Mood report saes: Happi and elated...yearning to enter Temasek Polytechnic.
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Todae is a happi dae...I feel so damn happi. 4 years of study finally not wasted. I've gt what I wanted. Todae, is the release of the GCE 'O' level results. I walked in once again to Evergreen secondary school. I was extra nervy then. Worried about mi results...worried if I would make it or not. It was a hell lot of ppl in the hall. I saw all the colours of the dyes of the hair salons. Purple, golden, brown, white, grey, yellow! Aniways...I walked in to the hall and sat beside weijie, mi class mate. We had a presentation by mr yeo wee chong. I find it rather useless coz nobody is listening in fact. But aniways, when Mrs Koh, mi principal held the microphone, everyone went like..."oh mi god....oh no..." Haha...I could c the smile on her face...I bet she is happi and by then I guess the school did well. And we did! the top student was Andrea. It was kinda expected. She got 9 points.After showing the slides of presentations on the various streams' results, she finally announced for us to recieve our individual results.
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Mi heart was panting damn hard. I was petrified even more when mi classmates got their results and smiling away. I was feeling worried and suddenly so stressed if I could get top in class. At that point of time..I was realli nervy. Until when I went up to mi form tcher Mr liang and co-form Ms Ng, Ms Ng said "hey..our class top student!" I was kinda stunned and was wondering if she had lied to mi. I mean...i was the first position last time..mi position was "stolen" away during the prelims. Then I continued the conversation by asking Mr liang, "Can I go Temasek Polytechnic?" He said nth. Ms Ng then said...ur L1R5 is 19. I was so shocked that I shouted. I was extremely happi.
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Inside the hall we see alot of ups and downs...there are some that are happi, but sum that are upset. I would sae this yr our batch is not bad, as compared to last yr. Last yr was realli bad...I saw so many seniors crying out of the hall. Aniways, tt kaiwen did btr den I did...=(...mi lost to him lo....he got 14 for L1R5 and 12 for L1R4...he called mi during the time when mi principal was making the speech. Haha* When I got the result, I went around thanking tchers..afterall its all their effort. But the oni thin I was regretting about is that I did not get an A1 for Ms Joanna lee..for Fnn, I oni got a B3..I feel so sorry and i noe that i muz haf disappointed her alot. I called many of mi frens as well, even colleages. Anna, Leong, Kiong, Siyong, Mary..and even the SHG tchers. Todae is such a memorable dae i would sae. I would never forget it all mi life.
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Now that i've gotten mi result, i can finally heave a sigh of relief. Although to some I had done badly..but wad more can I ask? i've done mi best. I'm satisfied. Thank you Evergreen, for all that you haf done for mi.
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Blogged @ 7:30 PM
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Mood repoert saes: peaceful and silence.
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It was mi last dae at Giant todae. It seemed peaceful, it seemed quiet. I talked to all mi colleages there...the more I talked to them...the more I cnt bear to leave them. The feeling was realli unbearable..realli got used to this place already and treated this place like mi second home. Getting to giant to work each dae has already bcome mi habit. Now that I have resigned, I'm sure that I would haf to take some time to get on to mi normal life.
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Todae mi had lunch wif Siyong and Kiong. Its mi so called "last meal" with them...I suppose. Siyong and I ate mixed vege rice while Kiong ate the western food. Saw another bad side of Kiong again...heehe....he was so damn frustrated coz the hawker took such a long time to cook a simple dish. He oni started eating after Siyong and I finished our food. Kiong was mad at the hawker and went to "scold' them. Hehe..Siyong and I realli mocked at him for trying to fake an ang-moh...eating western foods.Lolx.
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I feel kinda nervy now coz mi wil b getting mi results tmr. Everyone has wished mi good luck..and putting high hopes on mi..I'm really worried about getting poor grades. But wad can I do?What's done is done. Now I can oni wait til the moment I recieve the result slip. Oh God. Please bless mi.I beg.
