so muz practise cooking the bah kut teh mee lo. Cook le...den shared wif mama n mi eldest sis...yum yum...the fragrance of the bah kut teh is so nice....hmmm...yumyum...After eating..started going online..play games...surfing the net at friendster..den looking at tp n sp webby...den oso serching for recipes lo..den till 3+ kaiwen called mi...started chatting....n reading his blog. After reading i got offline...it was abt 4:30 bahx....i walked into lala land again...yeah! So happi....till 7:30 like tt...den i woke up eat maggie mee...had mi dinner also...yumyum...how sumptious..yippee...
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(Hmm...we are nt gona meet for 3 daes again lo...hehex...gona miz u again le..hehex...mi piglet is shrinking again le lehx...deardear..i miz u so much...wan hug u tight tight..wan slap ur face..Hahaha...=p Da shi teng, ma shi ai. Zhi dao mahx? Kan...wo shi duo me de ai ni.. hehex..Ouch*)
Blogged @ 11:18 PM
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Mood report saes: Happi...slpy
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Todae woke up at 8...kaiwen woke mi up lo..haix...when he called, I noe is him lo...so dun wan open mi eyes n pick up the phone. hehex...after 2 miss calls le den i took up n hp n answer. Den he started toking toking n toking...den i so tired mahx..oso dun wan wake up lo...so he tell mi dun slp le wake up le..so i sae ok n hung up. After hanging up the phone, mi mind oni haf one thinking "Duh! Wad wake up...slp lar slp lar...ltr den c hw..." So i went back to lala land lo. Hmm..slpt till 8:20 like tt...juz nice mi second sis gone out le..so i woke up and started to wash up n prepare lo. Mi got new shower gel mahx..den the shower wand so fun lo...so i play in the bathroom again..haha..in the end cum out 9:10 le...oops...hmm...den sumore mi tie hair so slow..so left hm at 9:30...haha. Faster rushed to Dohby Gaut...
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Reach Plaza Singapura met kaiwen there(wah...todae got no cancer patient n no duckling le..lolx...wear the same black shirt lo...sian~) See him sit there so sian..den tickle him..haha...hmm...so fun lo..den coz mi necklace so short..so wan buy a new one..so buy le den we went to book ticket. After tt went to food court to makan. Kaiwen like hungry ghosts like tt..kp eating and eating lo...tok so little..haha...hmm...after tt we went to walk walk a while den we went in for movie. the show, the interpreter, attracted a lot of old couples to watch..the show is very long...abt 2 hrs plus...its quite a nice show though..nicole kidman act till very gd...den the male lead also very good...he looks very matured...n oso very good looking..hehehex..some parts of the show very scary..coz the killer suddenly appear. Lucky got mi dear there...haha...can grab his hand tight...=p...
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After the movie..we went to buy corochan to eat....yumyum...den we headed back lo. In the middle of the way, we stopped at Admiralty to get mi promoting sample from Leong. Haha...i made kaiwen carry them for mi...lolx. den we reached causeway point le..went to Gelare to eat waffle ice-cream..eat finish le walk walk a while..den kaiwen sent mi home. On mi way home...we were quarelling in a fun way lo..so i took the promoting sample back from kaiwen n hold it miself. Also dun wan hold his hands lo. Phew* Lucky lo. Met mi mum there!!! Scary! Den kaiwen tt dumb block...oso didnt address mi mum...oni noe hw to walk faster n faster n faster lo. -.-"... hmm...den tok to mama a while le..walk faster to tok to tt dumb block. After tt i oso reached home le..den kaiwen oso went home lo.
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(Hmm..dear dear...todae the movie so long..made our dae so short. Sorrie for being so late..hehex...sorriex dear. I noe i gona b working le..n i gona b busy for the next few wks wif orientation n stuffs. But dun worrie dear...mi wun neglect u de...dear dear...i luv u. I noe ur greatest worrie now is tt i working under Leong's department n i wil b seeing him more than i c u...thk i duno wad u thking mehx? U cannot hide de. Dear dear..u still worrie so much for wad?Mi dis officer very kind de...wil oni prison u in mi heart..coz u commited a very big crime lo. The crime is tt u fell for mi. So u are sentenced to life imprisonment mahx..no appeals. So still worrie mahx? Stop drinking vinegar le..=p)
Blogged @ 11:06 PM
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Mood report saes: Painful...sleepy...
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Todae work up at 9+..kaiwen woke mi up de..coz last nite we agreed on waking up early to chat lo..so dis morning he called mi and we started chatting till around 10+..den we hung up. After which...i washed up and had mi breakfast. After breakfast...I started toking to mi mama...lying on her bed..and telling her abt the guys at Giant lo..haha...den mama sae she go take sumthin from the kitchen...duno y...i was dragged into lala land lo..i started slping til 2+..when mama woke mi up again..she told mi to wake up to cook bah kut teh lo. After cooking...mi stomach was kinda empty..so started filling wif some bread and porridge..hehex...after tt..was lying on the sofa..den in the end decided to bake sum muffins lo. Haix...realli very long nvr bake le lo..such a failure...not onli didnt do well...yet i injured mi hand while grating the orange rind(coz i suppose to bake orange muffins)..haix...so aniways...in the end change the plan..put it to steam to bcum Steamed sponge cake. Lolx...dinner was great though..had bah kut teh...yumyum...hmm... saddest part was when i wash the dishes or when i shower..mi hand is so painful...aww.....=(
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(Yeah! Tmr both of us mting le lo..I'm so happi...hehex. Dear..i noe u miz mi...n i noe u drinking vinegar lar...but den wan tell u smthin...oni u can hug mi..no other ppl haf the privilegde lo..and mi heart can no longer fill any other ppl in le coz u so "FAT"...go n occupy the whole space in mi heart...hehex...zhi dao mahx dear? I oni luv u. No one else.Muack*)
Blogged @ 11:40 PM
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Mood report saes: Happi....
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Todae work up at 1...aiyo...kaena ppl wake mi up again..so sian lo...duno y...it seems tt I've fallen into a very very deep slp...i want to wake up de...but mi body feels realli weak n tired..seems to b telling mi not to wake up lo. It was ltr till Leong call mi...so no choice i haf to wake up lo. Coz he call mi shd b telling abt the work stuffs lo. Hmm...so i got up n had mi breakfast...den after tt started watching Tv..den Leong call mi sae he's cuming to mi block there..he wan meet mi..wan gif mi sumthing lo. So he came le..den he passed mi a food warmer..tt was wad he won during the Giant staff lucky draw. He sae he dun nd it..so he gif mi lo....so i take lo..den after i put at mi houz..we went to civics centre NTUC there lo. trying to find the Bah Kut Teh noodles mahx...coz i gona promote. We went to Cold storage to find also..still cnt find lo. So in the end..we went walk walk around B1..den we went the Civics Mac for a drink lo. Chatted for quite a while...he started meddling wif mi hp n i also started meddling wif his...haha...den after tt..we left lo. On the way back..met Kenneth n Gui xiang..they still looking fine..hope they realli are. Aniways..i bought mi lunch lo..which was Old chang kee..went home lo..started eating..den also toking to kaiwen lo..while watching mi fave show, Kindred spirit. Watch finish le...lying on mi mama's big bed...den duno y..started walking into lala land. Hmm...slpt til 7+...den iggy called mi lo....den after tt conference again wif him n Jamulah(yee kien)..had mi dinner at the same time. Seafood Soup...haha...chatted till 10+...den Kien n I played a joke on iggy...we hung up the phone while iggy went to get sumthin. Hm...after tt...Leong sent mi an MMS lo. That MMS was the MMS i told him was cute..it was juz a remark in the afternoon..i was meddling wif his phone..den saw it cute...tell him..den hu noes in the end he sent mi...hm...den after a while he called n chatted wif mi...and tt's when i smell vinegar at the redhill residence.Opps. Hehex....
