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Thursday, March 31, 2005

Mood report saes: Sad...
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Todae woke up late lo..hehex...around 12+ bahx...lolx...den dun realli wan wake up de...coz mi very long nvr slp till dis late le...(oh yes..muz thk of those in JC and MI de..coz they got sch..hehex...nt lyk us..haven start sch lo...=P ) Woke up le den go flip newspapers lo...make phone calls le..after tt set of to interview lo. Mi first stop was at Outram Park...so sian lo...there were so many ppl interviewing there. Mi wana interview for mi customer service de..but den in the end kaena rejected lo...coz mi can oni wk frm mon to thurs..haix..
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Mi second stop was Toa Payoh..there more sian lo...mi took a long way to find the dumb K box lo..in the end reach there so many ppl interview lo...haix. Mi fill in form le den sit there wait..oh yes...got 1 guy hor...so sian lo...he very impatient lo...go ask the person hw long den his turn..den his attitude very bad also...den he also got clench his fists like tt..so sian lo. Mi waited for almost an hour..den got 1 ger ask hw long den her...den the person sae 3 more...after tt i ask also..the person also sae 3 more...duno since hw long ago already sae 3 more le..so I withdrew the application lo..dun wan to interview for tt le...(aniways the environment not gd also...the ppl there smoke in air-con room lo...sian...dun wan b passive smoker lo...dun wan die young young..)
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Mi last stop was Bishan....there interview for the Japanese rice de staff lo...they sae will cal mi if successful..so now cnt do anithin but to wait lo..haix. After that mi went home lo...watch mi favourite shows and stuffs...oh well...hw time flies..haix...
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(Oni 1 dae nvr meet already feel so sian lo...realli miz u every second...realli hope to spend every second wif u...I noe I still sick..dun worry I will take care de...wun let u dan xin de...Miz u so much dear..)

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Mood report: Happi...
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Oh well....todae very fun lo...ermz..haha..woke up at 8+...den kaiwen gaf wake up call lo. After that went to flip through mi newspapers see got ani jobs or not..coz now still kinda "jobless". Den after tt went to wash up le...den went to meet kaiwen at Dohby Gaut. On way there Jiang han msg mi lo...tell mi he did not go to school..haha...so sian diao. Den he also told mi that Felicia did not go to work. Lolx. Aniways...mi meet kaiwen le we go book ticket for the Son of the mask show. We were kinda like starving lo...den we went to Carrefour to buy sushi...after tt we went in for movie. Haha...of course mi very naughty de..always bully him mahx..keep on tickling him wheneva gt chance..keke* Oh yes..the movie..i mean son of the mask was realli nice...the bibi was so cute...haha...
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After the movie we went to City Hall to meet Jiang han and Felicia..oh well we had lunch together. Finally they got to meet kaiwen..lolx...the meal was pretty cool..especially the part whereby Jianghan keep making mi jealous over his roast duck rice coz I couldn't eat them as I'm stil sick. Den I keep on threatening him with Felicis's mum handphone number..hehe* saeing i will call her mum and stuffs. Lolx...jianghan got realli paranoid...den he dun dare to sae tt again..haha...After tt we went for pool. Mi didnt noe hw to play pool..so did not play..juz sit there watch them play...den after that we went to esplanade for a while..den after tt we suggests to go separate ways. So kaiwen and I went to suntec city...at first was kinda boring...but ltr was cool...when we watched the waterfall..the water got change colour de...den we also went to suntec city there...the top level there..sit there watch whole view...look at the high rise buildings and stuffs..too bad no moon or stars for gazing..otherwise it b perfect lo...but nvm...aniways we all gg chalet in june..so like tt very gd le...can stay overnight and watch..sumore can look at sunrise..yippee!!!
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After tt it was kinda late le...although we were like starving..but we in the end sae go back home eat maggie..haha...oh well...although has to b digested after nxt three daes..but its realli worth it lo. If kaiwen and I went for the meal..we wldn't haf stayed at the top level...lolx...but duno y..everytime I with him..time seems to be passing very fast..I feel like I juz went in for movie juz now lo...if oni God allows us to change our daes to b having 50 hrs...keke...although wun eva happen...but den now juz treasure n cherish all times together..treating everydae like the very last..
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(Do u noe it realli feels realli cool to noe that u are getting along so well wif mi frens??? I feel so happi!!!!Y muz mi heart b racing everytime? Its so unfair lo.Hope nxt time we go out our time wil drag longer abit lo...love ya dear!)

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae very gd lo....coz mi last dae as waitress le..very gd rite?Haha..so aniways..todae very few customers lo..so kinda free lo...served le..den keep plates all that...juz a routine lo. Den todae boss tell mi to go back n get pay on 5th lo...haix. So sian..still muz go back there. =( Oh yes..the chinese chef very funny lo..tt time make fun of mi name...todae very nice to mi...tell mi to go back when I free den he treat mi makan..hehex* Aniway..boss let mi go at 2..the restaurant was kinda free and there's basically nth to do lo..so after that I went Sun plaza makan lo..ate steamboat...the mini one..not bad lar..alot vege lo..den after tt got eat fruits lo..hehex...so todae got fulfill the health promotion board that "eat 2 servings of vege and 2 servings of fruits everydae"...keke*
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Was supposed to meet Jiang han and Felicia at Raffles wif Kaiwen de..den mi was about to leave home le den suddenly kaiwen call mi sae he leaving Great World City le..den in the end we all cancelled dis mting. So I stayed at home lo..den mi took a nap till around 9+..den was on the phone with Kaiwen..den conference with Jianghan, felicia and kaiwen..lolx. Planning for tomorrow's big event...hope no body screw dis up lo...haha...Oh well..the issue about Leong hasn't slipped off mi mind yet...I juz hope he be fine..aniways he wld b gg bk msia dis wkend..so wun b seeing him even if i going back to work. However..reality is still reality..juz hope he will face it lo..mi realli dun wan to lose the frenship we had..now I'm realli wondering if there's realli no frenship besides love for a guy and a ger?Haix...
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(Juz duno y....time seems to pass very fast when we are together..sumtimes I realli hope that time will freeze at that moment...when we are together. I'm kinda worried as well..coz ur relationship lifespan is always three mths...I hope I dun suffer the same fate lo..=(...haix. )
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Monday, March 28, 2005

