Monday, February 21, 2005
Dotz...
kaiwen dis shY sotong copied mi again. He c mi write blog..he also go n open up 1 blog to write. Copied mi again.-.-"..todae actually wan brin his fave dim sum go visit him after mi off work at 4 de..but dis shY sotong off work earlier than I thought. Furthermore frm wad his nickname is like, he is so blur that he dun even noe where he is working at. And all he noes how to do is to follow his fren go workplace. Sigh* But todae I dun wan to suan him so much coz i kinda pity him todae coz his parents quarell, in the end his mum slp his bed, landing dis shY sotong on the floor. Poor thin.
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Todae was bad..I was actualli suppose to report to work at 10..but i woke up at 10. I guess i was too tired yesterdae..plus I'm nt quite used to the new hp alarm..so mi woke up at 10 instead..and went late. So I haf to fill back the one and a half hrs the nxt three daes lo. After mi work I went to Khatib, Naval base secondary school to watch mi juniors play table-tennis tournament. Both mi C'division gers and B'division gers won their matches. Watching them play, I suppose, is actually a total different feeling. I haf already graduated from Evergreen, I no longer haf the stress of being a captain and not playing well, or facing the problems of inability to unite the team well. I no longer haf to uphold such strong responsibilities and keep on trying to live up to mi position. No more of that. I feel so relieved when I watch them play. It was cool.
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I went to stargate to visit Jamulah again. We chatted for quite a long time and I suppose the hottest topic in town is "when is the release of our GCE-O-Levels?". Every single soul is toking about that. But aniways, i can nw feel the fear gripping mi. I am realli worried abt mi future. I am worrying and wondering if i can manage to get into Temasek Polytechnic with mi desinated course. There are pros and cons abt doing well or doing badly. I juz can't stop thking abt whether I can make it or not. Sigh* I fear of letting Ms Joanna Lee down for Food and nutrition, I fear of letting Mr Joseph Teo down for physics, I fear of letting Mr Tan chai hock down for english, I fear of letting Mr Liang down as he has always been pinning high hopes on mi. I fear..i would disppoint evryone down. Perhaps, at this point of time, all these kinds of fear has already bcome purely emotions. It is no longer meaningful as whatever we get is already a fact. Something we can't change.
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