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(Time seems to pass very slow these daes...n I realli cnt help missing u dear...i want to see u...mi wall is painted red le lo..dear dear...ni zhi dao mahx...?Wo zhen de hao xiang ni...hao xiang qian ni de shou..hao xiang hao xiang bao zhe ni. Dear..dun eva leave mi..dun eva neglect mi hor. We wil definitely beat the three mths barrier de...not three mths 1 or 2 daes...i believe in u...i believe in mouding our future. Its definitely a lifetime.Hugz*)
Blogged @ 11:19 PM
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Mood report: happi....
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Todae woke up at 12:30pm...haha...woke up so late again...lolx. Hmm...oh yes...not i wake up miself de..is Leong call den i wake up de lo..hehex...aniways..after Leong call mi le so i wake up liao lo. No choice mahx...he sae got job intro mi lo. So I woke up n haf mi breakfast(or so-called lunch)...den after tt started watching vcds. I watched the show called Himalayas Singh...the chinese comedy...so damn funnie lo. The guy acted till so real lo..like Mr bean..haha. Aniways... after tt I got bored...den went online chat awhile...den got sick n tired of the msn...so i watched another VCD again..dis time realli cannot take it lo..the show "Taxi" is so damn boring...after the first disc..mi company merchandiser call mi and sae got merchandiser job..ask mi gt fren wan work or not. So i ask kaiwen lo...den nw oni waiting for mi company merchandiser to reply lo. Oh yah...leong intro mi to work under his department..he sae got promotion for the A1 bah kut teh noodles...ask mi go promote lo...so i sae ok lo...hmm...lucky gt job..if not i gona rot at hm lo. After chatting wif him..i got tired again n went to slp lo..haha..slp til 7+ n watch tv. Dinner was sumptious...pork chop..fried fish..soup...fried chicken..vege...yum yum...hehex...
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(So sian...mon den can see u dear...miz u so much. Noe ur wall gt blood le...mi wall also gt..dear dear...i miz u lehx...ni zhi dao mahx...wo hao xiang hao xiang bao ni...)
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Blogged @ 10:42 PM
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Mood report saes: Happi...contented....bloated
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Hmm...todae woke up at 10 lo...rmb last nite...tt stupid sotong pian wo go write mi blog..he was supposed to cum online de...guess wad he did? Didnt wait for mi den he go slp lo. Win liao...win liao lo. Mi sit in front of com like idiot like tt wait for him..i miself already so tired...stil muz raise mi eyelids and eat pear..tok to seniors and play those dumb games. -.-"....aniways...morning woke up le..den went back to slp...den was awaken by Leong lo...den after tt..sotong smsed. In the end..i splt till 11:30 den wake up n wash up. That sotong was supposed to fetch mi under mi block de...den duno y todae mi actions so fast...12 already got ready...den 12:30 sharp went down. Den I reached le haf to walk out to mt him. Dotz...so both of us went to causeway point to watch the movie, "Guess who". (Todae when I saw kaiwen...wahx...worse than ydae...haha...he's dressed in white. Omg..this time look like a sick cancer patient gona do chemotherapy. Haha....oops. No lar...realli...he looks cuter in darker clothes. Seriously.*especially with his ermx... hairstyle. Opps.)
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This movie depicts the real life social problem of races difference. The sensitive issue on the blacks and the whites is very much presented in this show. The Author of the film has raised this sensitive issue in a comedy manner. This show is not onli a romantic one..but also quite funnie. In mi opinion, although America is already a first world country and with its many developments, however, the social issue on the blacks and the whites still exist in reality. The blacks are often discriminated..and the whites always look at them in a different manner. or in fact, the whites would tell black jokes. Let alone Singapore, we too haf problems sometimes. The chinese and the malays. Likewise, this is very much proven in the 1964 racial riots. Perhaps, wad we should do, and wad we should educate to out next generations, is that, we should not, and nvr look at others based on their skin colour. It is onli that this is achieved, than this world can b a perfect society. And this I would sae, is the true meaning of "respecting human lives".
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So this show I would rate it 8 out of 10. It was fun..it was entertaining..especially wif the main character. Ashton kutcher. Oh well...he's realli a cool guy in this show. Loving, Amiable, Romantic, Humourous, and he's ccccuuuuteeee!!!!! He's such a perfect guy and such a perfect lover! Hehex.....oh well...the show was enjoyable..but not wif the ppl sitting behind us. Those kids hor..like first time watch movie like tt...kp on kicking the chair...somemore kp on moving in and out of the theatre. At least got primary six le lo...den tok so loud in the theatre...cnt stand it...move in n out. Go toilet mehx? Cnt b mahx...unless got kidney problems lo. Move in and out got at least 5 times lo...-.-"...so disrupting.
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After the movie...kaiwen and I went to eat seoul garden. Wahx...so nice. Second time i eat le...hehex...so happi...we ate alot of chicken..char siew chicken...sichuan chicken..garlic chicken. Yumyum...the fish was nice too...especially wif the ketchup..yumyum. Eat alot of seafoods too...mi fave cuttlefish...haha...(sotong cousin) Ate so much things...den kaiwen so useless de..hehex...eat so little den full le. Aiyo...den I stil can eat lo...even went for ice-cream. Hehex....hmm...the peach ice-cream so nice also...evt so nice...So fun eating! Hehex....oh yes. The couple beside us like 3 daes nvr eat like tt...kp eating n eating...haha...they didn't stop...the ger is a great eater man...oh my. We ate finish le den walk walk awhile..den went home. This time is ALONE lo.Hmm....=(...sotong got k frm his mama n papa...so no choice..lonely lonely go cold storage buy the things mama wan..den juz nice c mi shower gel den buy lo..after tt went home lo.....watched mi fave OC...perfect dae!
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(Hmm...dear dear...u noe mahx...I can forget all the dates if I've amnesia..but i wun eva forget 21st, 11:59 de...beocz last mth this dae i accepted ur love. Time realli flies...we've been together for a mth le..and realli muz sae.."Wow." Hmm..ydae was bad..i noe..Actualli wanted to split de..coz i realli cnt tolerate lies. But...didn't lar. The time spent together with u was great..it was amazing. Hmm..realli fortunate to haf u. Dear, 1 mth le, and I'm stil counting. I noe its gona b endless...becoz I believe in u. I believe u r gona fill the rest of mi live with ur colours. Stil, listening to ur heartbeat. Still, mi heart racing. Dear, I love u. Hugz*)
Blogged @ 11:59 PM
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Mood report saes: Neutral..
