Monday, March 07, 2005
Mood report saes: Relaxed...
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Todae is probably the best part of mi life eva since I started working. Todae I got mi rest for the whole dae. I woke up late...at around 12:36...den I had mi breakfast...after tt started going online and asking ppl for advice on wad course to choose. After tt...I went offline and took out the book that Kaiwen lent mi to read...reading reading...listening to mi Lin Jun Jie songs..den I fell asleep...haha! I woke up at around 3:30 and watched mi favourite TV shows on channel U..den went for bombom...after bombom...ate mi dinner while watching tv...den went online to submit mi JAE. Real damn slack...I've never had such daes eva since I started working...or I should sae a year b4 mi O's..****************
I finally submitted mi 8 choices...so relieved now...dun haf to thk abt all tt animore...can concentrate on mi job from now on. Tuesdae I wld b going to work at Baystreet 21 at IMM..gona b there by 5...but shd b gg there earlier coz I wld most probably b having mi lunch with Anna and June...realli miz them so much...hehe***********
Just recieved an sms from Leong..he said he miz his mum...I feel so sorrie for him...at that moment...I realli duno wad to sae..mi heart just feel so sore..and mi eyes went runny. His mum had left the world abt 2 yrs back..it was due to unnatural cause...I would sae. His mum was actually complaining for backaches and headaches..den went to hospital for check up...the doc said she's fine but wld haf to stay back for observation...but at night she passed away. When Leong told mi dis...I could understand his feelings...how confused and how complicated his feelings were..it muz haf been painful and tormenting...*****
In Life, we haf to go through the processes of Birth, Ageing, Sickness and Death. Nobody can escape this destiny. We see ppl being born...we see ppl dying everydae...we feel happi...we feel sad. When mi grandmother left mi..I was realli sad...realli realli sad..that was the first time I felt God taking away someone realli close to mi..the feeling was realli unbearable. But wad can we do?Blame God for doing that? Or blame God for giving us life? These are just things we haf to go through. Without life, there will not be death. We can be sad, but we must be strong. Even if we noe we wld haf to die one dae, but we muz learn to live up our life, so tt even if we haf to die one dae, we haf no regrets. We haf to learn and appreciate life. Learn and appreciate everydae, like the last.***
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