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Blogged @ 12:25 AM
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Mood report saes: Before 11:15pm I am not happi de....but nw..I'm extremely happi! Hehe...I dun wana to state the reason. But Frens out there juz b happi wif mi bahx.Lolx.
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I was quite happi todae in fact. Afterall its the second last dae at work. After I get mi result, I might b interviewing for the job at the Bali Thai at IMM, depending on how well or how badly I do. If I cnt get the job, I would most probably be interviewing the one at Hyatt Hotel. Both to be a waitress. I haf to get something related to mi Hospitality course so as to prepare mi for TP.
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I woke up late this morning. Woke up an hr late...den when I was about to eat mi breakfast, Leong called mi to haf breakfast wif him. So he waited at woodlands mrt station for mi, den we travelled all the way to Jurong east. I ate quite slow and Leong had to wait for mi to finish. He quite poor thin lar..he's sick yet i told him to report to work coz mi tmr last dae and he wun b cuming. After that we went for work. During lunch hour, we ate lunch together again. This time he ate slower than mi. Hehex* Aniways, todae I heard bad thins abt Leong. His colleages sae that Leong is so indifferent towards his staff and I. He can be so fierce to them, but so nice to mi. I realli duno wad to sae.I mean I onli treat him as a close friend, and nothing more than that. The other staff also sae that Leong often toys wif gers' feelings and dumped them after he won their hearts. I start to wonder if all these rumours are true about him. But, after I cooled down, I told miself that for what I noe abt him, he is quite a nice guy and he's good to mi. What more can I ask for? I believe in him.
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I started reading the book on MRT on the way home. The book is what Kaiwen recommend to mi de...The starting is quite nice...I hope it will still be till the last page that marks a fullstop. Juz 1 more dae to getting mi O's results..Hopefully, I will be able to get mi fossil watch and Iggy will get to eat the chocolate buffet at Fullerton.
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Prayers for the dae: I hope that Kaiwen's parents will end the cold war soon or he's gona suffer badly...God bless him! I hope that mi O's results will qualify mi to TP HTM..God bless mi!
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Blogged @ 12:25 AM
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Todae is a happi dae...hehex...coz I went to watch mi long awaited movie...howl's moving castle. I went to watch wif the shY sotong. It was a nice movie afterall. Although its 3 hrs long, but its realli worth the money. After the movie, I went to mi optician to make new contact lenses. I also changed mi specs coz mi degree has increased by 100 for mi left eye. Seems alot...but it's since 2002. So...its not tt bad. Kaiwen also made the trial contact lenses as well. I hope he will succeed in wearing his contact lenses. Heehex* (Afterall he looks btr without glasses. =p)
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That Leong called mi purposely early in the morning again.Yesterdae I told him nt to wake mi up so early yet he did so again. But aniways mi phone dropped to the floor and I did not hear the HP ring. So I called him after I woke up and heard that he's sick again. Hope he will recover soon or else his brother will be affected too.
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Juz 2 more working daes and I will be leaving Giant. If onli everything stops at this moment... ...
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Blogged @ 11:50 PM
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Ever since Leong and Kiong came back, I haf been feeling very upset. Upset not because they are back, but because I will be resigning soon. Over these three months, I got along quite well with them, especially Leong. He never fails to make mi laugh. Although the aunties and uncles there keep on bringing us together as couple, but both of us never felt paisei but instead our friendship pulled in further. Just three more daes left, and I will be bidding goodbye to Leong and Kiong. Although I realli cnt bear to..but I noe that no matter hw far apart we are, the friendship will remain as stagnant as before. =)
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Todae boss came over to Giant to refill the stocks. I realli feel very curious why he made such an attempt to. He is closing up this place yet he wans to refill the stocks. Wad is worst is he refills those stocks that are still in abundance. This boss of mine is realli so damn blur. mi colleage Kathy actually said that Boss must be making love when he's taking our order that's why he's so damn blur!Lolx. Aniways, I did not meet boss todae coz I was actually having lunch with Leong. Talking about Leong..he is so damn bad todae. He called mi early in the morning to ask mi to haf lunch wif him. Mi sis and I were still slping innitially when his call woke the both of us up. Furthermore, this Leong is so bad that when I picked up the call he said," Lazy Pig...wake up le mahx?" -.-"...in the end, I lost mi sleep after that. When I got ready and going to leave the houz to haf lunch with him, he called mi and said that he is busy and has to delay the meal!Goodness Gracious!