Mood report saes: Guilt-stricken
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Todae went to work kinda late..took a taxi there lo..so sian diao. Haix..waste money again lo. Ermz..aniways..told lady boss that mi tomorrow last dae le..den after tt mi started mi work. It was kinda busy when I started work already...coz customers came in quite early though. When I tht I could haf mi breakfast..den the dish is cooked and has to be served to customers lo..so sian. Mi in the end did not eat lo. Den got an angmoh couple...they quite nice..very polite also..sumore sae mi bangles very nice..so mi very happi mahx...and mi served with mi 200% lo..den in the end they gave mi n mi colleages $2 each for tips..wahaha!!! First time take tips lehx!!! Ermz..actually is Lisa gif mi money secretly lo..cnt let boss noe de. Lisa sae that time during CNY, got a lot customers gif ang bao mahx..den the boss very bad lo..sae wad keep for the waitresses and waiters..in the end nvr gif back lo.Tips suppose for waiters and waitresses de lo..den he like tt cheat ppl..so bad!!!But aniways I not working le mahx..so nvm lo. Den suppose we are off le..hu noes suddenly gt 2 customers suddenly cum in and ordered set lunches..so no choice..mi suppose to leave at 2:30 de..in the end bcum like tt. Lucky lady boss not bad..let us go at 3 even though customers still inside. Hehex.
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Oh well..so aniways...kaiwen was waiting outside lo...so sorry for him..haha..ermx...after tt we both went to buona vista at MOE building to pay the fees for the registration of the courses. It was realli fun along the way there..haha...tickled him like mad lo...den he so afraid of tickles..keep jumping when I tickled him.Lolx!!! =D So after tt..we went to watch movie at Jurong East. Oh well...we were kinda late for the movie..coz Felicia's mum suddenly rang up and told mi abt Felicia starting sch in april..den we were toking and I was like stucked in the toilet.Haha...so the movie was nice..the eye 10. I duno wad on earth happened to mi lo...suppose to be scary part de...den mi was laughing lo..sian diao..ermz...sounds very psychotic huh? Lolx. In between the movie there were people walking in and out...realli scary lo..haha...den u start to wonder..are they those kind of "things"?Lolx. After the movie was kinda early..went to IMM walk walk...always tt place...haha...
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Went home lo..waiting for kaiwen call mi mahx..den lying on mi bed at nite..den suddenly Leong msg mi lo..so I called Leong. We were fine at first part of conversation..bt later when he asked mi I watched mi movie wif whom..when I spoke the truth..he was kinda sad...his tone changed but he did not sae it. Till we hung up..he sent mi msg asked mi if I realli haf a bf...den I said yar. He was realli sad..den he msg mi sae he innitially wanted to tell mi he liked mi de...aniways he juz hoped that mi bf is true to mi. I was kinda confused..den I msg wrong thin..tell him tt mi knew he liked mi long time ago but juz tt I haf sum1 in mind...told him mi bf treats mi very well..den apologise for hurting him..asked him if we cld still b frens...hu noes in the end he msg back sae he dun wana tok abt it animore. Haix..realli duno wad to sae...I'm realli guilty of hurting him...realli guilty.
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(Mi heart was beating real fast wheneva u held mi hands...I couldn't ctrl mi heartbeat animore.. juz wondering if u feel the same..I noe u got realli worried that I would b snatched away..but I'm not snatchable de..juz rmb tt u r serving life imprisonment in mi heart hao mahx?Luv ya dear.)
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Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae so happi..not coz of anithing...bt coz todae mi last dae at Parkway le..nxt wk can go back IMM le...haha* Although Leong nxt wk not there to eat lunch wif mi..but stil there gd mahx..got got ppl i noe lo...can tok to them. Not like here..so bad...suffering so badly lo..got lame guys here hu like to sae lame jokes and stare at mi like an idiot. >.<...Aniways..todae sales not gd lar..but nvm lo. Mi happi todae also coz kaiwen came all e way frm Queenstown there pei mi eat. Haha...we ate steamboat lo. The steamboat gt 2 sides de lo..got tom yum soup de...and the chicken broth. Ermz..I kinda sad lo..coz mi sick..den cnt eat tom yum de..=( ..so kaiwen eat tt tom yum side. When we order the food..I did not noe hw much we shd order lo..so in the end ordered too much tt we cnt finished. We ordered crabstick, scallop, fishmeat, chicken, porkballs, vermicilli, watercress,cabbage,prawn dumpling and seaweed lo. Kaiwen so funny lo...eat the tom yum de..so hot..den he kp drinking water. Den I purposely put all the ingredients into his tom yum soup rather den the chicken broth de..make him eat until so hot...muahaha! The steamboat realli v nice lo...he didnt intro wrong lo..so nice to eat..especially the scallop and prawn dumplings..so yummy...we eat till so full till we did not even eat dinner..lolx.
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After eating Kaiwen sent mi back to mi workplace..hehex. Told him to hold smthin for mi mahx..coz I was drinking water..den he so bad..go n peep at mi wallet photo lo..told him so many times mi photo very ugly lo..den he wan to peep...lucky mi fan ying very fast..den he oni c less than half face lo. Hehex..den I keep tickling him lo..first time he not scared..den followed on he jumped up...lolx..very big reaction lo..so funny when he does tt lo...(I not psychotic) Ermz...the hour after he left was kinda bad coz mi colleage went for lunch mahx..left mi alone there lo..hw boring..=( Sales also not gd lo..haix..sumore so sway...met a pervert guy lo...looked at mi so close..sumore touched mi hand...ew...bian tai..take advantage of mi..T.T...Really bad luck lo...
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(Duno y lehx..time seemed to pass very fast when we are together...perhaps..one and a half hour is not enough to clear mi thoughts about u away bahx. Hm...mi got realli paranoid when u said u fall for another ger..almost wan to cry lo..till ur last sentence sae is mi lo..xia dao wo le..although todae juz see u..but now still gt miz u lo..wan gif u a big hugz..I cnt wait for tmr to cum..)

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

Mood report saes: Sad but blissful..
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Todae so bad de...did not meet mi sales target lo..so sian..haix..dun sae le lar...but okie lo..I can blame the rain that caused so many to stay at home bahx..hehex* Ermx..todae 1 of the boss cum..Michael came to check on us..he so sian diao lo..took a picture of mi at mi position there. That time took at IMM giant le..at here still muz take.So sian lo..Aniways...he kinda bad..told mi to "check on" the promoter beside mi..also selling our company product de..dis is juz so bad lo. He lyk wan mi to backstab her like tt..=( ...I rather b the one being backstabbed than the one to...backstabbing is so wicked..
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Todae again eating alone lo..so sian de...coz mi no frens here mahx. Sumore worst thing is so many things cnt eat..muz ask kaiwen le den can eat...so sad hor...mi eat 2 daes pasta le lo...lucky he told mi tmr he wan cum haf lunch wif mi..or mi will suffer the same fate again...keke*
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(Noe that u r insensitive..i dun mind at all. Noe u dun tok often..I also dun mind lar..as long I noe u dote on mi can le..Ermz...if u ask mi if I regret..tell u bahx...mi regret is probably not noeing u earlier. There are no other regrets. Eva since I noe u...."regret" dis word has already been erased from mi dictionary. Because u make mi feel blissful and happi..thanx dear...^.^..)

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..blissful...
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Todae kaiwen woke mi up at 8:30...den was supposed to chat for a while oni..den in the end chat until 9:20..so sian diao. Den after that went on the bus..ate mi bread..(got scolded by kaiwen coz i sick actualli cnt eat bread de..) Den felt kinda tired..so fell asleep lo..den hu noes the bus suddenly shift..den I banged mi head on the seats! Sian diao~ Reached there...walk around the place lo..trying to find Parkway parade..find Giant...lucky in the end gt find..den sign in everythin start work at 11:30 lo...Todae although kinda bored coz dis parkway got no new frens lo..but got kaiwen pei mi sms and pei mi tok..if not i bored le lo. The security so sian lo..keep walking to mi and tok to mi...-.-""...got a young man also lo..go and sit at the chair and look directly at mi...he's juz so sick lo...
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Ermz..lunch was kinda bad..coz I keep walking around the places to find food to eat lo..so many things i cnt eat lo..kaiwen dun approve coz most of the time is fried food..if not spicy or cold stuffs..haix. Den went out to hawker centre eat Niang dou fu..hehex...den went back to the freezing position to promote. Its so cold coz the wind blowing in the entrance..den sumore mi behind is promote fans and air-con de lo...so sian lo..make mi feel so cold. Lucky todae sales not bad lar..Met mi target!!!! 100 bottles....oh yes!!!!The parkway there quite nice lo...so big and got so many things to see....most impt is got Gelare and Fish and co...so nice lo!!!! Too bad now sick cnt eat..=(
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On the way back was toking to Kaiwen lo...ermzx...went back home and sae the herbal tea lo..so happi..coz todae mi chest feeling so uneasy..feel as if I'm realli suffocating..its so hard to tok to ppl when u r coughing every few minutes..Den after shower listen to mi sis and mi mum ganging up to list down the funniest things mi dad eva did lo...very bad hor...but its realli damn funnie to review mi dad's doings...mi mum was laughing till she cried..and almost about to roll on the floor!Lolx....
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(Perhaps we are too sticky to each other le bahx..but its realli from the bottom of mi heart.. Ermz..can understand u r insensitive..but nvm lar. Miss ya so much!! Can't stop thinking of u every second...=p Dsf*)

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Friday, March 25, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..stuck up....confused...
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Todae woke up early and went to work on time. Aniways..to prevent miself frm bring scolded by boss for nothing again..I did most of the stuffs that Lisa was supposed to do..check stocks..fill ice..open windows..clean rags..wash dishes..check tables..rearrange pegs..water plants..did all these while she was sweeping the floor. Todae's business isn't that great...kinda bland..aniways there were two customers so bad de..noe we all gona close shop le but still sit there n tok n tok n tok..n simply ignore our presence..n they keep asking for more water. Mi n lisa stucked there cnt go lo..lucky the western chef very gd..help us to look after..n lock the shop when they are gone. Oh yes..Junwei they all so gd..mi oni joking wif him he realli cum sembawang park wif his frens to camp lo..cum visit mi lo..so gd...wad a great fren to haf..keke*
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After work rushed hm to get ready..gona meet kaiwen for movie..was realli rushing lo...lucky reach there not late lo...den we both went to IMM..coz I wana take the file frm Giant. Den coz todae wear skirt mahx...den ask kaiwen to take for mi..hu noes so sway...kaena seen by the department head lo...so sian diao..he so stuck up de..scolding frm him..n he wun let go the matter n called Jason lo..ask him y ask mi to cum in Giant to take juz like tt...I so sian diao...feel so sorry for Jason. Duno if its i thk too much or wad..but I feel that dis department head seems to be taking revenge or wad..duno if kiong told dis department head I liked Kiong last time..if realli got tell..dis department head might be thking that I'm fooling wif Kiong's feelings..tt's y his scolding mi like madn taking revenge for Kiong. Wadeva he is..he's juz sick!
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Aniways...after we gt off Giant...kaiwen n I went to boon lay to watch Ms congeniality 2..our stomach were growling badly..wanted to eat dinner but no time coz show starting..so we went to get some tako pachi.Well tt's probably the funniest part bahx...we were thking all sorts of ways to stuff it in mi bag lo...sian diao..coz kaiwen did not bring a bag..lucky in the end we managed to smuggle it in..or it'll be bad. The show was damn Nice!!! So damn funnie!! Got 1 part so sian diao..mi reaction bcame so big that I dropped the whole water I was drinking..n it fell to the ground..oh well..in the end..kaena kaiwen laugh lo. -.-"... After tt wan go eat..but it seems that we were not hungry at all..so we left there..n went back...den Kaiwen so gd..sent mi home lo..reach Causeway point le den we went to take neoprint..hehex...mi too long nvr take neoprints le..so todae abit numb lo..take not nice de lo..look so dumb..haix....n sumore mi not very familiar wif the machines...lolx. After that he sent mi back home..poor kaiwen haf to travel back alone...
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Reached home..was smsing kaiwen..den realise felicia and jiang han got problem le..haix..dis two persons hor..realli duno wad to sae lo..they muz realli try to thk on each other's side...their relationship already so perfect lo..but the main thin is they dun thk on each others' side..haix.. but lucky in the end they managed to solve the problem. Well..its realli not easy to get together for such a long time le..its been a long way..shd always thk b4 u both act...if juz coz of 1 tiny little thing break..its so unworthy..u two haf been through so much difficulties to get together!!!I noe mi dis ex-cupid old le..already retire le..but u both muz realli listen to dis lo..accomodation is the most impt thin to keep couples together..its not counting hw many times anione of u haf sacrificed..but whether is it tt time u shd sacrifice. Sounds chem huh? Hehex...
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(Noe u v nervy todae lar...I dun mind lar...as long as I noe u luv mi as much can le...kekex...oh yes..so sorriex to drag u down todae...make u kaena scolding by tt department head as well..sorriex...=( ps lehx..)

