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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Mood report saes: Down and solemn, mood sinked down to the lowest.
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I feel so down recently...not because of mi results...but coz of some other personal matters that I dun wanna mention. I realli feel very sad. I realli cnt sleep over the past few daes..been weeping over mi pillows n hugging on to the piglets tightly for security. I dun seem to be able to grab control over mi life recently. I realli realli feel very sad...
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Apologise now for not having an entry yesterdae. Mi mood was realli bad..and I realli dun wan to dampen others' mood. Aniways, yesterdae I went back to Giant yesterdae to look for Anna other colleages there. It was a lovely session with them. I can no longer feel the kinda work stress I used to get working there. Aniways, I went for some interviews at there. Now I would haf to wait for results from the Baystreet 21 and the Seafood restaurant. I waited for Leong for lunch or...I would actually sae is mi dinner. I stil maintained a good friendship with Leong even though there were too many bad comments and rumours abt his character. Even if I know he is bad, I know that as long that in front of mi he is nice...den he's nice. Perhaps...others may sae I'm stupid..but I realli hope to keep him as mi fren.
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Todae I went to Temasek Polytechnic to look at the courses. I was lucky that I can qualify for most of the courses i wanted. Sad thing is Felicia and I forgot to bring our CCA record. So I haf to wait til tmr to go down again for the DAE interview. After we came out of TP, I went to the hawker centre there to eat. i was gorging all the foods I bought..hoping that such will wash away mi sorrows...but mi heart feels even down as I did so.If gorging all the foods can wash away mi sorrows...i am willing to...
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After travelling back, I went to interview for other restaurants jobs again. Now I also haf to wait for the results from the Siam kitchen restaurant. I realli hope I can get a job soon. So that mi workload will be able to wash off mi sadness, and bring mi out of the daes of solemn...
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I REALLI REALLI duno if I can put miself to slp tonite..but I noe that mi tears will definitely wet mi bed again... ...

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