Monday, March 14, 2005
Mood report saes: frantic..exhausted..
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Hope to live in lala land. Realli realli hope to live there. I bet all muz be saying "choy" or "touch wood" coz if i live in lala land..it means I'm dead. I'm realli realli tired..getting not enough slp these daes. Aiyah...keep worrying about mi sales..worrying about mi job..worrying about mi sch..worrying about so many freaking dumb things. Just cannot put everything off mi mind and put miself to sleep once on bed. Turning to and fro thinking about this and that. Haiz...is this the kind of working life that our parents or those working adults complaining about? Perhaps. *******************
Todae mi sales not good again. Last time mi dairy always put "great sales great dae". Now muz change the caption to "Poor sales sad dae". Haiz. Went to work at about 10:50. I haven't had mi breakfast yet..but I bought e lunch box that mi mama bought to eat at the pantry. I was supposed to start work at 11. So I was realli forcing everything into mi mouth so that I wun b late..lucky I managed to reach on time. Lucky mi...haha. Mi first 2 hours was kinda crap. Totally disastrous wif such a dumb warehouse. I took a trolley and went up to Level 4 warehouse to get the goods. Little did I realise that the warehouse is so damn messy with goods all around the place. At first...I was stil patient at finding one by one.Open each box nicely and find. After a while...I was totally frustrated. I just dun care about falling animore as long as I could get what I want. Have to sae that in fact its quite dangourous coz I haf to climb the "ladder" up and down to get mi goods plus the ladder is kinda spoilt and unstable. Although I am realli afraid of heights, but I didn't care much coz the warehouse is too hot(coz no air-con) and too stuffy..mi ears were painful coz its too quiet. So I just went up and down searching all the messy boxes for mi goods. Den after that went back promoting. Tried realli hard todae..realli did mi best to pull customers..but I couldn't get. Must realli reflect these daes and try think of ways to attract le..haix. **************
Mi colleague, Anna, is so funny. She has a son who is same age as mi. Den juz like mi..wanting to go to Temasek Polytechnic. So Anna is always trying to "promote" her son. Sae wad..nxt time if her son sae he's gona bring a ger back to see her, its could be me. Haha..if realli like tt it would b such a coincidence. But Anna realli treats mi real nice..always take good care of mi..buy mi sweets and lunch..always worry about mi and mi salary stuffs..now this job is she intro mi to do de. Lolx. Its kinda funnie..coz there's a guy over at Giant who is interested in mi. He's from the vege staff..the green tee de..so he actualli went to tok to Anna that dae and ask Anna about mi whereabouts. Coz that time I quitted mi honey job and left Giant for quite some time till I got this showergel job and back to Giant. Anna that time told him I did not work le..den past few daes he came back after he quitted the job, with his mum, trying to ask abt mi whereabouts again..haha...dis time Anna lied to him sae that I didn't work..coz she dun wan him to snatch mi away..lolx. *************
Eh...actualli the whole Giant staff been speading rumours about mi and leong..i noe that lar..its the hottest topic in Giant already. But I realli realli muz sae we both are frens lo...those very close type. Anna always tell mi muz not fall for Leong..haha...i always laugh when she saes this. Actualli..they all sae Leong change le...eva since he came back from CNY holidaes. The Giant staff been complaining that after I came to Giant..Leong has not been concentrating in his work. Eh...i duno if I haf anithin to do wif this..coz Leong been hinting mi that he's sort of mesmerized by mi...although i always treat it as a joke or try to change the subject..I noe wad he realli means. He sent mi sms to express already..but I sort of pretended i dun understand. Like i mentioned in mi previous blog..I want to keep our friendship as this..dun wan to change the state of this friendship. It wouldn't and will nvr work out even if I realli falls for him..coz the age is such a big gap. Plus the fact that we live in totally different worlds. Eh...Anna didn't noe abt Leong liking mi..dun dare to let her noe..if she noes..bet she wun let mi haf lunch together wif leong again..haha...***********
Giant realli got wierd ppl...rmb that time I was "chased" by two "durian guys"...that was too scary. Den followed the Dove auntie's son hu kp asking mi out but failed to do so. After that is the poultry department staff. Todae got another one actualli nearing by a metre..but stil turned back in the end. Crap. Hu's nxt? Please. Leave mi alone. Let all fate decide.Blogged
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