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Mood report saes: Sad..furious...frustrated..
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Todae I'm juz so unlucky. Went to work den found out that I'm the oni waitress todae. Lisa not here. Den I started doing wad I'm doing always..den boss came lo..started scolding mi..ask mi y the windows not open..den ask mi y the ice container did not take the water out..den I was telling him those things normally is not I do de..and I didnt realise the windows were not open as I came from the back door de..so sian lo..early morning kaena scolding le. Den he scold mi sae cum work for a week le still haven learn from Lisa..I tried to explain lo...coz Lisa nvr taught mi wad to do..I normally juz try to see wad I can find to do. And normally the time I go Lisa finish everything le. Den boss sae he dun eva wan to see dis kinda thin happen again. So sian..feel so dotz..scolded like tt. I'm a waitress lo..when he hired mi the title is waitress..not a maid..not a cleaner. Thought I could learn all the essential skills of waitress job..but wad am I learning now? Mop the floor???? Wipe the windows????Water the plants????Wash the dishes???Write the menu???Folding napkins???Filling Ice???Checking stocks???These are exactly wad I've been doing..I'm juz so damn frustrated..mi life is being messed up by dis job!!! I feel exactly like a maid...its no wonder that there's so many ppl are quitting this job coz the boss nvr treats us like waitress..or shd I sae..he nvr treats us like humans.This kinda jobs he dun even ask his daughter to do..and he expects us to do it ALL. That is so UNFAIR. I realli haf to quit..i could no longer feel the job satisfaction I used to get.I wan to end mi suffering!! (Sorriex if I'm venting mi anger here..)
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There were oni 2 customer todae...2 angmohs..not pretty much stuffs to be done..I oni noe I keep coughing..and it seems to be endless. After work mi Handphone is like busy lo...so many messages and miss calls...sian diao. After work went to stargate return vcd..den went to Woodlands community centre to check out the yoga classes lo...den went home. I was caught in the rain...so drenched...gingerwet ger...haha...den cum home bom le den recieve msg from kaiwen...sotong drenched also..hehex..wet sotong..keke* (Hope he wun fall sick) Ermz..aniways.. after tt got kinda tired and lied on bed for a while to rest..after dinner ask mama can go msia genting lo..den still cnt..so sian diao...been wanting to go msia ever since O's ended..now earn money le tht can go...but she still dun let..T.T..
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(Sorriex if I'm disappointing u...ps lehx....^.^...Dsf..always b by ur side no matter wad...=p)

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Mood report saes: If Singapore has a flood...its realli gona b mi tears..mood down to lowest point..
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Haix Haix Haix. Woke up at 8 and got the biggest shock of mi life. Went online in the morning.. went to log in Jae..got into Temasek Polytechnic, but is Applied food science and nutrition(mi third choice). I was so sad when I saw it. I realli thought I could get into Singapore Polytechnic but I couldn't. Saw the result le den very sian diao..immediately called mi boss to apply leave..and went to Singapore Polytechnic to appeal. Now cannot do anithing..can oni wait til end of april. Morning tok to Mama on the phone..tok to iggy also..tok till i cry lo...crying for whole morning le...realli realli hope to go SP study business admin..so that I can major in tourism. Now it seems mi dreams are shattering.Tht can go SP..same with kaiwen mahx..nxt time can study 2gether..but now bcum like tt...haf to wait till end of april den noe..juz hope tt more ppl appeal out of business admin..otherwise I cnt get in...=(
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Dun wan eat breakfast de..den kaiwen nag mi..tell mi eat..so I asked mi mama for lunch..(or breakfast)..den after tt went home. I was telling her abt mi frens being unable to enter the choice they wan...even got cases whereby they were set into their last choice. One even worst still..she got a call from Moe sae they didnt recieve her application for Jae! The system is realli terrible..Haiz...y muz it b our year to haf dis Jae system? I'm juz so disappointed with dis jae...dumb computers causing so many ppl's unsatisfaction...>.<
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I came home in the afternoon..was watching the "A walk to remember" disc 1...couldn't understand the story. After that was sort of tired..den intended to go and take a nap. In the end couldn't slp...mi body is tired but mi mind juz refused to shut down..keep thinking abt the posting results.T.T...keep thinking about that..and I juz cnt stop coughing..haven recover from sickness yet..haix..Bad luck lo...dis few daes...kaiwen sae gd things will cum..yar..mayb mi oni gd luck is I got commision for mi promoter job bahx..and its 30cents per bottle.Dis cuming wkend gona go to parkway to sell..its so far frm mi houz..and haf to travel lo. =(
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Hmm...mama catch cockroaches very funnie lo..she so funnie..was shouting while she's catching..so damn funnie!!!! She caught so many cockroaches lo.Think the whole family of cockroaches. Haha...mi big sis boifren gaf her a coffee machine to make coffee de..she didnt open it n placed it into the cabinet. Mi mama was catching the cockroach mahx..den she open the box carefully..and was saying "Aiyah...muz b careful..b careful of enemy hiding..muz b careful.." She finish catching she was scolding the cockroach corpses lo.."Aiyo...already warned u all not to cum mi houz le..such a big gang here...cause such a mess in mi houz..hw many times muz I warn u??!!" Cannot stand it lo..she so damn funniex..coz I always get goosebumps when I see cockroaches..so i didnt help her..juz stood there and laugh at her..Lolx!
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Juz now call Leong..told him mi got posted to school I dun wan.Hmm...he told mi he went msia in the morning to book air ticket to go back msia during Ching Ming Festival with his brother n his cousin. His brother n him were caught at the customs. So sian lo...they detained for half and hour...the officer tht they both took drugs..i guess...asked them to take urination test. Lolx.
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(Even if the curse is true..I wun eva regret. Feel so blessed wif u by mi side...thanx for being by mi side..^.^)
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Monday, March 21, 2005