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Todae woke up at 9:30...but was kinda slack..coz last nite quarel mahx...so dun haf the mood lo..so lie on bed..till around 10:15..faster got up to bom bom..got prepared n left hm at around 11:20..den head to jurong lo.Amazingly..I did not went late. Instead i was early by 15 minutes lo..den stood there n waited for kaiwen. When he appeared...i was kinda shocked.(Coz he look so much like a duck when he wears a yellow tee...oops. Sorrie..dun mean to sae dis..but u realli look like a duckling...a very cute one. Keke*) Oh well...but still angry wif kaiwen..so did not tok to him. Just went on to walk till IMM lo. Haha...there...mi di pan!!! Muahaha!!! Went to find Anna...gaf her the cookies i made yesterdae. Den tok to her lo...juz nice met Amy. den started chatting...wif Mary n Zhiliang. Haha..so fun...den other giant staff c i go back..all cum tok to mi. Hehe..so honoured lo.
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After tt Anna n June suggests we go for tea. Hmm...i drank chinese tea...kaiwen sae he dun wan anithing...but if dun order Anna will not b happi...so juz ordered Milo for kaiwen. Anna June n mi started our ladies tok..lolx. After tt kaiwen n I headed to Choa chu kang shop shop. There so boring de...nth to c...went up check whether got the movie "Guess who"...but dun haf lo...so boring...wadz worse was tt..i stil having cold war wif kaiwen lo. So aniways...after checking tt...went down to foodcourt to eat the fish n chips. Wahx...so nice lo....yumyum....Hmm....while paying the money...the cashier there got glass...cut mi hand...so pain lo...T.T...
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After tt kaiwen n i went to take the LRT...wahx...first time take LRT...sorriex to sound very ulu...but realli....mi first time. So scary!!! The LRT inside got nth to lean de...feel like rollar coaster lo...den it anihow turn here turn there...den the LRT so small...i was about to shout lo. So damn jia lat!!!! Omg. Lucky we alighted at Bukit Panjang lo...hm..stil in cold war...till we went to Ten mile junction. C kaiwen so upset...den i dun wan make him cry animore le lo...so i ended the cold war by giving him a hug lo...hmm...after tt okay le. We went to Bukit Panjang plaza walk walk...hehex....so fun there....got nth to c de...haha....=p...lolx. After tt we took the bus back home.
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(Muz realli sae i was realli realli realli mad at u for lying to mi. I wun forgif u for lying to mi. But i m not angry animore. Make sure that ur promise is for real...dun eva lie to mi again. Sorriex to make u cry again todae...hu told u to lie to mi...=p...bleahx. Everything's over now....i'm stil loving u as much as i did...dear..i luv u...Hugz*)
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Blogged @ 11:50 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: Fury...hatred...
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Todae woke up at 12..totally slack..haha...lolx. Den had mi breakfast...breads n tarts..after tt suddenly thought of mi dear. Hehex..last nite tok on phone till 3+ in the morning..still miz him alot..so decided to call him. At first i called his room...nobody picked up. So i called his hp instead...haha....den he sound very paisei like tt..den sae "E..Er..can i call u ltr?" Haha...when he called mi after tt he told mi he was making big businesses in the toilet! Lolx. So he told mi not to call him btw 11 to 2...coz he might haf eaten smthin bad n went to the toilet. (So everyone saw tt le rite? Pls feel free to call him btw 11 to 2. Opps...hehex...=p) So...after tt...juz nice mama cum home le lo. She asked mi out for lunch. So...since i got mi restaurant pay le..den i treated her to Mos burgers. She ate her favourite ebi rice burger..n i ate the cheesecake souffle. Yumyum....hm... So after tt we went to NTUC to do some shopping. I bought a lot of baking stuffs. When i reached home i started baking..muffins n biscuits. Too long nvr bake le...skills abit rusty le...forgot the exact recipes le. Got time muz do some exploration lo. Aniways...baked till midnight like tt..den went to bombom lo..lucky got mi dear pei mi...if not i will feel very bored de.
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(Was REALLI REALLI mad at u.....very very mad. Realli dun understand y guys like to lie so much. Are we gers so easily cheated? Or am i too stupid tt's y i'm cheated?! I've already said i dun mind ur past..so u can feel free to tell mi anithin and everything. But i realli despise liers. Realli realli hate ppl hu lie to mi. If ur're gona lie to mi eva again, u r definitely provoking mi.)
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Blogged @ 10:06 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: Happi....
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Todae woke up at 9+ lo...woke up le den crawl to the end of mi mattress...den c mi sister door shut..which means she stay at home..so kaiwen cnt cum visit mi houz...(actually i shd b happi...coz i lazy to tidy mi houz..haha...) Ermz ermx...oh well...woke up le..den started watching tv n eating breakfast...which is biscuits lo. Hmm..watch the cartoon todae...haha...so funniee...got gingerbread man again..so cute lo..keke* Hmm..watch finish le..den started to get ready lo..who noes in the end started pouring lo....sigh* Den kaiwen sae he stucked in the rain..so i told him to sms mi when he reach jurong. Haha..den mi ne..cnt decide wad to wear..kp changing..den in the end he reach kranji le i stil late lo..so in the end i rushed there to meet him.
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Oh!!!! Kaiwen's new hairstyle so funnie de...looks so much like the...ermx ermx...the favourite hang out spot of Lim Jiang han and Felicia..haha...oh well. Stop guessing everyone. Is the esplanade!!!!! Haha...so funnie...mayb i still nd some time to get used to his new hairstyle bahx...lolx. Hmm....aniways...when we reached Jurong is still early..so we went to Delifrance to makan. Hmm...ate the rice gratin..kaiwen ate the pasta gratin. I still feel tt the pizza hut de nicer lo..the delifrance the rice they used the wrong type le..they should haf used long-grained rice lo...aniways..after tt we headed for SP..for kaiwen's enrolment. Hmm..there i waited for such a long time lo...wait n wait n wait...went toilet..play games...lucky got one indonesian ger who is also waiting for her sis tok to mi lo..haha. Den mi got nth to do..so i ordered the beancurd lo..hehex.
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Finally when kaiwen was done..which was like 2 hrs ltr...den we headed back to woodlands lo..oh well...den after tt we went walk walk for a while..den kaiwen sent mi home. Kaiwen so poor thing...kaena his daddy k again...haix. Hmm...lucky mi mama did not k mi...juz kp disturbing mi lo. Ask mi y recently always go out..ask mi this n that...sae todae go SP so long...asked if the MRT is pulled by ppl de...so sian diao lo..kp forcing mi to say out the suspect name.(kaiwen) Lolx..aniways...after shower..den i settled down watch TV..den eat mi favourite jade crystal chicken wing...hehex...yippe...!!!! Oh yeah!!!!!!
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(Hehe...so happi wif u todae...although wait for u for such a long time..but nvm lar..can c u can le lar...todae got no perfume not nice de..haha...lolx....=p...hmm....guess tonite mi piglet's gona shink again...poor piglet...dear...i luv u...)
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Blogged @ 11:50 PM
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Mood report saes: Boring...