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The government just announced that the GCE O Levels examination results will be released on Monday. I'm realli worried about it..whether I will get to Temasek Polytechnic HTM, Monday will be the dae that will reveals the truth.
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Happi bdae to Kaiwen once again. 23rd February marks kaiwen another yr older. Todae he came to eat dinner(lunch) with mi... we ate hans..and it was a better one as compared to the past few dates.Coz the two of us had known each other btr...and no longer as shy as the first date.Hehe* Feeling sorrie for Kaiwen..coz I was busily toking to Jianghan about felicia, and forgot that he likes Angie the choice cakes. I ended up buying him an oreo mint cake. he was kinda full...yet he has to finish the piece of cake coz the look on mi face tells him to.Lolx*
He's quite poor thing though...his parents haf not finished quarelling yet. Both of them refuses to gif in..I suppose the one that is most affected is Kaiwen...coz he's not oni stucked in btw, he has to gif up his bed to his dear mum. Poor Kaiwen. God bless him!
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This morning I went to pray mi ah ma with mi mum, mi sis and mi auntie..we ate vegetarian food and it was damn fabulous especially with the longan tea!
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Very soon, I wil be leaving Giant. This three months of memory can be referred to as short, can be referred to as long...I realli treasure the workplace here very much..I realli cnt bear to leave here. Even if one dae, I might haf to die, mi memory could be washed away, bt never the feelings that haf been developed......
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Blogged @ 12:00 AM
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Finally. Finally. Finally. The twins are back le!!!!!! I'm so damn happi..they are finally back from serawak. I was kinda shocked at first...I mean I knew they will be back todae..but I was actually busy with sumthin, then when I turned back, I saw kiong suddenly. I was realli shocked to see him, and his new hairstyle. he had the same hairstyle as siyong, another Giant staff. So aniways, after a while, I spotted Leong.This pair of twins, always want to be alike. Nevertheless, he has the same hairstyle as his brother. Sigh* I ate lunch with leong, kiong and leong's supplier. I notice some change in leong's behavior. I find him more thoughtful.
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As time pass by, I'm getting more and more nervy. The questions on whether I can make it to Temasek Polytechnic just keep on popping up mi mind. I can't help thinking about what if I do not do well and what if I get like L1R5, 25 points and above. I'm realli worried. Friday is the day. The day that will decide mi fate. Be it good or bad, I know that it cannot be changed animore. But...what if...I disappoint the whole world? Would I land miself into a failure from then on?
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1 minute to 12am, Kaiwen's 17th birthdae. Happi bdae shY sotong.
Blogged @ 11:59 AM
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Dotz...
kaiwen dis shY sotong copied mi again. He c mi write blog..he also go n open up 1 blog to write. Copied mi again.-.-"..todae actually wan brin his fave dim sum go visit him after mi off work at 4 de..but dis shY sotong off work earlier than I thought. Furthermore frm wad his nickname is like, he is so blur that he dun even noe where he is working at. And all he noes how to do is to follow his fren go workplace. Sigh* But todae I dun wan to suan him so much coz i kinda pity him todae coz his parents quarell, in the end his mum slp his bed, landing dis shY sotong on the floor. Poor thin.