Mood report saes: in high spirits…
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Todae woke up on time…and went to work on time. When I reached there,.kinda shocked coz I did not see the cleaner hu always gif mi a bad face. Instead I saw a chinaman lo..from wad I heard is the cleaner got fired by the boss. Ermz..perhaps..its all coz he got a very bad attitude and plus the fact that he always do not wash his dishes well. Aniways..the new cleaner(chinaman) is very friendly..also haf very positive work attitude as well. Went there..actually gt nth to do…coz the cleaner haven washed the dishes yet. So I was wiping the tables and putting ice into the containers. After that I had lunch. The Chinese chefs cooked the fish head and lettuce with mushrooms. It was so yummy!!!! Hmm…after that I went to work..den came quite a lot of customers. The point of time I was busiest was during the time whereby there were 4 customers hu came and requested for the function room. The function room is usually opened for 20 ppl…but no choice..open for them..den on the air-con and served all the food. After they left…its kinda disastrous..coz I had to clear all the stuffs by myself. Kept the dishes and cups..plates..den took the heavy glass up..took the cloth from the table..den swept the floor..cleaned everything and finally arrange everything back to the usual Chinese settings. Sigh*
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Kaiwen came fetch mi from work. Den we went to suntec city for the foodfest. Wasted money coz that hueva kaiwen’s fren told him that its at Raffles city..den when we came out..we realized that its at city hall. So sian diao lo…haiz…nvm..den we went in..walked for a while..kaiwen keep complaining I torturing him coz we kept walking and not buying any food.(He’s starving) As we walked to near end..I met mi previous honey boss. It was kinda bad..the feeling was bad…kathy kept telling mi to cum back and work for boss…I was not intending to do so…dun wana be cheated. Boss was rather unfriendly todae as well. Aniways, kaiwen and I ate siew mai…katong laksa…tako pachi..so yummy!!! (Thank goodness kaiwen did not waste food….-.-) After that we went to Dolby Gaut..wan watch movie but its kinda late…den went back causeway point….bought ice-cream from Gelare..it was so yummy..den we found that the Robots got an earlier time slot den we watched. The movie was so nice!!! So damn funnie..I really used to hate robots..but after watching this humourous show..realli find robots kinda cute…hehe!!
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(11:59pm…todae’s 21st of march..I will always remember dis dae…coz todae’s the dae I’m gona knod mi head and sae a yes. Hope you will love mi, dote mi, and treasure mi. Of course, I’m gona sae, I luv ya too.^.^)
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired...
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Todae very bad lo...woke up so late...was supposed to wake up at 9am de...mi heard mi alarm..but i tht I can still lie a while more..in the end I woke up 45 minutes ltr. So sian lo..den I faster bom bom..den faster get ready..den left hm at 10:20..den chiong all the way to MRT station lo. So sian lo..ppl chase bus I chase Mrt de..T.T...sob* Hm...But lucky reach there on time lo. Todae sales not realli good..although btr den yesterdae...but still cnt hit mi 100 bottles personal target lar..haiz*
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Todae went to eat lunch wif leong...sae he not very hungry lo...den he ate bun oni lo...as usual mi order very slow. Hehe* I naughty again..go and hide the bun at the cashier there..bt he got find lo. Coz he bought two buns..after he finish eating a bun I faster take away the other one dun let him eat. Haha..den he so sian diao..lolx. Den we finish eating...we went to watch Wong Lee Hong autography session. So many ppl lining lo...mi god!! They all wait there like crazy...den at there we met Kiong and another fren of his. Den the four of us stood there and look at the ppl there. Haha..den coz Leong got punch card one..so muz go back le..so we left without seeing Wong lee hong. Den when I was selling mi palmolive products...Kiong came back le lo..he stayed there ltr den us. He asked mi y i so fast left..den I sae mi time's up.Den he sae he late for 15 minutes. Hear him sae finish tt line..I walked back to mi counter..didn't realise that he was behind mi back. I went back den I started toking to mi colleague. Turned back and found Kiong trying to grab mi attention. He walked to mi and show mi the picture he took. Den i nodded mi head and sae "dis photo so small cnt even see Lee hong..worth it to b late for 15 minutes arh?" Lolx* After a while, saw Anna and June. They told mi they juz went to see Lee hong..tell mi faster go see coz he very handsome. So I faster drag Leong go and see. See le..aiyo..he realli very yan dao lo..cannot stand it...
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Hmm..I came back after that and went to find Anna and told her hw handsome he is...den Anna told mi she and June not very happi when I always tok abt Leong. She sae she dun like mi always go out with Leong. Den I was trying to sae that we both frens oni..den she joked to sae I btr dun fall for him. I hear le so sian diao lo..realli got nth to sae...we realli oni frens mahx. That time I dreamt I got married at 17..den I got tell Anna about dis dream..also got tell some other butchers. In the end..Anna and the whole Poultry department go and buy 4D..1617..but it didn't open on sundae.So they were blaming mi..sae I cause them lose money..hu noes in the end it opened on wednesdae!!! Haha..from that dae on..they kp asking mi for numbers..lolx. So Anna todae was saeing mi "husband" muz b Leong..sae I dun dare to sae it out. So sian lo...how could that b possible?!! Lolx*
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Mood report saes: Exhausted...Happi...
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Todae went to work at Giant.Todae kinda relac at promoting lo...coz todae when I went there..there were already abt 26 bottles sold. Aniways..I continued to sell...tried mi very best..in the end sold 73 bottles. Hmm...I've met mi very own first target...but not mi second. Nvm...tmr mi try mi best again. Hehex* Went to eat lunch wif Leong..his order came first..den he finish eating le den I eat. Mi order so slow..sianx~ I was kinda naughty todae...hehe..Leong dun like to eat green chilli(same as mi)..so we always remove the chilli from the dish to plastic plate. Den Leong removed the green chilli le..den he went back to the stall to take a spoon. While he was doing that..I put all the green chilli back to the dish...Haha!! He cum back see I laugh until face red red..den I point to his dish..he so sian diao.Lolx! (Hu tell him to not wait for mi order to cum den eat...he shd noe I eat very slow de mahx..)
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Todae went up to Level 4 to take stocks lo..hm...was serching high and low for some stocks de...the stocks so messy..like the storeman always lazy nvr do their part like tt. Hm..aniways..was serching den I walk into the hole and find den I saw Kiong on the other side. Den i smile to him..den he also did the same. When he saw mi climbing the ladder..he came over to mi lane and ask mi wad I finding. I didn't want to trouble him coz we work different department so I said I duno hw to explain. Den hw I noe he started looking for all the palmolive boxes. he got find for mi...I thanked him den left the level 4 lo. Hmm..at this point of time..perhaps..the wounds in mi heart has already been healed. The feeling of embarrassment has already left with the feelings. I used to like him..but its coz the age is too much of a problem..we couldn't get together. He noes I liked him once(and he did like mi too)..we used to feel embarrassed when we meet..but now I dun feel it animore. I'm thankful that he made mi realise that mi heart still noes how to "live" for someone coz its been such a long time since I haf a feel for sumone eva since I broke up. Well..the feelings for him had already subsided. Mi heart once feel hurt..but I nvr regretted telling him I like him. I noe that both of us will always be good frens even if we cnt get together. =)
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Todae alot of times got go Anna there...den the honey promoter from SNN keep staring at mi..haha...there were times she and her husband juz went to walk pass mi. Lolx. Hm..I used to sell honey...and we were once competitors. There were much of rivalry competition going on. But now..it seemed that all those had already faded away after I changed to work for another company. Its kinda different for mi company now. The relationship I haf with other promoters from other competing promoters is btr. We are friendly towards each other..and there is no intense competition. We can even help each other in promoting. The feeling is so different. After a dae's work..I'm feeling so exhausted. Hope tmr sales b gd bahx! ^.^
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(Sorriex if I realli hurt u in any conversations last nite. Hmm...I did feel something when I saw the words.But I'm juz not too sure if mi feeling this time is as strong as the past few times.Perhaps I'm realli too indecisive and wishy washy towards relationship.)
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Friday, March 18, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae feel so happi!! Mi sales is great todae!! Hehex....I even met mi own target!! Todae went to work at Giant, promoting Palmolive products. Supposedly I'm gona b promoting the showergel..but den todae mi "shifted house". Last week promoting near the drinks area...todae Jason shifted mi to near mi main entrance. The fengshui very good here...mayb coz its entrance..tt's y ppl cum in will see mi products lo. So aniways, I'm promoting the showergel, shower cream and shower cream. A total of 7 products, each wif two sizes. Mi so shocked when I was told to promote all 7 products coz mi did not bring mi notes..n haf not done any homework about other products bsides mi showergel. So sales not bad todae..hehex..the other companies' promoters told mi that they oni saw mi selling..they couldn't sell theirs..haha..they ask mi guilty or not...lolx...wad am i suppose to sae? If I'm guilty..den isn't I a betrayer?If I'm not..isn't I too unfeeling?-.-
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Todae Leong did not cum lo...almost cause mi to b eating alone. Lucky mi got Anna and June to pei mi lo...if not i lonely le. I ate niang dou fu...den Anna sae mi liking and hers very similar..nxt time can realli b her daughter-in-law...lolx. She always sae like tt...make mi always laugh till cnt tahan lo. Den she told mi tt her son in the end chose SP coz TP dun haf nautical engineering. Haha..So in the end both her son and I gona b in same sch. Hm...wheneva I take mi trolley getting near Anna, the SNN company honey promoter will sae "Hey..ur daughter-in- law is here!" Lolx. She so funny. Anna told mi tt this honey promoter still childless...she and her husband too old le dun wan to have bibi animore. Den Anna sae dis promoter see I cute..ask mi wan to b her god daughter or not..Lolx. But den..mi got 1 godmother liao lo..hehex* I dun mind lar..but den mi not a very good daughter lo...very naughty de...=p
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Todae bought alot of herbal drink from the shop to drink lo...hope can recover soon..if not mi throat gona suffer badly. In the dae is still ok...but den in the morning juz wake up..mi throat so dry...den at night kp coughing also..so jia lat. I think I muz haf overworked le..keep working without rest lo..ltr gona learn yoga during night time again. Hm..perhaps shd haf listened to Leong to rest and dun work till i start sch...but den...mi stil tht of getting mi third job...lolx. Anione hu reads till dis line muz b saeing.."siao"..but den mi character is like tt..I can b very lazy..but when I want to work..I can b a 100% workaholic. Haiz...wednesday get posting result le..hope I can get to Singapore Polytechnic lo...Oh yes oh yes...n hope mi sales b good tmr as well!!^.^
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired..Happi...
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Todae wake up at 8...went for shower..den was supposed to b able to reach there at 10 sharp de...hu noes in the middle of the way the bus driver stopped the bus and crossed the road and buy his food from the hawker centre..So damned sian lo...haix* But reached there quite happi lo...coz there were not much cutleries for mi to wash...so rather relaxed till boss tell mi n the other waiter to go and wipe the window planes lo..so sian...den todae customers quite little also. Oh yes..there's one family hu came so ma fan de lo..a couple wif a granny,another adult and 3 other kids. So they came in and order the drinks first. At first I served the lime juice. When I was about to serve the dish...the kids spill the lime juice..den they asked for orange juice. I mopped till so hard lo...den even wiped the table nicely while the other waiter served the orange juice. When I was about to serve the dish, the other waiter told mi to take the mop again coz they spilled the orange juice! So sian lo....mop again but dis time very jia lat coz the floor got so many orange bits...so difficult to mop.Arggghh!!!! Den when they left..the place looked exactly like after war lo...rice everywhere...on tables..on chairs..on floor..wonder how the parents eat also..like nvr learn any table manners b4 lo. >.<
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The rest of the dae at work was kinda lac coz there were not much ppl..mi colleagues and I were folding napkins to pass time lo..keep finding things to do...pretend very busy if not boss tells us to do sumthin out of wad waiters and waitresses shd do..hehe* After the job..went to causeway point to meet mi cousin, mi aunt and mi mama. Went to walk around at Causeway point for a while..bought bread..den I also eat ban mian..very nice lo..hehex. Hm..After tt..when I juz reached home..suddenly recieved call from boss..he asked mi if I can go and work at night. I so sian diao..coz I haven even rest lo..den he tell mi go work..aniways I was baking the raisin cake..so I rejected the offer. Hm...the raisin cake didn't turn out nice..but mi auntie brought it home aniways...lolx...mi gona learn to bake the banana cake real soon..
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So sorrie to Jiang han lo..innitially he wanted mi to get a movie ticket for him at yishun..(he wans to surprise felicia by appearing at the theatre suddenly..)but I was kinda tired so I said no. Muz realli apologise lo....I'm realli lazy to go to yishun..coz I juz went the dae b4(wif kaiwen) Cupid has retired le..hope u will hand mi more menial tasks nxt time hao mahx? Mi will definitely help if its within mi ability. Mi still not in the mood of working...haiz...still in the mood of watching movies...and playing..hehex...looking forward to nxt wk..when I'll b watching movie again. So happi...Haiz...tmr still muz work!!! Hope mi sales b good.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi!!!
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Todae work up at 10...not kaiwen wake mi up de...hehex. But he got sms mi at 9..i saw his msg..but juz went ahead to slp..haha* Aniways..went to work at 12..got 1 or 2 min late..lucky boss not around..lolx. Eh...todae so busy..so many customers...so busy at serving..setting cutleries..write orders. After becoming waitress..I thk setting up cutleries is the worst lo..its terrible!! I have to get the right cutlery..which I'm not gd at..and I kp on mixing up the customers food...mi memory not gd mahx..so cnt rmb hu eat wad and set which cutlery at whose. Got some very fussy customers and impatient ones also....kp hurrying us..so many customers tt time of course will have food slower de mahx..den she kp complaining to us waitresses and waiter lo..so sian..we not chef mahx.But todae actually quite ok lo...oni work for three hrs coz boss sae not much customers so can close early..
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After work..I went to eat herbal jelly lo..getting sick so muz eat dis kinda food hope mi throat gets well soon..hm...supposed to meet kaiwen at 5 de..but after I went hm n bombom its kinda late lo...so i changed the time. (So sorry to let spiderwebs all over u..hehex*)When I reached the yishun mrt..gona call him de..den juz nice see Mrs Kumar(evg home econs tcher) so I greet her. Although leave evg le but basic manners still cum first...after all evg still got sum gd memories mahx. Den Kaiwen n I went to book tickets to watch heffalump..after tt went to food court to eat. Kaiwen is such a food waster..even though full le but muz at least eat finish the rice mahx...c him everytime waste food de..aiyo...(shaking head*) Eh..went to walk walk awhile at North point..den he bought the zhang dong liang vcd..den went to popular shop...look at the TYS..haha..den found out I got so many assesments for O's last time...lolx! Hmm..tt's so cool at popular there..coz tt's where I suan him most! Lolx.
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Finally watch heffalump...its so cute lo..although oni 1hr show..but the piglet so cute...roo and lumpy too!!! Haha...bet kaiwen mux b rotting inside bahx..guess its kinda boring for a guy to watch such a cartoon..but eh..i guess this mama boi wun realli mind bahx? Hope so..Sure the movie will remind him of his dear mama...keke*
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi...
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Todae woke up at 10+...aiyah...kaiwen sae correct le lo...he nvr morning call mi i realli slp late..-.-...hehex...so I went for shower den faster went to work le lo...den reach there late by 10 minutes. Todae dae pass so slow de...so sian...tht I go there late wun haf to wipe utensils...in the end still muz wipe..so sian diao. Got ppl eat steamboat..den boss tell mi to open the gas lo...I so scared dun dare open coz scared explode..haha...den faster go do other things pretend very busy..lolx. Todae washed so many things lo...hands suffering so much lo..haix. Eh...found out hw old tt waiter is le...he 20 yrs old lo...kinda shocked coz I tht he oni 15 yrs old..when he told mi 20..I tht he kidding..coz he looked so young lo. Todae lady boss also got cum..at first she entered den I tht she customers wan gif her menu..den she sae dun nd..den after tt realise she lady boss. Keke* It was rather quiet after three..very few customers lo..den boss told mi go n tidy the number pegs...den even tell mi to use the tarpin to wipe the menu board! So sian diao..I feel like a maid lo..not a waitress!!! I scrubbed and scrubbed the board..trying to clear away the marker wordings lo..but it seems like its been yrs since they change the menu..its so difficult to go off!! Hands so tired...but in the end got clean off lar..den I went to do other things till lady boss told mi to write the menu lo.I got so shocked coz mi words not nice de..sumore very small..den she sae she dun mind. So I wrote lo...poor mi..kp on erasing and scrubbing off coz mi wordings too small...haix...
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After the job went back to causeway point to buy mi hand lotion. Muz really take care of mi skin le lo. Aniways I found one hand lotion very gd!!! Coz I sold honey products b4..so I noe that Royal Jelly very gd for skin and complexion. So when I saw that the hand lotion has royal jelly and honey extracts..I faster grab. Den on mi way up to the food court I was applying...den mi skin feel smooth again!! So shen qi...mi god...its so gd...hehex...mi no longer worry abt hands bcum rough le. Mi muz always kp it in mi bag..so I can apply straight after work..lolx! Oh yar..Mi went to eat mi fave aloe vera ice..so many mths nvr eat le its still as yummy...so wonderful! So heavenly....!!!! Mi throat not feeling well le..thk gona b sick soon...dis few daes muz eat aloe vera le lo...hopefully it will help lo..haix...
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Todae so tired again...as it gets near fridae...I'm starting to fret mi sales will b bad le..haven done mi homework yet..muz realli find a way to attract lo...zhen me ban...wad if sales poor again?Realli hope mi sales b good lo...if not I get the pay also feel so paisei lo...God bless mi bahx.
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Monday, March 14, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..tired...
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Todae went to Beaulieu restaurant for mi waitress job again. Last nite slpt late...dis morning almost cnt wake up...woke up at 9..and left hm at 9:35. Haiz..went late by 15 minutes lo...den when I start work...tht i can do the neccessary by 11 de. In the end when I went into the kitchen...it was disastrous!!! There are X3 utensils than usual to wipe lo...so sian diao...mi first 2 hrs juz stood there like idiot like that wipe things lo..hands bcum so rough..den mi hand actually got 1 cut de..den when wiping keep on touching mi injury..so painful...T.T... Actually I supposed to eat mi breakfast there de...coz the western n chinese chef every morning got cook for us to eat together....but den mi haven finish doing mi chores..not even checked the stocks yet..sumore boss cuming in le so i got no choice..kp doin n doin..cnt eat lo..=(
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Todae I basically picked up everything already...noe hw to hold the plates n trays n glasses..(kaiwen no nd sae i break glasses le...haha) I also noe hw to take order..set the tables...hehex* So todae got served quite a few tables...so happi...lolx. But sad thing is I haf to wash so many glasses...hands all rough le...haix* Ermx..todae got new guy here...duno wadz his name lar...but he very sian lo...boss tell us wipe the mirror..i was wiping till so hard lo...den after a while i see him so free so i tht he did not wipe properly...so i went to wipe...den he tell mi no nd to wipe till so clean...i hear le so sian diao. Den I ignore him lo...continue wiping..lucky i continue..coz boss c him so free tell him go behind to wipe big wok n stuffs..haha!!Aniways i thk he shd b same age as mi bahx. Oh yah...so happi..got complemented from customers lo..todae got a couple c mi take order den praise mi handwriting..(though i dun like praises) haha..mi handwriting is nvr praised lo...coz mi words too small..normally ppl complain cnt c..haha...
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Hmm...after mi work..I went to stargate return vcd lo...den after tt had mi breakfast+lunch+ dinner wif mi mum...haha...too busy to eat..so eat all at one go...muz b thinking I deserved to haf gastric problems huh?Haha...lolx. Haiz...tmr still muz work..actually plan to go for movie de..but den nw bcum like tt...so sian....=( When's mi nxt rest dae? Hope to start poly life soon.
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Mood report saes: frantic..exhausted..
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Hope to live in lala land. Realli realli hope to live there. I bet all muz be saying "choy" or "touch wood" coz if i live in lala land..it means I'm dead. I'm realli realli tired..getting not enough slp these daes. Aiyah...keep worrying about mi sales..worrying about mi job..worrying about mi sch..worrying about so many freaking dumb things. Just cannot put everything off mi mind and put miself to sleep once on bed. Turning to and fro thinking about this and that. Haiz...is this the kind of working life that our parents or those working adults complaining about? Perhaps.
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Todae mi sales not good again. Last time mi dairy always put "great sales great dae". Now muz change the caption to "Poor sales sad dae". Haiz. Went to work at about 10:50. I haven't had mi breakfast yet..but I bought e lunch box that mi mama bought to eat at the pantry. I was supposed to start work at 11. So I was realli forcing everything into mi mouth so that I wun b late..lucky I managed to reach on time. Lucky mi...haha. Mi first 2 hours was kinda crap. Totally disastrous wif such a dumb warehouse. I took a trolley and went up to Level 4 warehouse to get the goods. Little did I realise that the warehouse is so damn messy with goods all around the place. At first...I was stil patient at finding one by one.Open each box nicely and find. After a while...I was totally frustrated. I just dun care about falling animore as long as I could get what I want. Have to sae that in fact its quite dangourous coz I haf to climb the "ladder" up and down to get mi goods plus the ladder is kinda spoilt and unstable. Although I am realli afraid of heights, but I didn't care much coz the warehouse is too hot(coz no air-con) and too stuffy..mi ears were painful coz its too quiet. So I just went up and down searching all the messy boxes for mi goods. Den after that went back promoting. Tried realli hard todae..realli did mi best to pull customers..but I couldn't get. Must realli reflect these daes and try think of ways to attract le..haix.
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Mi colleague, Anna, is so funny. She has a son who is same age as mi. Den juz like mi..wanting to go to Temasek Polytechnic. So Anna is always trying to "promote" her son. Sae wad..nxt time if her son sae he's gona bring a ger back to see her, its could be me. Haha..if realli like tt it would b such a coincidence. But Anna realli treats mi real nice..always take good care of mi..buy mi sweets and lunch..always worry about mi and mi salary stuffs..now this job is she intro mi to do de. Lolx. Its kinda funnie..coz there's a guy over at Giant who is interested in mi. He's from the vege staff..the green tee de..so he actualli went to tok to Anna that dae and ask Anna about mi whereabouts. Coz that time I quitted mi honey job and left Giant for quite some time till I got this showergel job and back to Giant. Anna that time told him I did not work le..den past few daes he came back after he quitted the job, with his mum, trying to ask abt mi whereabouts again..haha...dis time Anna lied to him sae that I didn't work..coz she dun wan him to snatch mi away..lolx.
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Eh...actualli the whole Giant staff been speading rumours about mi and leong..i noe that lar..its the hottest topic in Giant already. But I realli realli muz sae we both are frens lo...those very close type. Anna always tell mi muz not fall for Leong..haha...i always laugh when she saes this. Actualli..they all sae Leong change le...eva since he came back from CNY holidaes. The Giant staff been complaining that after I came to Giant..Leong has not been concentrating in his work. Eh...i duno if I haf anithin to do wif this..coz Leong been hinting mi that he's sort of mesmerized by mi...although i always treat it as a joke or try to change the subject..I noe wad he realli means. He sent mi sms to express already..but I sort of pretended i dun understand. Like i mentioned in mi previous blog..I want to keep our friendship as this..dun wan to change the state of this friendship. It wouldn't and will nvr work out even if I realli falls for him..coz the age is such a big gap. Plus the fact that we live in totally different worlds. Eh...Anna didn't noe abt Leong liking mi..dun dare to let her noe..if she noes..bet she wun let mi haf lunch together wif leong again..haha...
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Giant realli got wierd ppl...rmb that time I was "chased" by two "durian guys"...that was too scary. Den followed the Dove auntie's son hu kp asking mi out but failed to do so. After that is the poultry department staff. Todae got another one actualli nearing by a metre..but stil turned back in the end. Crap. Hu's nxt? Please. Leave mi alone. Let all fate decide.