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Yet another rotting dae at home. Sigh. Oh well....todae woke up in the afternoon...had mi breakfast..den went online and started tokin to kaiwen. After tt...kaiwen sae he wan to go watch SCV lo...coz his parents not at home mahx...so he can b king at home. Okie lo...let him b...so both of us went offline le...den mi went to tidy up mi cabinets...hehex...mi cabinets hor..so messy lo...so long nvr tidy le..since i started working...den all the clothes juz anihw put inside..haha. Lucky todae gt time...clear properly lo..hehex. After all tt went to watch mi favourite zhen qing..hehex..after tt juz nice haf dinner lo...yumyum..mi favourite fish slice soup...wahx..so nice lo...the salted vege...the fish so fresh!!!!! So heavenly.. Hmm...after tt sat down watch tv lo...den tt's all about mi at home...sigh*
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(Aiyo...miz u again lar dear..evt like tt de..not fair...muz miz u so much...mi piglet is slimming down le lo..coz i kp hugging it as if i hugging u lo..so mi piglet recently shrunk in size le...miz u so much...dear dear...muack! Keke* )
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Blogged @ 10:30 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: happi...
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Todae woke up at 9...wake mi dear up...hehex...den after tt started washing up and stuffs...mi wore new clothes...new accessories lo....yippe...so happi...den when after bom bom..realise it was 10:20 le..den kaiwen tell mi he's gona reach earlier lo..so sian...den i sped up..ate mi breakfast which was chwee kway lo..den in the end still late...hehex....kaiwen was under mi block...haha...i was late for like ...10 minutes...lolx. Hm...we headed for the sembawang park lo...to get mi pay at the Beaulieu restaurant.Mi saw mi colleague, Lisa...hehex...hadn't gt any chance to tok to her coz boss was around. Aniways...after tt kaiwen and I went to take a walk around the park lo. Hmm...while we were toking...we saw a ger crying so damn loud...n sitting down on the grass patch. She was like quarelling wif the guy beside her who was standing up. Both dis guy and ger is around 15 or 16. And aniways...the guy is half naked. When the guy tried to hold the ger up..she was kinda like saying.."dun touch mi"..its kinda unclear coz i dun understand melayu. But based on mi interpretation...the guy probably done something to the ger during the night lo..ermx....tt's wad i thk....shd b it lo....
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Aniways....kaiwen and I watched this till we found out we were late for the date le..haha.....it was already 1:20...supposed to meet felicia and jiang han at 2 at Suntec Sizzler...haha...went late...around 2:30...lolx. The four of us...had lunch together...the buffet...sizzler's mushroom soup so nice...yummy...i had pacific dory for main course. Hmm..kaiwen so poor thing...haha...kaena mi torture again. I took his fork..put alot of fries...den added alot of chilli sauce to it..den added pepper...lemon juice...added abit of salt...hehex...made kaiwen eat up..Lolx. Hmm...Jiang han was laughing at Kaiwen though...hmm...jianghan always eat so fast...we juz finished our soup..he finished his sirloin steak le...lolx. Felicia and i wanted to take a pic together..and dis Jiang han played a joke on us.-.-....oh well...Kaiwen had his favorite vanilla ice-cream...felicia and Jianghan shared an ice-cream innitially...but later coz Jiang han was unfair..Felicia took another cone to eat. I was too full..cannot sqeeze in any more ice-cream..so just ate 2 servings of fruits to make mi meal balanced. After the meal..resting for a while....we were entertained by Jianghan's imitation of the 9pm show on channel 8..Chan Han wei's character...haha...Jianghan imitate till so real...thk he can go n act le lo...lolx.
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After we came out of sizzler, Felicia and Jiang han gona b heading back to woodlands. Kaiwen and I sent them to the MRT station. Hm...on the way to Mrt station..Jianghan and felicia so funnie..haha..their walking patterns was hilarious..i started taking videos...lolx. Hmm..after sending them off..kaiwen and I went to esplanade..we ate the choc..so nice lo....den went to sky garden...fed mosquitoes again...hehex...when night falls..around 8+..kaiwen sent mi back to woodlands...den found ourselves starving..hehex. I bought burgers' king back to eat. Den kaiwen sent mi to mi block..den he also went home le lo....tt's how mi dae ends....Felicia starting school le..wonder when we will haf this kinda outing again....hm...o.O....
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(Although we together for almost 11 hrs todae..but it seems oni like a few hours lo...haix...y evt like tt de...?Realli realli treasure the time we spend together lo...but evt the time seems to speed when we are together lo. Hmm...dear...dun afraid i will b snatched away by Leong hao mahx? Becoz nobody in dis world excepts u..haf the power to make mi heart race. Dear i luv u...=p.... hugz*)
Blogged @ 11:28 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: bored..
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Todae woke up in the afternoon...so sian...ate mi breakfast le..den started watching tv. Big Sis was at home to...foreva mugging her books. Cnt b blame...she's gona haf her exams soon...dis is her final year le...nxt yr June she graduate le..n she's gona get her master degree. Sumtimes...I realli envy her...she can realli study alot..and she can focus on her work..concentrate..which is wad I'm weakest at. Sometimes..i realli look upon her as mi model..becoz alot of things she can accomplish i cnt.Aniways...mama got home around 12+..and basically after shower she took her nap lo...when she woke up..mi sis n i juz nice toking about the Thailand trip..looks like mi mama n mi sis gona pull mi to Thailand to play le. After toking...i got so tired...lying on mi mama's bed...oh well..since i haf nothing to do except rotting..might as well slp till the night.There i go...snoring like a pig..hehex...zzZZzzz...When night falls....dinner was great..had fish slice soup...hehex... yummy...so nice....
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(Todae so sian...2 daes did not c u le...it seems like foreva like tt...so long de...hm...sure to sae mi this ginderbreadger miz mi sotong dear...hehex...=p)
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Blogged @ 10:11 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae woke up early morning...met felicia at 11:30..n both of us head to bugis for our lesbian time. Hehex..wad are u thinking??We are both merely goin for shopping. We reached bugis..den headed for the vegetarian restaurant to eat. After tt we went to Guan yin temple to pray lo. Mi pray again..hope guan yin niang niang will bless mi go sp....>.<....hope so. Pray finish le..we went shoppin...felicia bought jeans..haha...i bargained for her....hehex..den also bought 2 shirts...a belt...all bargain de lo..hehex...den mi bought a top..necklace...ear rings...belt...n sumthin secret. Ermz ermx..we shop till so happi...lesbian for such a long dae...den Jiang han msg us lo..sae he cuming...k lo..lesbian time over le lo...den Jianghan came...bought a bag. This money-loaded guy hor..buy things so exp also dun wan bargain...sianx...
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After shoppin at bugis village..we went to the parco bugis junction there to eat...tt Jianghan so sian lo..sae he wan to cut down on his weight..in the end ordered stir fry dong fen n chwee kway...lolx. After meal..we went to take mrt lo..on mrt was funnie lo...tt Jiang han keep tryin to tell us jokes...but felicia was like saeing.."its ok its ok"...its already a hint tt his jokes cold lo..bt he stil insist on sayin..haha...den i suan him..."oh well...the worst case senario is when u r tryin to tell a joke, and the other party is tellin u tt its ok." Lolx...hm...mi feel miself a lightbulb again lo...a very big one lo....lolx..
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(So happi lo...saturdae can c u again...yeahx..yippe...sure to enjoy on saturdae....miz u dear...miz u very much....)