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Todae was bad..I was actualli suppose to report to work at 10..but i woke up at 10. I guess i was too tired yesterdae..plus I'm nt quite used to the new hp alarm..so mi woke up at 10 instead..and went late. So I haf to fill back the one and a half hrs the nxt three daes lo. After mi work I went to Khatib, Naval base secondary school to watch mi juniors play table-tennis tournament. Both mi C'division gers and B'division gers won their matches. Watching them play, I suppose, is actually a total different feeling. I haf already graduated from Evergreen, I no longer haf the stress of being a captain and not playing well, or facing the problems of inability to unite the team well. I no longer haf to uphold such strong responsibilities and keep on trying to live up to mi position. No more of that. I feel so relieved when I watch them play. It was cool.
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I went to stargate to visit Jamulah again. We chatted for quite a long time and I suppose the hottest topic in town is "when is the release of our GCE-O-Levels?". Every single soul is toking about that. But aniways, i can nw feel the fear gripping mi. I am realli worried abt mi future. I am worrying and wondering if i can manage to get into Temasek Polytechnic with mi desinated course. There are pros and cons abt doing well or doing badly. I juz can't stop thking abt whether I can make it or not. Sigh* I fear of letting Ms Joanna Lee down for Food and nutrition, I fear of letting Mr Joseph Teo down for physics, I fear of letting Mr Tan chai hock down for english, I fear of letting Mr Liang down as he has always been pinning high hopes on mi. I fear..i would disppoint evryone down. Perhaps, at this point of time, all these kinds of fear has already bcome purely emotions. It is no longer meaningful as whatever we get is already a fact. Something we can't change.
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Blogged @ 11:20 AM
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Early in the morning I was so damn pissed off. Pissed off by mi mum's fren. This fren of hers, has a habit of calling the houz early in the morning. My mum had told her so many times not to call in the morning as mi sisters and I were stil slping. But she just insisted on calling. The moment mi slp was disrupted by her, I was realli furious. The whole morning was spoilt.
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Me this slpy head went to work at orchard as usual. Kept yawning and yawning. Luckily mi sales was not bad. Two thousand over bucks of honey. Aniways, the two guys behind mi, selling all those tropical fruits and juices kept on staring at mi for the whole dae. They called mi a few times, i did reply....but i was rather unfriendly coz at the first place mi mood was already not good.
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Tmr stil muz work at orchard again...lucky its a short time...from 10 to 4...I hope it wil b a good dae wif good sales. I can't feel the presence of the couple i matchmade..Feli n garfield..haf u both forgotten cupid?Y aren't u both contacting mi?Haf u both forgotten mi?
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I hope not.
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It was cool. Real fun. the visit to TP was exuberant.I went there with kaiwen todae, to catch a glimpse over the courses. Thankfully I ever visited TP before with jamulah (yee kien), another close fren of mine, so i did not get lost this time round. The campus is damn big, it is comparable to 66 international football-size fields. So we went to this TP, visited the courses I wanted to take, Hospitality and Tourism management and Food applied science. I also accompanied kaiwen to his engineering course and the ones at Information technology.Not only did we go to the 11-storeyed library, we also went to watch the skit. It was real fun.After todae, I've totally made up mi mind. Temasek Polytechnic is the life I wan to lead.
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This boss of mine is so damn scheming. 2 daes back, I accidently let out of mi mouth that mi lunch break is 4:30 to 5:30. But its actually not fixed as I always haf lunch with Leong, and becoz he's not bk frm malaysia, I haf mi lunch at 4:30. So aniways, on hearing that mi lunch break is 4:30 to 5:30, he came to spot check on mi todae. He's so scheming that he came right from the front door, from mi back; and at 5:35 to check whether I'm late. Sigh*
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2 daes before the twins be back, I'm all ready to welcum them back...looking forward to their arrival...
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Todae. Yet another tiring dae. Boss sent mi to Orchard Takashimaya to work coz Kathy is sick. So aniways, todae's sales is not bad. At least better than Imm. But it shouldn't b compared to Imm though, coz the crowd is more over at Orchard.Lucky its oni a dae at orchard...or i wil b tired to death...
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Tmr i'll b going back to IMM again. But before i get there, i'll be going to temasek polytechnic open houz. i'm realli looking forward to TP, looking forward to mi poly life there!
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3 more daes before the twins cum back...