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Mood report saes: Feelings of confusion+happiness
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Same place. Same staff. Same job. But a different company. Its the same workplace, at the Giant hypermarket. No longer promoting for the Honey world trading, this time promoting for the Colgate Palmolive company. Definitely, this will be a totally different experience for mi. Aniways, woke up at 8 in the morning(Kaiwen wake up call)...den went for wash up...den went for work. I reached Giant quite early to get ready for mi work, got the promoter vest(paid 10 bucks)..den finally started work. It was kinda quiet todae in fact..n mi sales was extremely poor. Perhaps, it has something to do wif the dumb rain i suppose...Giant had lesser crowd. Went to eat lunch with mi fren, Ying kiat.She's such a cute ger...although very ah lian..but she quite funny..and of course she's cute in her own ways. Den went dinner wif Leong again lo...ate Burger kings coz the other foodcourts all crowded. Sigh* Made mi waste so much money again..tmr muz save muz save le..haiz*
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Todae Leong made Anne cry...realli sympathize with Anne...such a cute ger kaena bully...actualli mayb Anne is too sensitive to feelings..I suppose...shouldn't b so much of Leong's fault. Actually..I noe that Leong is not a gd guy..I noe he's done a lot of bad things..including backstabbing of his pals. Tmr he's gona go to Malaysia again..noe he's gona do something bad again..I realli duno hw to change him..or I shd sae I dunp how to help him. I'm in no position to help him. He treats mi realli nice...I also treat him as mi best pal..even though I noe he's done such bad things. Its all becoz I dun wan to lose this friendship. I've seen the truth, I noe wadz goin on..But I'm juz not willing to accept it. I juz wan to avoid from all these truth. I juz wan us to b as happy, and forget all those bad grudges.
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Tmr I hope mi sales b good..so that I wun feel so bad...sigh* I dun wan to get mi pay for nth..realli hope to haf great sales. Tmr also muz cal the waitress job there to check mi schedule. Actualli..now I'm actualli tolerating..I feel realli tired doing the waitress job..but I realli dun wana gif up juz like tt..if I do..wadz gona happen to mi salary? I'll get no pay. Now I realli understand the true meaning of the phrase that was once taught by mi debate instructor Sam, it goes, " Money makes the world go round."
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Friday, March 11, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired..
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Todae woke up at 7 in the morning...kaiwen woke mi up de...(actualli i already woke up..juz lie on bed c if u will call mi or not..haha* =p) Aniways..I was supposed to shower once I woke up....but mi elder sis was staying up in the bathroom for like 20 mins..den after tt is mi mama bombom..coz she has to go for work...den last is mi..haf to get ready evt by 8. So after mi shower I used mi hair straightener...haha...hair finally wun curl at its ends le...lolx. I went all the way to Giant and todae was so fun!!!First time c the opening of giant...haha...first time c the staff so formal..all the department heads and supervisors there get ready..haha* So aniways..I went to tok to Anna and June lo...den I saw one guy in colgate tee..I tht he is the person training mi. So I went up to approach him. Luckily I approached him..if not I gona rot there...noe y?Hehe...coz I mixed up the venue of training..I'm supposed to go wheel lock place for training.So lucky he call the boss down to fetch mi there. Lolx.
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As the training starts...I got abit lethargic..coz I very long nvr realli sit down and look at notes le..after graduate where got sit down listen to presentations like I used to back in school? So long nvr listen..so mi mind got a bit of shut off at first..but ltr was fine. Started learning abt the colgate company products..palmolive..dynamo..protex..plax..menum..and lots more. At the end of the dae...I got so many samples to bring home to try so that I noe mi products btr. Tht of throwing all into mi bag..tht its big enough..but ltr realise tt its not enough. So had to get a big red bag to fill in! Lolx. After the training went to the scotts mall there to eat with another promoter. Den after that I went to far east shopping centre to get a pair of new shoes. Mi this pair of shoes..is always making mi feets suffer. Dun intend to throw it..but wun wear it when I'm working. I also saw a wallet..so nice de..wan buy..but thk and thk and thk..feel I bought too many things these daes..so nvr buy lo...haiz. Also went to buy mi mama fave Tori Q set lunch for her to eat...hm..also got buy mi fave cookie man biscuits..hehex...
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Juz now cum home use the sample to shower..so tt tmr mi noe hw to explain the smells..haiz..cnt write on animore..gta go and do hmwk le..hope tmr will haf good sales bahx... ...
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Mood report saes: Terribly Deadbeat...
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Remarks: Well...I duno if I'm able to fill up todae's entry like normal daes' length..coz I'm too tired...but I try mi very best lo...Bear wif mi pls...
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Todae's mi first dae of work aniways. I woke up damn early todae..juz like normal school daes...or even ltr. I woke up around 6:20 actually. I've actually set mi alarm clock at 8:30 and 9.(Coz I've 2 alarm) Why did I wake up so early?Wad on earth had happened? Mi alarm clock was spoilt? Nope. I did not slp for the whole night?Nope. Den wad happened? All thanx to mi parents lo...they were so noisy in the morning...keep moving in and out of the room..switching on and off the lights...disturbed mi slp. When I try to slp again...I cld no longer do that. Sigh* I had to wake up wif mi slpy eyes.(Eyes already so small now not enough slp bcum xtra xtra small..-.-) So juz nice I borrowed shrek 2...so I watched it lo while having mi breakfast....
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Reporting to work was kinda fun...so fun tt I actualli fell down...how maloo...so big already still fall down..sumore almost sprained mi leg...lucky no ppl see...haha! Aniways..I reached there at 10..looking at that kitchen...kinda doubt the cleanliness of tt place. So many ants! Omg. Hm..mi first assignment, set by Lisa, mi colleague, is to wipe all the utensils...lucky got take fnn b4..if not v jia lat. Serving the customers realli makes mi go haywire. I took down the orders without understanding wad I writing..Imagine! Lucky boss go clarify! There quite quiet actualli..not alot of ppl...but I thk its not bad...although not very high class standards..but I still feel tt everything has to b learnt frm the bottomline. Although I'm learning the hard way...but I still find it okay..(Eva heard of waitress cleaning the cups and glasses?Eva heard of waitress wiping the floor?Eva heard of waitress stock checking?I'm doing tt.)
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Todae bought one hair straightener...so happi..haha...mi hair ends wun go curly agn...tmr muz wake up early to set mi hair...den happi happi go Giant training le lo...hehex* Overall..todae..quite happi...although quite tired..but I feel I've learnt alot .I shd sae I did not regret taking this job.^.^
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Hey kaiwen if u see this msg hor...tell u ur curse did not cum true...I did not break ani plates!! Haha..=p...bleahx..and stop saeing I getting all mi frens to go Giant work le...(although I realli did so) I didn't point a gun at them wad....so dun u accuse mi....=p (Hope ur com b fine soon or mi hp gona suffer....)