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Blogged @ 11:00 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: Happi..
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Todae woke up at 8:30 de....den after tt too tired le...tht of slping for a while more...in the end woke up at 9:15..haha. Juz woke up...den saw mi mama cuming back hm. Mi first reaction was...."eh...todae no work arh?" After she explained to mi...understood le lo. Aiya..actualli is mi 2nd sis problem again lo. Last nite she create havoc again...coz she bought a new bra..den wear 2 times oni den mama accidently mix with other clothes..so kaena abit bluish at the side. So this sis was angry lo...the first revenge she took was that she use a cloth and make it wet..den squeeze out the water on the kitchen floor. Oh well...dis is oni the plot...now the starting le...den she was using the cotten wool with the solution to wash away her nail polish mahx...so basically she juz threw the used cotten wool outside of her room, treating outside like a rubbish bin lo. Now the rising part...coz i'm sick...so mi mama prepare the whole jug of herbal drink for whole family...so mi second is bian tai lo...placed the whole jug into the freezer til dis morning den we realised! Climax cum le...coz she cnt settle her bra problem mahx...so guess wad she did?Guess nobody wld guess it correct....coz her tactic is juz too despicable le..she took her bra and hang it at the altar plug there. So damn sian diao rite?-.-".....aniways....mi mama coz dun wan to quarel wif her in morning..so she actualli locked the door when mi sis woke up...n sneaked out secretly when mi sis was bathing. Lolx. She oni came back home when i woke up...-.-...
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Todae went to kaiwen houz lo....his houz hor...although is small....not as big as mine..but can sae more tidy den mine..mi houz like stable like tt...so messy de. His houz seems rather cosy...oh well..cnt imagine lo...such a big guy like him got so many stuffed toys in his room. Hm...wad a mama's boi.....ooops..hehex* Oh well...had a look at his bibi photo...he looked rather nerdy when he was younger...now he looks more like a human...eh..wad am i sayin ne?Opps...oops...i mean..eh....hehex* So we watched the "a walk to remember" at his houz..after tt we went to great world city to watch movie. Reached GWC le..we went to macdonalds to makan...the double fillet duno y...suppose to b very nice...but both of us eat until very ming ku like tt...eat until like kaena forced to eat...haha....den we c alot of ang moh bibi n toddlers there very cute...but den too bad didn't cry...oops. =p Oh well...after the meal...both of us felt so tired...felt so dizzy...felt like slping lo...hehex...so we went in to the theatre to sit n wait for "THE PACIFIER" to start. Oh well..it was a gd movie afterall...Van Disel is juz to sturdy...n he has a good figure...i muz sae...so built!Hmm....Watched finish movie le...den after tt kaiwen sent mi home....
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(Such a great dae to b spent wif sotong dear...although very insensitive at times...but stil dotin on mi so much. Thanx for letting mi bully...hehex...oh well...bet someone's gona sae i psychotic here....stop looking elsewhere....Mr Lim Jianghan..tt's u...stop looking elsewhere. Hehe* Aniways...kaiwen dear...sure i believe u..trust u...n gif mi faith to u..together sotong n gingerbreadger will walk through the storms n sunshine! Muackx!)
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Blogged @ 12:31 AM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: Neutral
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Todae awakened by mi mama early morning lo...tell mi wake up n go bank settle the Tuition loan thingy and all the poly stuffs...so mafan lo. Got ready le den went to the temple near mi houz baibai...hope God will bless mi go SP...den after tt went to civic centre for the bank loan...so many ppl..den the person sae muz wait 45 minutes...-.-"...ydae wait todae oso wait...so sian lo...so in the end mama n i went to causeway point first...photocopied the documents....den after tt went to take the passport size photo...den went all the way back to civic centre again to settle the bank loan. Finish all tt le den went to get mi x-ray report ...den went back causeway point to take mi medical report....den went back again to civic centre to weigh the package for postage..so sian...stood there like idiot like tt...arranging the documents..-.-...but feel very happi when dis poly thin settle le...drag so long..now can sae FINALLY COMPLETED. =)
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Finally done le...n its 1+ le...totally famished lo..haven eat breakfast mahx...by the time mama n i reached bugis its already2+ lo..den we went to the vegetarian stall eat...yumyum..hehex...after tt went to Guan yin temple baibai...also bought a lotus..hope guan yin niang niang bless mi go SP..hehex. Finally done wif tt mama n i went to bugis village walk walk for a while...I bought a pair of jeans n a skirt..n mama bought a bag...yippee. Done wif tt went to orchard..muz settle serious thin again..went to mi colgate palmolive company there to look for mi boss. Boss very gd lo...although the sales price will not allow them to earn..but mi boss still sae he wil try his best to win a package for mi..let mi get mi commission...haha..so gd...so i sit there sum up mi total sales. Sum up halfway boss hear mi sound wierd wierd...den he ask mi i sick arh..den i nodd mi head lo..den he so gd lo..immediately took the colgate mouth rinse for mi..which is gd for throat de..so gd lo...dis boss. Mi sales not gd..lucky did not get scolding..he sae is not mi fault. Rmb tt time mi supervisor n tt dumbo Deapartment head scold mi...=(....hehex! Now they kaena scolding frm mi boss...coz they dun wan order gds..den i promoting there sales bad bad...haha..boss call their manager n scold them all. Muahaha!!!! Opps...i sound very bad eh? Aiya...no choice lar...hu tell em to bully mi...=p
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Settled tt le..mama n i went to far east..i sae i wan buy shoes..hehex...den ya lo..bought a pair of shoes n a wallet...yeah! So happi!!!Den mama buy bread lo...coffee bread lehx...Hero de..so nice...the coffee smell so fragrance...but too bad i still sick...cnt eat..so no choice lo...haf to endure n c mama buy...+.+...haix. After tt mama n i took mrt lo...den halfway through Leong call mi lo..kinda shocked to recieve his phonecall...coz he sae 2 wks ltr den find mi..den we tok for quite a while..coz reception not gd so he told mi to call him when i reach hm. Oh well...reach wdls le..rain so big lo...mi wanted to save money de..tell mama we walk home wif umbrella...den c the rain gettin bigger n bigger..i sae y not one take bus one take mrt..when sae dis...got thunder lo..-.-"...in the end we call papa cum cwp fetch us. After tt...papa fetch us go 325 there eat..ate the fish head claypot..yumyum..so nice...haha....den eat finish le we went back home lo...
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Reach home le..den went bom bom..watch tv..started "showing off" mi "profits" to mi sister..den recieve msg from leong...he sms mi sae he noe y i dun call him..den i tried callin him..but he reject so many times...i thk he angry wif mi le lar...sms him he oso dun wan reply..haix...duno wad he wan lar...mayb time shd b able to subside his pain bahx..hope time can help him to forget mi...hope he will put all behind..haix. Thk he's gona go pub drink beer...drink n drink n drink lo...juz hope he b fine soon..n everythin will b back to normal.
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(So happi lehx...dear dear...finally tmr can c u again..."separated" for 3 daes le..tmr we meet again...haha.... Dear..hope both of us get well soon...den we can go eat all we wan...sure sure no problem mi will cherish US de..mi will pei u these daes till ur mama cum back...make sure u dis mama's boi wun miz her..hehex*)
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Blogged @ 11:59 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: Still sick..