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Blogged @ 1:30 AM
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How unlucky I am to haf such a boss. First a pay cut. Then another cut off mi working hours. Now I dun even get the new year ang bao. Sigh* I dun realli care about the amount of money inside. Getting the ang bao is a good omen and it brings prosperity and luck. But this boss of mine is just too petty and stingy to shed of some savings of his to mi.Duh!
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Todae kaiwen this shy sotong came to visit me again at Giant. he came wif his friends, keith and ming geng. They actually went to lao yu sheng wif their FNN company beforehand. But aniways, I did not managed to chat wif them coz i had a customer around. Sigh*
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I'm feeling so happy yet so sad coz the twins are cuming back in 4 days time.But i noe that as soon as they return, I would be resigning. From then, I would be far apart from them. I fear the arrival of this dae. I fear to be far apart from them. I haf already had the habit of them around me. No matter how advanced the communications are, it will never be able to tighten the gap between us once again.I'm feeling so helpless coz i cnt do anithing..
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A cold and lonely dae at Giant. Sigh*
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Mi colleague, Anna took half dae leave todae, and left mi all alone there for the whole of 7 hrs. Anna has been taking care of me since mi first dae of work, and she is so cute that she warns everyone there not to bully me. She also treats mi meals. tidbits and sweets. She is so damn nice.
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Just one dae she's not here, I got bullied by another auntie.It was a total nightmare. Disastrous. This auntie is a promoter as well. She juz came forward to me, and started bombarding mi with all the questions about mi product. I explained to her nicely, hoping that she will appreciate mi efforts. In the end, she said I knew nothing about mi product when she herself did not understand. I got so furious but I gave a fake smile back. The story did not end here. She continued to gif very scarcastic remarks, making mi as the subject of the joke, as if she is very close to mi. This auntie, good luck to her. She better not mess up wif mi or she is going to suffer till I resign.
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Kaiwen came to visit mi todae. We went to haf lunch(dinner supposedly) at the Four leaves. We chatted for quite a while and I realli find dis shY sotong a mama's boi. He realli listens alot to his parents and still joins his parents for meals. i mean at this age, it is almost rare to find any guys stil having meals wif their parents. And dis boy has to be home by dinner time. Should I make a conclusion that he is tame...or should i sae he is a complete mama's boi?
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Todae's sales is worse than ever. Giant is damn quiet. There are more suppliers and promoters than the customers. Scary huh? We dun haf a choice. Luckily I am not paid by commision.Or mi pay is going to be so pathetic. I am looking forward to 22nd, looking forward to the return of the twins,Leong and Kiong.
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Blogged @ 11:50 PM
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Happi bdae to mi blog..hehe* Aniways, todae is mi first dae back to work.CNY spirits are stil high, yet the mood in IMM Giant is not good. Especially for the promoters.Sigh* Its so damn quiet coz there are so little customers.My honey sales was so poor todae.I will see the disgusting look of that mean boss soon.=( But, it wasn't a bad day afterall, i got 2 angbaos frm 2 aunties in which i did not expect..hehex*.I dun feel like working todae in fact..its rather bored coz mi frens who work there are mostly Malaysians and haf not returned from holidaes yet. I kinda miss them..especially the twins, Leong and Kiong.Mis them so much..T.T..Hope they will be back before I resign.Haiz* Although this yr i stayed at home most of the time again for CNY, but i managed to pull in the family ties again.My mum n dad n mi big sis dotes on mi alot..(shd haf another xtra person soon-> mi sis boyfren..hehe*) This yr valentine was a rather good one too, better compared to past few yrs.I went out wif a fren called Kaiwen, sum1 i noe at mi workplace, hu used to work for the FNN company.We went to watch Seoul Raiders..it's a pretty nice show.Kaiwen dis shY sotong is so funny coz he is so quiet that i haf to start the topics..hehe* But quite thankful to him coz he gav mi mi first rose for the whole of 16 yrs. A white rose. A flower I always yearned for.
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