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Mood report saes: Happi..excited...
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Todae I woke up quite early in the morning...haha...actually last night couldn't slp de...but coz I dun wan to eat so I went to slp. Poor mi...getting more and more fats le...muz slim down le...!!! Muz Muz Muz!! Otherwise ltr learn yoga..money go down to drain lo. Haiz. Aniways, I had mi breakfast...den started calling for job vacancies. i even tried the pub stuffs lo...mi god...stil cnt get a decent one...den left wif three...one at sembawang, one at bishan and another at Raffles. Of course I went to the sembawang there..its quite ulu...that place...didn't want to go...but juz went try mi luck. So aniways...I managed to get the job...although pay quite low..wanted to try the other two jobs de...but feel that sembawang so near..sumore can work so short hours...so ok lo...take the job.
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After that I went to trim mi hair...changed a new hairstyle..I thk its fine lo..the hairdresser not bad...nxt time can make her mi pemanant hairdresser...hehex* After that went to stargate return vcds...den at there met Kok loong. Then the three of us started joking lo...as usual lar...evt I free will go find Jamulah(Yee kien) de...den of course when the two of us get together will go crazy...brain connection will go haywire..let alone adding in kok loong..haha!
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So happi that i hunted a job...although pay not gd...but got job can already. The beach so nice too...its worth the scenery lo...such a romantic setting...wad more I can ask for? Lolx!
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Mood report saes:Disppointed, Sad
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Todae is so disppointing...real damn disppointing. I woke up at abt 10+ in the morn...had mi breakfast...looking forward to the waitress job. I went to IMM wif Leong..while waiting for the job at 5, I tok to Anna til abt 4...coz I was there too early...then I went to the lvl 2 foodcourt to eat. There I met Anne and Sebastian, both Giant staff. We were talking happily..and I was pretty looking forward to the job. At 5 sharp I entered the Baystreet 21...handed mi bag to the locker..drinking a cup of ice lemon tea and about to start the job..den I told the team captain, Angela that I can oni work for mon to thurs...den she brought mi to Shao ying..where mi waitress job was smashed. Shao ying was the manager actually..she said that she needed ppl most on sat n sun..so I've no choice..coz the promoter job realli offers a higher pay...and obviously I took the higher pay job. Juz by working for three daes of promoter job wld b more than the waitress job for a wk. Imagine! But aniways, shao ying told mi tt I cld get back to her when mi promotion has ended. Haiz...now I've got to find another job on mon to thurs. Sian.
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After that, I wanted to go home innitially..but then Leong told mi to go Giant find him to tok...so I was realli sian diao lo..coz I was already gona cross the road and getting near the MRT station..no choice...I turned the way back. Reach there...tok to Leong...hear him complain his staff..haha...den got a call from yee kien...den we tok for abt an hour...toking abt Yoga and stuffs...den meanwhile Leong got so bored doing his job...haha* After tt we went to makan lo...actualli is he makan lar...I already full le...c him makan..while I listen to mi album lo...den we went down near the macdonalds there...c him smoke...haiz* Wan to bring up the topic about his mum de...but I saw his face like tt...dun wan to mention le...mi dun wan c a guy cry...lolx.
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Aiyah...so sian..now muz wait til fri den can work..meanwhile muz realli find a job lo...MUZ MUZ MUZ!!! Haiz...hope sch b starting soon...hope I can do mi best....muz realli work hard so that I can go University...hope I can get scholarship so that it will lower mi parents' burden. Haiz. Why I always haiz? Haiz. Okay, getting lame. Signing off.
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Monday, March 07, 2005