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Todae wake up around 9 lo..den after tt called kaiwen up..den we chatted for a while..den i went to wash up n haf breakfast...hehex...watched the cartoon...it was so funnie...tok abt gingerbread houz...lolx...hmm...after breakfast...got ready n went to causeway point for medical check up. So sian diao..the nurses there tok to loud de..call mi name le...den tell mi take bottle do urine test..den she tok so loud...den everyone there heard it lo...Sian! K lo..i went to toilet...sit there like nuts lyk tt..wait for urine..lucky gt lo...sianx....den after tt went to do the checkup...did finish le..went to the Civic centre there for mi x-ray...hmm...was so damn shocked when i reached there lo..such a long queue!!!! Okie lo...nvm...i queue..after a while..i got stomachache..gastric also pain..so sian...den i tahan lyk wad lyk tt...bth den called mi mama faster cum n line up for mi...-.-".....lucky i live near civic centre...if not i gona faint on the spot lo...den register le..den coz still a long way..so mama n i went to the bank there to register for loan..so sian lo..tt one oso muz wait...so we went to macdonalds so makan first...makan le..we went to x-ray c if its mi turn..so it was kinda sian..we went up n down..c which one okay le..den finally went for x-ray le..the person tok also very loud lo..tell mi take off mi top n bra...den gif mi a coat to wear..den join the queue n wait for mi turn...-.-"....den mi guy frens all bside mi...make mi so maloo....
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After the x-ray...the bank thin..den i went to 888 plaza there for haircut..sit there...again muz wait..so sian...hm..mi turn le lo..den in the end she cut mi fringe till so short....so sian..realli dampened mi mood lo...haix. Den i went home..had mi dinner..den in the end fall asleep on sofa..too tired le lo..haix...tomorrow's gona b a long dae again..muz settle poly stuff...haix..so sian...life's so boring without him....=(
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(Miz u so much dear..wan to c u but mi stupid fringe....=( ...hao xiang hao xiang ni..hao xi wang ni zai wo sheng bian...)
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Blogged @ 10:32 PM
Don't let me go -

Mood report saes: relieved...
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Todae kaiwen cum pei mi eat again...hehex..hmm...todae Leong didn't work de..but he came back IMM to see 5566..coz 5566 here for autography session..so basically the whole place was crowded lo. Leong reached le den gaf mi a call..ask mi if i wan go out see...kaiwen gona cum soon le..if i go out..ltr kaiwen will b alone..so i made an honest lie...sae i cnt go out if not mi supervisor will scold lo..aniways...Kiong got cum n tok to mi todae...ask mi if got go see 5566...i sae no..den he sae he got go lo...den his expression seems to b asking if i wan tag along.(coz his bro not at work..so he can ask mi..if not normally he wun ask de) Thk he stil duno i gt bf lo...Hmm..Kaiwen came le..den we went to eat Food court lo...coz tt kaiwen so tiao ti de...sae dun wan eat canteen food..he dis da shao ye..so difficult to ci hou...hehex. Hmm...eat halfway through den Leong sae he wan cum see kaiwen..so i sae ok...den he came up wif his cousin..den he lyk rotating planet lyk tt..walk round n round...wan mi call him le den can stop n walk forward to us...sian!
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After meal...Kaiwen n I went to walk walk again lo..hehex...oh yes...the stage got dis teenage singing competition lo..den got dis contestant so damn sian lo..so plump..den wear so revealing clothes...den sumore sing the song n pull till so high pitch..so sian.. den she even dance lyk ballet lyk tt at last part....make us got sudden shiver lo...keke* We walk walk lo...den didn't realise the time..mi an hr lunch brk suddenly bcum 2 hrs plus..keke* Den faster went back to work lo..den we too sticky le lar..dun wan separate..den kaiwen stayed at mi blogstack n we keep bullying each other..showing all the combos..haha! Den after tt...realli cnt le..coz getting late le..kaiwen went hm lo..haix..mi sales very bad tt dae...i oso quite exhausted...so when kaiwen call miwhen i off work..i lyk heckcare lyk tt...he tht he did smthin wrong..n start to thk n thk til he cry lo. I wasn't aware lo..den was juz slping on the mrt..walking home..den suddenly tht of the guy tt came forward to mi yesterdae...while i was on mi way home. This guy, aged around 20..asked mi.."Miss..can i b fren wif u?" Den i was so shocked lo..his hand was juz there to shake mine..den i shake halfway le..sae" sorriex..i gt bf le" Den he walk away lo...lolx.
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Reach home le..bombom le..den started to fill in all the poly forms..hm...den halfway through kaiwen msg mi ask mi if i angry..den Leong msg mi ask mi if i slp le..den ask mi call him..den kaiwen also gif mi miz cal..Leong also call mi...den i suddenly feel so fan lo...bth...feel lyk im suffocating...after i fill in mi forms..i called Leong first...den we had a thorough tok. Leong asked mi if i had feelings for him b4..i said no...he felt very down...he felt himself stupid n stuffs..i oso duno hw to console him...i oso cnt let him noe i used to lyk his bro..if tt happens..he will fall out wif his brother. Den Leong said he's gona change his number le..sae he might b goin back msia..n he sae he wun b able to contact mi. When he said tt...i feel so sad..trying to hold mi tears again..dun wan it to fall like the last..but leong assured mi he will treat mi as frens still. Meanwhile..he hope i will gif him sum time to forget mi...n tell mi nt to contact him..coz he finds tt his feelings for mi is getting even deeper n deeper..I agreed. So he sae he wil contact mi after 2 weeks..n hopefully by den...we will b back to normal. Back to tt dumb sotong..there crying and crying...den i call him...realise he cry lo...sianx...den tok to him..after tt okie le...
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(Deardear...sorriex to make u shed tears again...i noe u dote on mi..oni wan make mi happi...noe u are good to mi...so i promise i wun let u shed ani tears again okie? Deardear..i luv ya...muack!)
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Blogged @ 10:30 PM
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Mood report saes: Moodless...
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Todae went to work early...went to tok to Anna le den go start work lo...hehex..den start work le...around mi lunch hour..suppose to eat wif Leong de..den coz he punch card de..so cnt eat so early..so we agreed on eating sum snacks first...den we both walk out of staff entrance le..hu noes tt kpo Siyong wan see "crowd"...tag along wif us..so sian...so three of us juz sit at the bench there makan..tt siyong purposely sit in btw us...-.-"..we makan halfway..suddenly recieved a multimedia msg frm Leong...it saes i luv u de...i c le..duno wad to sae lo...juz kp the msg...den after makan...we went inside..den i recieved another one from him tt saes..."dun wana miz out u in dis life"...oh well....i c le..den i thk of mi dear...den really duno wad to sae to Leong...haix haix.
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Mi had late lunch lo...and was alone de...eating the cockles mee sua...with drumplets...yummy... den chat wif kaiwen while eating at the pantry was juz perfect...tok to him...and suan him to the extreme..haha! It was juz great....kekex...den he sae i tmr die le..coz he gona use his combos to attack mi lo....omg..so scary!!! Haha...=p...Hmm...reach home le...juz now tok to Leong...he call mi..n sae when he saw mi cry...he realli felt so painful n realli wans to hug mi..he asked mi..if tt happens wad wil i do..i replied to him sae i dun mind if he has no ill intentions...haix...I'm getting relieved from dis case...hoping it will end soon..hope mi daes b back to normal bahx...=)
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(Juz wana spend the rest of mi life wif u dear. U are such a tyrant. Occupying the whole space in mi heart. Nobody can replace u...coz u haf already stick urself to dis place. Let our love b eternity bahx. Dear I luv u...)
Blogged @ 10:30 PM
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Mood report saes: Happi...relieved..
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Todae kaiwen cum to giant to visit mi..kekex...came to haf lunch wif mi dis ba dao de gerfren...kekex...Anna and June sae wan see kaiwen..lucky i got prepare..tell kaiwen to dress appropriately...phew..-.-"...(if not i thk he gona appear in his indonesian flag shorts lo...HA!) Aniways...brought him to the canteen...den went to where Anna and june sitting...den i popped the qn..."So how?Look like human mahx?" Anna hear le so sian diao...wan spank mi butt..hehex...lucky i siam so fast..(got train de...others dun anihw learn hor..) Den kaiwen n I order the porkribs noodle...yumyum...so nice...den eat halfway see Siyong n Kiong...hehex...eat finish le we went walk walk around at IMM lo...dun wana go back so fast mahx...(dun wan to elaborate further..keke*)
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Den kaiwen sent mi back to mi blogstack there...den mi walk from staff entrance...den halfway saw Leong...den i ask him"cum bk le arh?" He sae yar...den he remained emotionless...he seems to b angry wif mi lo. Haix. Den after kaiwen left..i went to Anna there go tok to her abt Leong..she sae Leong duno hw to tok to mi...coz he feel v paisei after saeing he likes mi...hm...den he also dun haf mi no le. Haix. So i took the innitiative lo..went to tok to him..den make it more lyk nth happen lyk tt..."U so bad hor..change no also dun wan gif mi." This works lo..after tt..we got tok le lo...hmm...den ltr...when I was abt to go back home..Leong call mi sae he find it very difficult to tok to mi...den sae he very guilty n stuffs..i got so emotional..den started sheding mi tears ...after tt he got so paranoid den he waited for mi outside giant..near the recieving bay there..den we had a tok..i couldn't control mi tears lo..juz keep shedding. Keep looking up...trying to force mi tears back..also dun wan him to see mi cry...den Leong change the subject. It was okay after the tok..at least it was btr..
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(Sorriex dear...make u worriex le..told u i not snatchable de lar...Leong can try to snatch Angela away but not mi lar...i already given u mi heart..wad more do u wan? Anna n June already seen n kp praising u le mahx...i cnt run away le lar...deardear..i luv u...hugz*)
Blogged @ 10:30 PM
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Mood report saes: Sickish feel....yucky...
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Todae stil sick....dae 19 le...still damn sick...hehex...kaiwen oso affected...now he also sick le.=p Supposedly we plan to go out de...in the end cnt lo..coz muz stay at home and rest lo. Haix...mi sore throat so pain pain de...den sumore the flu so stubborn...juz refuse to go away...make mi feel so jialat lar...slping oso gt breathing difficulties..T.T... Todae stay at home all dae...gona work tmr..mama cooked mi favourite meal...fish slice soup...hehex...the fish so fresh..den the broth so nice....yumyum!!! So nice to eat when sick...hmm...hope i will get well soon..dun wana b sick...coz cnt eat mi favourite foods.....Sigh*
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(Sorriex to make u sick lehx...deardear...u sick i oso cnt b by ur side tc of u...ps lehx...deardear...i miz u so much...juz cnt wait to c u tmr...=x)
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Blogged @ 10:30 PM
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Mood report saes: uncomfortable..uneasy...
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Todae woke up at 5+ in the morning...daddy's fault again lo...keep on coughing till so loud...coz mi slp in daddy n mama rm de mahx...so daddy cough so loud...i awake le lo. Wake up le...den keep on sneezing le...den suddenly throat feel bad lo...keep on sneezing for like an hour...den got flu le..after tt went back to slp lo. Den i woke up again at 9+...ate mi breakfast...watch tv lo. After tt went to causeway point to meet kaiwen. We went to eat ice aloe vera dessert..den walk walk around at there. Help kaiwen to find the stuffs tt his mama wanted..but cnt find..lucky he did not get k when he reach home. Along the way met Zhiliang, Axin, Yong huang and kelvin lo...from mi claz de...they stil as childish lo...character haven change abit..16 turning 17 le stil act like kids...so immature...saw mi n kaiwen holding hands..den luff at mi...n even held hands to show us..so damn sian diao...-.-"....
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Haven got mi shoes...den went home lo...kaiwen sent mi home de...den reach home le feel very terrible..feel really sick le...high fever...den very jialat...bombom le den haf dinner...flu is terrible..sore throat feels even worse...sick for like 2 wks..den recover le...3 daes ltr...which is now lo...sick again...duno wad mi body wants lo...immunity so low de....damn sian diao...everytime sick...mi tears will shed coz i hate the uncomfortable feeling when sick...T.T....haix....hope to get well soon....
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(I thought for a long time den decide to tell u abt mi past de...i noe mi past is bad...i noe its bothering u...but wana tell u...its bothering mi as well. I'm realli afraid of getting drunk..I'm realli afraid of saying all these out while I'm asleep..I've been keeping all these in mi heart..n i dun wana let anione noe abt it...because i'm afraid tt u wil leave mi..coz i noe nobody will accept mi if they noe abt dis...thanx dear...thanx for being so understanding...thanx for accepting mi past and mi...thanx for everything...thanx for all that u haf done for mi. Luv u always. =p )
Blogged @ 10:30 PM
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Mood report saes: Worried+happi...
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Todae very bad lo...haix. Last nite tok to Kaiwen till like 4+...den kaena mi mama k on the spot...so sian..den after tt went to slp...tht I could wake up an hour later to pray mi grandma de..in the end couldn't wake up...mi body is too tired le. Aniways..woke up at 12+ instead...den mama keep on doing things till so loud...purposely wan mi wake up..tell mi dun slp too late if not at night dun wan slp again..den she also tell mi to do househole chores. Oh well...she also grounded mi lo...=(
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Wake up le..den go eat breakfast...eating all the junk food...haix...den was multi-tasking again.. watching channelnews asia while eating..going online while eating..hehex. Hmm...den after tt went to fold clothes...kp the laundry in coz raining..den sweep n mop the floor...den tidy the tables lo...after tt went to bombom...hmm...nth much though...todae very bland lar...if continue on...I gona b so long-winded...and stressing on every tiny little details. Lolx.
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Thought tt Leong will call de..but he didn't. Duno wad he's thking...hope he will not b angry wif mi..hope he will still treat mi as his gd fren...haix. Oh well...mi bill gona cum le...but i stil haven recieve it yet lehx...very scared wil land in mi mama's hands...if land on her hands den die le lo...mi always sms so much...den ltr will kaena k again...T.T...she sae wan tok to mi tonight de...but nvr...duno wadz keeping her....hope she accepts kaiwen bahx....realli hope so....