Mood report saes: Tired..Happi..
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After seeing so much couples get together...after going through so much minor and major problems with the couples...I've decided to wash mi hands out of it. I would normally accompany a couple up till their one yr anniversary and then leave mi hands out of it. Now I am realli tired abt having to triffle into couples' affairs, I've decided to "quit" mi cupid job. So I hope all couples not to refer mi to ani issues related...coz I realli nd a break!!! So worried that if I continue bcuming a cupid...I will realli stay single foreva! Haha...get wad I mean huh?Lolx...
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Todae yet another slack slack dae lo...woke up late in the afternoon...had mi breakfast...watched TV, played online games again..nth much. Still angry with mi dumb big sister..dun wanna tok to her...coz she realli did sumthin bad. How dare she anihow throw a plastic bag into mi clothes cabinet and stuff anithing into the pathetic paper bag!? So damn angry with her...the plastic bag is not very clean and yet she threw it inside mi clothes cabinet! She's dirty but that doesn't mean I am too. I haf skin sensitive. This is not the first time she's doing this. The past few times I've been keeping silent. But she's been testing mi patience. I kept silent doesn't mean I do not care about it. If sumthin's gona happen to mi skin, SHE'S gona b responsible! Dumb sis.
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So excited abt tomorrow...gona work as waitress...gona go back to IMM!!!! So happi!!!! Aiyah...oops...duno how many plates I gona break...=(
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Mood report saes: Relaxed...
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Todae is probably the best part of mi life eva since I started working. Todae I got mi rest for the whole dae. I woke up late...at around 12:36...den I had mi breakfast...after tt started going online and asking ppl for advice on wad course to choose. After tt...I went offline and took out the book that Kaiwen lent mi to read...reading reading...listening to mi Lin Jun Jie songs..den I fell asleep...haha! I woke up at around 3:30 and watched mi favourite TV shows on channel U..den went for bombom...after bombom...ate mi dinner while watching tv...den went online to submit mi JAE. Real damn slack...I've never had such daes eva since I started working...or I should sae a year b4 mi O's..
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I finally submitted mi 8 choices...so relieved now...dun haf to thk abt all tt animore...can concentrate on mi job from now on. Tuesdae I wld b going to work at Baystreet 21 at IMM..gona b there by 5...but shd b gg there earlier coz I wld most probably b having mi lunch with Anna and June...realli miz them so much...hehe*
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Just recieved an sms from Leong..he said he miz his mum...I feel so sorrie for him...at that moment...I realli duno wad to sae..mi heart just feel so sore..and mi eyes went runny. His mum had left the world abt 2 yrs back..it was due to unnatural cause...I would sae. His mum was actually complaining for backaches and headaches..den went to hospital for check up...the doc said she's fine but wld haf to stay back for observation...but at night she passed away. When Leong told mi dis...I could understand his feelings...how confused and how complicated his feelings were..it muz haf been painful and tormenting...
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In Life, we haf to go through the processes of Birth, Ageing, Sickness and Death. Nobody can escape this destiny. We see ppl being born...we see ppl dying everydae...we feel happi...we feel sad. When mi grandmother left mi..I was realli sad...realli realli sad..that was the first time I felt God taking away someone realli close to mi..the feeling was realli unbearable. But wad can we do?Blame God for doing that? Or blame God for giving us life? These are just things we haf to go through. Without life, there will not be death. We can be sad, but we must be strong. Even if we noe we wld haf to die one dae, but we muz learn to live up our life, so tt even if we haf to die one dae, we haf no regrets. We haf to learn and appreciate life. Learn and appreciate everydae, like the last.
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Sunday, March 06, 2005

Mood report saes: Peaceful, fun.
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It was a fantastic dae todae. I went to Temask Polytechnic to look at the courses once again with one of mi seniors, Ignatious before we make our final decision. Ignatious and I bought the sanwiches there...it was damn yummy! After which we went to the Bugis and shopped for a while....soon later Iggy said he wanted to go to haf a look at the esplanade...den we went to the Raffles Place for the Marche. It was a cool one...we even went to the career guides and the university guides at the suntec city convention hall.
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It wasn't a bad dae after all...although iggy and I kept on walking and walking for the whole damn dae. Its been such a long time since we went out together. I recall the daes we used to hang around the macdonalds at 883..and laughing our heads off while doing our revision studies. Realli miss those daes! This senior always take care of mi alot...and never fails to cheer mi on! I also respect other seniors...like Medaline and Evonne chua...they are realli nice! Its realli cool when we get together. Laugh and Joke...real fun. They always give mi encouragement and gives mi confidence. Especially Medaline..I always look up to her as mi role model.(I noe I am far too off as compared to her....=(...haiz*)
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I tried to stay at home but I duno y I always haf some changes in mi schedule. I am realli tired these daes...eva since I quitted mi promoter job. I haf been trying to rest...but this plan always fail...haha..duno y...Tmr I must and I will stay at home to rest before tuesdae cums for mi to change mi job. Lolx. I'm realli looking forward to tt waitress job...looking forward to the return to IMM, looking forward to the place I truely belong.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005

Mood report saes: Uncontented, frustrated.
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I feel so damn frustrated. So damn so damn frustrated. That stupid fwen of mi ruined mi dae. This in fact drags back to the 11 of february, dis guy's bdae. His name in short is Yao. I knew him when I was working in Giant. (But he quitted) He's a malaysian and he's much older...in fact he's quite a nice guy. Aniways, the both of us went out 2gether during 11 of february.I did not realli want to go innitially...but it's his bdae, so I agreed on the date since I've got nth to do as well on the third dae of lunar new year. I was happi at the start..but the whole world came upside down when he did something. That dae, I was choosing a valentine's present for Kaiwen. Den Yao sae tt he wanted to go to the Gents. So I told him i wait for him there. When he came back, I smell a strong odour of cigarettes! I was so angry!!! He did tt for 2 times. I mean I dun mind mi frens to b smoking...but he should juz tell mi frankly..and NOT treat mi like an IDIOT, LYING ALL TO MI! It became worse when he kept on dragging the time telling mi to go here..go there...when I was already damn exhausted! It was already late at night and I haf mi own "quarantine" time. I know he likes mi...but he shldn't do all tt! I'm juz too angry...so angry tt I had not contacted with him. I juz cnt stand him! From then on..he juz kp calling mi number and sending mi smses...in which I got realli fed up with. Hey fren, if I am angry, juz let mi cool down first. STOP pestering mi coz its not going to help!
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So sorry to vent mi anger here...I'm juz too angry already and I juz need a relief. Sigh* Aniways todae I went to Singapore Polytechnic. kaiwen said there is very nice...and saying it has world reputation(wonder if he's lying..) Lolx. Went there wif mi mum..its rather nice...big...nice...but I still prefer Temasek Polytechnic. Is everyone sighing here? Haha...I noe...I haf been complimenting about temasek poly since the start of the year..frens gt so bored by mi long hours of speeches about TP. Singapore Polytechnic is quite nice in fact...dun tok abt the facilities...actually its quite good and convenient. I am now still confused over 2 courses...the Business admin and the applied food science and nutrition. mondae is the deadline...yet now i stil haf yet to make up mi mind. Oh crap. How indecisive I am. Mi bad character is showing up again.
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After the visit to SP, mi mum and I went to Outram Park. It was supposed to be a short trip...but mi mum and I went shoppin the whole dae instead. hehe* We went to buy alot of things...pastries and biscuits...which were from famous brand..so yummy!!! I bought 2 watches...haha...2 at one go..shocked huh? No nd to be...coz mi indecisive lo...cnt decide so buy 2..(Hope nxt time choose boifren wun b like tt..if not very bad..hehe...^.^) I also bought a trackpants..which will be used ltr when I go for mi Yoga classes with Jamulah(yee kien). Other than these..I also bought a SHE disc, the encore album. Its not for mi...but for Leong...he keep looking for a cheap one..so I saw it at $6...so I faster grab...haha. Mi mum and I also went to the
famous Nasi Lemak stall to eat. Everytime we go Outram park we will go there eat coz the nasi lemak there is so damn yummy...so niceeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
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Mi status of being jobless will soon end. Hahahaha! The baystreet 21 at Jurong IMM called mi todae to go and work on Mon. I am so happy..even though the pay is low and onli requires mi to work for 4 hrs..but it's good enough. As long as I can go IMM work can le..muahahaha! Besides that, June also intro mi to the promoter job at giant. But its oni 3 daes per wk...I hope it wun clash with mi waitress job as well as mi Yoga class...=)
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Yesterdae I was the lamp again. Nevertheless to sae, mi dis cupid went to become the lightbulb of the couple again lo...Felicia and Jianghan lo. Yar..we went to watch the new movie called Hitch..the movie is quite humourous..and I highly recommend all to go and watch..especially guys...coz it teaches u all to date. Hehe...hm..todae actually we wanted to go to sing karaoke at civic centre de..but i was abit lazy..and bsides I haven shopped with mi mum for ages. The saying always suggests the Fillial Piety lo..so I "chose" mi mum in the end. Haha..
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Kaiwen is not back yet...he told mi he's gone to Gentings..and will oni b back on sundae. Kinda not get used to the daes without his gdnite msgs. Lolx. Hey Kaiwen if u do c dis msg, tell u mi tamagotchi juz died le...ur mouth so evil..nw came true le...I gona blame it on u! hehe...b careful when u cum back..lolx. Happi trip there and hope to cya back soon! ;p
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Friday, March 04, 2005

Mood report saes: Sore...painful...confused..
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Mi mood actually got better in the morning after I woke up..but after the interview at Temasek Polytechnic for the Hospitality and Tourism management course...mi whole world juz went upside down. Nevertheless to sae...mi interview did not go well. After bidding gdbye at the interchange with Felicia, I went alone shopping at tampiness. Walking around like a dead zombie..feeling realli upset abt mi interview. In the end I splurge mi money on cds...and a tamagotchi. Shocked huh? hehe...sad already of course muz pamper miself lo...I also ate desserts...mi fave as well..wad an enjoyment to eat icy stuff during a cold and rainy dae! Lolx.
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I noe mi poly life wld b starting soon...I haf to get some things...like pencil case...wallet...shoes... watch..I want to do shopping for all these but I'm juz too lazy to go down to orchard..going to Orchard will make mi think about the expensive fares that I haf to pay..as well as highlighting the fact that I am stil under the status of being jobless...so shd not spend so much. Since then...I will feel realli uncomfortable to shop becoz I haf to control miself frm buying alot of things I realli wanted.
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I haven submitted mi JAE form yet...juz feel so stressed lately...realli duno wad to choose...I kinda like the Business admin course at SP...but I also quite like the Food science and nutrition and consumer food science at Temasek Polytechnic. I feel so lost...realli duno wad to choose. I'm afraid that if I choose wrongly...its gona affect mi 3 yrs..n as well as mi future. Oh god...I feel so stucked up lately..mi dark daes seem to b getting worser dae by dae...I see no brightness..I see no sunlight...I cnt feel an inch of pathway that guides mi out... ...
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Mood report saes: Down and solemn, mood sinked down to the lowest.
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I feel so down recently...not because of mi results...but coz of some other personal matters that I dun wanna mention. I realli feel very sad. I realli cnt sleep over the past few daes..been weeping over mi pillows n hugging on to the piglets tightly for security. I dun seem to be able to grab control over mi life recently. I realli realli feel very sad...
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Apologise now for not having an entry yesterdae. Mi mood was realli bad..and I realli dun wan to dampen others' mood. Aniways, yesterdae I went back to Giant yesterdae to look for Anna other colleages there. It was a lovely session with them. I can no longer feel the kinda work stress I used to get working there. Aniways, I went for some interviews at there. Now I would haf to wait for results from the Baystreet 21 and the Seafood restaurant. I waited for Leong for lunch or...I would actually sae is mi dinner. I stil maintained a good friendship with Leong even though there were too many bad comments and rumours abt his character. Even if I know he is bad, I know that as long that in front of mi he is nice...den he's nice. Perhaps...others may sae I'm stupid..but I realli hope to keep him as mi fren.
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Todae I went to Temasek Polytechnic to look at the courses. I was lucky that I can qualify for most of the courses i wanted. Sad thing is Felicia and I forgot to bring our CCA record. So I haf to wait til tmr to go down again for the DAE interview. After we came out of TP, I went to the hawker centre there to eat. i was gorging all the foods I bought..hoping that such will wash away mi sorrows...but mi heart feels even down as I did so.If gorging all the foods can wash away mi sorrows...i am willing to...
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After travelling back, I went to interview for other restaurants jobs again. Now I also haf to wait for the results from the Siam kitchen restaurant. I realli hope I can get a job soon. So that mi workload will be able to wash off mi sadness, and bring mi out of the daes of solemn...
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I REALLI REALLI duno if I can put miself to slp tonite..but I noe that mi tears will definitely wet mi bed again... ...

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