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(Can't wait for tmr to cum lo...cannot wait to see u again dear...Realli duno hw mi life wld b if I hadn't accepted u...realli luv u dear..I dun mind suffering for mi whole life...becoz I noe u r serving ur life imprisonment in mi heart too...i wil hold ur hands..and we will walk through the rain and shine k? Muackx!)
Blogged @ 11:57 PM
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Mood report saes: Elated..
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Todae woke up at around 5+...daddy chao xing wo...coz he coughing damn loudly...he sick lo...after tt...mi woke up again for no reason at 9+...see it raining..went on to slp lo...haha...till 10+..den I woke up lo...Aniways...todae went to meet kaiwen at Tiong Bahru Plaza lo...was supposed to go great world for movie de...but in the end change to Plaza Singapura for movie. It was so damn funnie..we booked the ticket for 4:15 de..meanwhile we went to eat at swensens lo...the meal was delicious!!!! Haha...so full tt wasted the ice-cream lo...haix. Den went to buy the key chain for hp...den buy le...realise we miz the movie..haha...so sian diao...den in the end went to book another one at 5 de...lolx. This house of fury so ex hor...$13 for 1 ticket..lolx...
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After tt went to the sky garden watch stars...feed mosquitoes lo...hehex...but mi realli lyk tt place though...den went to esplanade...top of buiding..hehex...dun wana sae much though..coz everythin in mi heart lo....=p...oh well...gona end here le...mama scold le...muz switch off com le..=( blog a longer 1 tmr bahx...hehex....
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(U r so bad...y always make mi heart race de? Everytime lyk tt...make mi heart race so damn fast...hm...realli enjoy the nite wif u...hope the night wun pass so fast...haix...realli luv u dear...realli treasure every seconds we together...although reach hm kaena k by mama for being so late...but realli worth it...sorrie lehx...sorriex for caging u in mi heart. =p Hugz*)
Blogged @ 3:35 AM
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Mood report saes: Haix...haix...haix....
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Todae was basically bad bad bad...sales was terrible lo....and is very...duno hw to account to mi boss...tt dae the key accounts manager juz came over to compliment mi...wan mi keep up mi gd work..den nw bcum lyk tt...very bad lo...haix...realli alot bad luck lo...duno y so sway de...=( Oh yes...lunch was boring lo...cnt find Siyong...so went alone for lunch...wan call kaiwen de...hu noes in the end he told mi he eating packed food..cnt tok lo..mi bcum so ke lian..eat alone lo..haix...the niang dou fu suddenly seems so sian to mi....=(
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Went back sell sell awhile den Siyong ask mi go eat lunch..so sian lo...but den i got accompany him lar...c he so ke lian...pei him eat finish lo...haha...den mi went back sell again lo...coz sales was rather bad..so dun intend to go out eat de..but den suddenly feel lyk eating roti mum...so went out wif June lo...den saw the long queue..so in the end didnt eat....den eat Old chang kee...sian...but lucky mi off work le can go buy...wait such a long time lo...bought 2...another 1 for mummy..in the end at hm mama sae dun wan eat coz wan wait for daddy to buy gd supper back from msia..so daddy in the end bought roti prata lo...yumyum!!!
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(Hope tt time passes faster tonite..so tt it will b morning...den i can c u...)
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Blogged @ 11:08 PM
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Mood report: sad+ angry
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Todae started dae fresh de...but after tt was bad lo...first is bad sales lo...tt one I haf nth to sae...another thin is I sort of lyk angry wif Kaiwen lo..haix...i noe not his fault lar...hm..actualli is i type sms sort of mushy lo...den his fwen keith(whom i noe) snatch his hp away from him lo..den I noe le very sian diao mahx..coz mi feel so maloo...den i kinda lyk keep blaming him..kaiwen send the msg back sae its all his fault...den the tone was not nice...kinda rude...den I was pretty angry wif him. But I didn't wan let him noe..coz i dun wan affect him...juz feel so angry lo...but lucky in the end we okay le lo...haix. Oh well..sales realli very bad...and I duno wad to do lo...haix...
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(Sorrie to make u cry dear...dun cry okie? I noe tt the three mths thin is bothering us...but no matter wad...juz keep it in mind I luv u okie? Leong poses no threat to u coz mi heart can oni fill u in...no one else. I believe we will pass through 3 mths..1 yr...and 8 yrs...16 yrs...32 yrs...n on and on...till the dae we die...hugz*)
Blogged @ 10:30 AM
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Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae very sian lo...haha...was supposed to wake kaiwen up de...in the end kaiwen woke mi up first lo...sian~ Oh well...as usual we chatted lo...(muz b thkin we very dirty huh? Haven brush teeth so fast tok..hehex) Ermx...den we chatted till so long dun wan put down phone lo...haha. Den after chatting went to work lo...abit sian lo...coz kaiwen gona b working..cnt sms mi tt often lo..sumore Leong went to Msia le..so left mi wif lyk nobody to tok to. Juz as I very sian...mi saw Siyong lo.Haha...he finally cum bk le..tt time he went Marina till so long nvr see him. Now he back le..got another fwen pei mi..muahaha!!!! Den he sae"u cum back wk le arh?Isn't dis wad u always wanted?" Den I reply him sae.." Mi got BF le..." Actualli mi last time kp finding job at IMM..coz mi cnt bear to part wif kiong mahx...coz last time lyk him..so hope to work there so can everydae see him. But now no nd le mahx...hehex...
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Lunch was fun...ate wif so many ppl lo...first time..haha...Anna, Jason, June and siyong..lolx..den mi ate the ribs mee...so nice...hehex...but so sad oni fri got...so mi suppose i gona eat dis every fridae lo...hehex!!!! Yeah...yippee...After tt Siyong and I tok for quite a while lo..he told mi he n Angela break le..den I duno wad to sae lo..nvr tht they will break up de..coz both of them quite okay mahx...haix...den siyong told mi not to tell anione...den I sae" Oh well...ur 'anione' is oni one person huh?Leong izit?" Den he nodded his head lo...sian. Last time Leong almost snatch Angela away...den Leong claim tt Angela likes him...but actualli she dun lyk him lo...duno y leong sae tt...to make mi sympathize him? Duno lo...haix...
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Todae Kiong gt cum tok to mi lo...he still duno mi got bf..i oso duno hw to tell him lo...aniways...he told mi he gg back msia le..den i sae okie lo...duno wad to sae...sae i wan go wif him? Not possible mahx...but he seems to b like hoping I sae I go wif him...now not possible le lo..mayb last time I wld sae tt...but now...cnt b..But wheneva I look at Kiong..I will start thking...y he n his twin bro so diff de...his bro can dun mind the age diff..yet Kiong minds...Leong character so bad..den kiong person so nice..y lyk tt de?Shd realli stop thking abt dis le lo...Like wad siyong sae bahx...now i haf mi bf le..shd stop thkin abt hw Kiong is doin and stuffs..oh well..
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So sian lo...todae mi sales very bad lar...tmr muz jia you le...hope so bahx...haix...
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(Cant wait for mondae to cum...I'm missing u badly..u muz serve ur life imprisonment wif no rest daes...and no breaks!=p)
Blogged @ 10:23 PM
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